I don't know what yo do anymore. Should I leave my friends like they will leave me in the future? Should I pay attention to my grades? Will I even graduate high school? Or will I hate myself even more? I don't know anymore. I'm tired of saying "I'm okay" or "I'm fine" also "I'm alright". I am sick of putting this mask on. But if I take it off will people look upon me different? I don't know. I'm sick of putting up with fake friends saying they will stay be me my whole life. I don't need those kind of people. I don't need anybody for the matter.