I've been questioning a lot of deeper matters lately. The little scenarios I would have in my head of someone abandoning everything that makes them themself in exchange for power. The most powerful strike being used by abandoning emotion, strength, weakness, and eventually your mind and body. Even your very own soul and existence into one attack. I struggle to imagine how that would look because it's hard to think outside of dimensions we can't comprehend.

The 1st dimension of space being direction, the 2nd being length and width, the 3rd being depth, and the 4th being a dimension that impacts what's inside that very space: time. But what impacts time itself? Would there be several dimensions of time just like the dimensions of space? Would they even be called dimensions? Maybe parameters or cosmic law might be a better term, but it's all uncertain as there isn't any direct line of figuring that out as we are stuck in the loop of life and death. Until one is beyond life and death, it is impossible to know the truth of it all.

It's possible to comprehend these matters when we die, but we don't know for sure as life is incapable of interacting with the dead and the same goes for the other way around. Some may say ghosts are dead and can interact with the living, but ghosts are those who are still alive in mind and spirit, yet are dead in their corporeal being. Maybe the true answer to understanding life and death is to experience a true death. A death in which your mind, body, and soul all die at the same time.

What is contained in your mind, body, and soul is a highly complicated matter that many knowledge seekers have yet to come to a conclusive answer to. Some believe there is only the body as your brain is your mind which is connected to your body, therefore making your body and mind one in the same. There's the argument that once your body dies, your mind remains and is incompassed in your soul to be revitalized again in another physical being whether of this world or another. What really intrigues me is the matter of existence.

If your mind, body, and soul were to all die, would your very existence also disappear? If you were gone out of existence as a whole, is that the end? Is there nothing beyond such existence? That is what really plagued my mind as I tried to figure out the various dimensions of physics and what encompasses the very natural world order.

What if the 5th dimension is existence and beyond existence lies the very idea of what we would consider the creator of all? I used idea as there is no word that could describe such a vastly primordial being that wouldn't be seen as disrespectful. When saying all of this, I'm believing that there is a God or Gods out there, but this original idea being the one who created everything. Many arguments for the existence of God and His various natural abilities are that He is self existent as He has been here all along. However, I find it problematic as I believe such a being who created all wouldn't be just existence, but rather what brought about existence itself.

Existence must have stemmed from such an idea and is merely a fraction of the many concepts that spawned from this idea. Something so beyond our ideas and comprehension that there is nothing that can describe it in proper words.

In looking back, I've thought of one word that may actually be the closest to ever giving a label to such a boundless being. I would refer to it as being Imaginery. Something that you'd be called crazy for ever believing in. Something that is so beyond us, that just calling it Imaginery wouldn't even make sense, however no one else would be able to refute such a claim as they cannot come up with anything better than that.

This Imaginery being would be what is the origin of all concepts and ideas. The concepts of Life, Death, Space, Time, Existence, Nothingness, and Imagination. The Imaginery would be the crux of all that we know and we can never worship it in a proper manner as it wouldn't care nor ever be able to hear us. We live in a 4th dimensional plane where we are affected by time, a concept spawned from death. Just as I type out stories and different ideas in my head onto this page, the Imaginery would be doing the same exact thing, but on such a higher scale, these different lives people would live would just be a matter of "fiction" to it.

Terrifying, right? The idea that there's a beyond all our ideas and concepts we think are out there acting as the laws of the world. Something beyond the deities that we worship. We may pray to these various deities, but don't forget they may also pray as well just as we do.

If you read this all the way through, thank you for reading my midnight rambling on the idea of what is Beyond us all.