i've decided i'm happy!
it's pretty freeing to know that my mom knows this and doesn't hat em e for it. i was a little worried for a while and was actually planning on waiting until freshman year of college at least to tell her .. but i'm glad i didn't wait.

also. ! she said we could email ms mosiman (choir teacher) and ask about not making me wear a skirt for formal wear . which is very nice! bc when she had to measure me for the formal wear i ended up feeling so nauseous i couldn't eat lunch ..it was also the first time anyone had touched near my chest in years, so that was another big part of that.

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but! hopefully things will be better overall now! when we were talking she actually used the word transgender and referred to the two trans guys at my school as their names and used proper pronouns! she'd been calling this guy in my grade his name but still using she/her pronouns when talking to me about him, so i was a lil concerned . but it seems ok now.

sorry for the disjointed update. lots of irrelevant stuff in here lol. but things will hopefully be better now . and that's exciting :)