One minute I'm laughing and wearing a smile the next a try not to cry. I'm a reck. My best friend said something that hurts me but I play it off. I don't want to show them how I really feel. Later that night I think of the "joke" over and over again until tears pour out of my eyes. My small tears now just turned into a ocean I can't overcome. Do you really think your so called "friends" mean it? Or was it all a joke to them?