" Sultana, you gave birth to twins. Congradulations." Nurse said to me after few hours I was giving birth. My belly was so big because I was carrying twins.

" Thank you God for what you gifted me with two more beautiful children, Mihrişah." Murad said and kissed my forhead as he came into the ambulance together with Kosem.

" Sultana gave birth to two healthy sons, we have two more Şehzades." Nurse said and Kosem looked at me proudly.

" Your name will be Suleyman. You will be named after my magnificent ancestor, Suleyman the Magnificent." Murad whispered three times into ear of first one of the twins, and then gave it to me.

" Your name will be Mehmed, you will be named after my grandfather." Murad whispered into ear of another son and then gave them back to me.

Joy was all over me when I had my two beautiful sons in my hands and had Murad on my side, sitting on bed next to me and admiring our children.

" This is ring Sultan Ahmed Khan gifted me for our wedding. This is yours now. You gave three Princes to our Dynasty and you are worth of having this ring." Kosem said as she putted on my hand a ring her late husband gifted her, and I knew it was really precious to her.

" Thank you, Sultana." I said and blushed. Kosem loved me and respected me a lot, and I had a lot of privilleges because of that.

Kosem Sultana prepared a party in Harem because two Princes were born. She invited her daughters and Ayse and me.

Dancers were dancing in Harem and made a party which Kosem enjoyed. She was so happy when she organised events in Harem and when everyone was really close.

" Valide, what happened to Farya wasn't fair. Mihrişah made a trap for Farya. She was punished without a reason." Atike said and looked me angrily. She was angry because Farya was banished from Palace and sent back to her homeland. In meanwhile we got a letter that a group of bandits prisoned her and later killed her.

" She punished mother of Sultan's children. Of course this is punishment what she deserves, to be banished. Unfornatley, bandits killed her." Kosem said and sighed.

" Mihrişah Sultan, Sultan Murad is calling for you." Haci-aga came and said to me. I wondered why would Murad call for me now? I thought Kosem organised a party for him also.

I bowed to Kosem and left Harem so I could go to meet Murad. I walked into his chambers where he awaited for me happily.

" You asked for me?" I asked him as I was confused why would he call for me now.

" You don't even want to hug me now?" he asked me and I ran into his hug as I missed him a lot, even though I was seeing him every day.

" I wanted to excuse myself because I wanted to marry Farya. I knew I did mistake, but that was only for political reasons. My heart belongs only to you and I don't even want to see any other woman close to me." Murad said to me and I blushed on his words. He knew how to compliment woman very well, but that often made me afraid if he tells this to every one.

" That was in the past, I am glad she is not here anymore because me and my children almost died because of her." I said to him and pretended I am sad.

" I have a surprise for you I am sure you are going to love." he said and kissed my cheeks.

" I am making you free woman. From this day on, you aren't a slave anymore. You are a free woman." Murad said as he was only few centimeters apart from me.

" But that means I can't be with you if I am free woman anymore." I said to him and raised my eyebrow.

" Come with me." he took my hand into his and I followed him to the Balcony from where we saw people sitting there.

" From today's day, Mihrişah is legal wife of Sultan Murad Khan. "

I heard those words and I couldn't believe. I turned to Murad and looked at him happily like never before. I could never express the feeling I had in that moment.

" This is our marriage. From this day, you are my legal wife. Mihrişah Haseki Sultan. " Murad said and kissed my lips, for the first time as we were married.

Murad took my hand and I followed him to his bed. He started kissing my lips passionatley for a long time. I felt crazy for him at this moment, especially when he went to my neck and started kissing it passionatley.

I knew I would give him myself all, everything I had was his. And he was mine. From this day no one could separate us. From this day we are husband and wife. From this day I will never allow any other woman in his presence.

He started unbuttoning my outer dress which fell down on the floor. He took me in bridal style and placed me on his bed, where he layed on the top of me.

" Hunkarim, Hunkarim!" I heard voice yelling outside of Murad's chambers early in the morning. Murad and I immediatley woke up to see what was happening.

" Haci-aga, it's morning. What do you want?" Murad asked as he was annoyed because Haci woke him up.

" Hunkarim... The disaster... The disaster happened." Haci said and I came closer to see what is happening.

" Haci, speak! What happened?!" Murad nervously yelled on him.

" Ayse Sultana... She killed herself and Şehzade Ahmed and Hanzade Sultan." Haci barely could say.

How? Why? Why she would do that? Murad immediatley came out of his chambers and he started walking towards Ayse's chambers.

I dressed myself quickly and followed Murad and we saw Kosem is also already there.

Dead body of Ayse Sultan together with her son Şehzade Ahmed and daughter Hanzade Sultan were laying there. They looked like they were sleeping.

Bottle of poison was standing in Ayse's hand. I couldn’t believe when I saw this. Murad looked at them without words, but I knew he was dying inside because of this.

Why did Ayse poison herself? Even if she wanted to die, why did she did this to her children? Which mother would kill their children on purpose?

I saw a letter standing on Ayse's desk and I took it because I wanted to see what she has written before she decided to poison herself and her children.

While you are reading this, Sultan Murad Khan, you will already find out that I took life of your loved ones. When I first time came to this Palace, you were crazy for me and loved me. You promised me the world and you promised me you will only love me.
But you didn't keep your promise.
Every time when new concubine would come, you would totally forget me.
You never even wanted to visit me or you took many care for the children.
When I found out you married that Ukranian snake last time, I decided I couldn't stand this life anymore.
Every time you were killing me more and more. You killed every part of my heart, so now I decided to kill part of your heart. You and that Ukrainian snake Mihrişah are main reason why Hanzade and Ahmed aren't here with us anymore. May God forgive me for killing my little angels, but they didn't deserve to live hell of the life they would if they continued to live in this Palace. I let my love Ismihan Kaya to you. You may take care for her, unlike you did to me and my two children. May you always feel guilty for this.

I passed it to Murad who started crying when he was reading this. I couldn’t believe how could a mother kill her children? I am a mother, and I am ready to kill whoever stands on a way to my children. But I would kill only those who want anything bad to my children. I would never make anything bad to my children, because they are my whole heart and my world and they deserve happiness.

Ayse made feel Murad guilty, and she also made this as my fault. Even if Murad would marry another woman, I would never do this.

" Mihrişah, this is all of your fault. She killed herself and her two children because of you." Kosem yelled on me and I could not believe. Until this moment she loved me as I am her own daughter, and now she accuses me it is my fault for their death?

Murad just looked at Kosem, then at me, and then he left the chambers.