Dear Diary,
It's been weeks since I've been out in the outside world and frankly rather not go back due to dramatic people and people who don't even care to visit while your in the hospital, I will gladly agree with the doc I'm most likely loosing my mind and do I care hell no. Of course I'll go insane because of this god damn sick ASS world and for now on I'm going to speak my mind if you annoy me ima tell ya to shut your damn mouth cause ya pissing me off. *roles eyes and sits in wheelchair and stairs out window* and just because I stare out some damn window doesn't fucking mean I want to go outside into the damn world and get fresh fucking air no I just want to die in my hospital room is that to much to ask. NO IT ISNT! And it pisses me off that they keep coming in here and is like "u need to go outside this isn't good for your health Chiaki"*says in a annoyed bratie way* LOOK HERE BITCH DID I FUCKING ASK FOR YOUR TWO DAMN CENTS HELLLLL NO! like god! Did I asked you to tell me how to live my damn life by goly be my guest but I didn't so shut the fuck up and worry about your own damn selfs *roles eyes and the writing is shredded a d u see at the bottom*"I wish I just died when I was almost gone but no they just had to heal me"

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