i'm so spaced out and my mental and physical health are deteriorating and all state auditions are tomorrow for CHOIR and i can hardly SPEAK can u see why this is a problem yeah and on top of that i have fucking honours english ii which is kicking my ass into the ground literally i have a c minus and five to six hours homework minimum every night i knew high school would be stressful and i was prepared and excited for it but i wasn't quite prepared for it if u know what i mean ugh anyway on a much happier note death club got together on snapchat tonight so we saw each other's faces n shit which was exciting if drew has snapchat he can hmu so i can add him but yeah it was pretty nice probably the closest i've had to fun in weeks lol uh yeah i have way more english homework to do now but i needed to take a break and vent alright goodnight y'all