It was never like this,
the thing we had is something I miss.

We used to be so close,
our friendship was like a drug that on it, I used to overdose.

I wouldn't hesitate to tell you anything,
on the relation we had, I used to cling.

Then one day, it all changed,
this change was something  never arranged.

You said some thing and I did the same,
and now, we don't know who to blame.

All I know is that I don't feel comfortable anymore,
nothing is the same like before.

Now I filter my words around you,
and I hate that it's what I have to do.

I cannot forgot what you said,
it's still messing with my head.

I cannot forget my tear-stained face,
and the emptiness in my heart that I can never embrace.

Although I'm still stuck in the past,
and how I wanted our friendship to last.

I wish you the best,
and in your life, I hope I was not a bad guest.

-Sara Islam

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