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This is a book about how the life of Jenna an ordinary girl in college changed for the worse and she would do anything to go back in time and start over but she would still want one thing to remain the same...

CHARACTERS:👇
Jenna
Jaxon
Maddie
Scott
Pete
Nigel
Tiffany
Ariana
Dave
Heath
And others.....

Quick change Scott has a British accent I didn't say it in the book but take note

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He laughed again for the third time and I felt so stupid "wait, wait" you thought I loved you" he said laughing again and I felt so humiliated. I actually thought he did I had no idea he was just playing with my emotions and tears started falling from my eyes

"oh don't cry" he said laughing once again and I hated him I so fucking hated him I thought to myself but I knew it was a lie I couldn't hate Jaxon even after what he was doing right now but I was sure I didn't love him anymore or did I......
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(1 Year later)
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It was another cold night after partying with my friends whom I knew I didn't belong with, we were totally different.

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, my dad would freak out if he found out what his precious little angel was doing and I had always wanted him to be proud of me and not disappointed.

After he divorced my mum cause of her drinking and sultry life he tried to do everything he could to make me happy, he gave me whatever I wanted and I loved him so much, if he ever found out that I was in school partying all night with random people he would lose it.

Here I was in a car filled with people I called friends I was acting just like my mum parting all night and coming home drunk except that I don't drink I guess it's in the blood.

Jaxon put his hand around my bare shoulder I was wearing one of Tiffany's stupid skimpy gowns and I felt really uncomfortable the car was tight but the roof was up allowing air to flow inside.

"Look Jenna if you're that uncomfortable you can always sit on Jaxon's thighs" Tiffany suggested reading my expression and grinning. I gave her my best fake smile.

"I don't think it's a bad idea" Jaxon said smirking at me.

Of course, he didn't think it was a bad idea I thought to myself.

"No it's okay I'm fine" I said trying to move away from him without making it obvious but I didn't succeed and they all laughed.

"So Ariana is having a birthday party tomorrow you coming Jenna?" Maddie asked poking her head from the front seat.

"I'm not sure I still have a lot to study and I've missed many classes" I said making them laugh.

"You should totally come" Jaxon said smiling at me.

"Yeah and stop being a nerd" Tiffany said making all of them laugh again.

Yep! These were my friends they find me boring and make fun of everything I do. I just fake smiled at all of them.

"So are you going to come? besides reading is so boring" Pete said driving.

"I don't th.."

"She'll come" Jaxon said interrupting me and pulling me closer to him.

Was he being serious right now, who the hell did he think he was to make decisions for me, we weren't even dating or anything.

I pulled away from him.

"No I'm not going" I said and he chuckled a bit staring at me.

"Yeah you are" he said glaring at me with dark green eyes he wasn't smiling.

What the hell was wrong with him, if I didn't want to go I didn't have to.

"No, I'm n...."

"Just shut it Jenna" he said cutting me off once again smirking and kissed my cheek.

"you're coming okay" he said brushing his thumb over my lower lip and I just stared at him I never understood him, I never understood my so-called friends.

They acted weirdly in a way I couldn't pinpoint I knew I had to get better friends because if I kept hanging out with them I was sure to get into trouble but they were the only people I knew.

After a while of driving we appeared at the dorms and Maddie came down I was about to follow suit but I was stopped by Jaxon who pulled me back and kissed me I was shocked for a moment then he pulled back and smiled.

"See you tomorrow babe" he said and I stared at him for five seconds confused before coming down from the car.

He was really insane if he thought anything was going on between us or if anything could happen between us I agree he was tall, handsome,sexy with pale green eyes and an amazing stature with soft fluffy brown hair, but he was way out of my league and I doubted if Jaxon would ever date someone like me in the name of love.