Jack couldn't sleep that night. Or night after, and night after.

He haven't slept a whole week.

Going around like zombie.

Zooming out and finding himself in the middle of hunt doing what Dean have told him to do.

Jack stand in the shower without power to actually wash himself.

He have though a lot about what happen in that night.

He wanted to tell Castiel about it but something inside him screamed that it was a bad idea, so Jack stayed silent.

Jack started to avoid Clark too.

He didn't know why, he just did.

Jack let out frustrated breath and pour shampoo in his hair.

Jack was a mess, but a mess inside. Outside he didn't show it all.

He just felt that no one should know about it.

Jack wash all the soap off of his body and left the shower putting towel around himself.

Right when he step into his room his phone light up.

He still didn't understand why Winchesters give him one when he was with them almost all the time.

Clarke name popped up together with sweet photo he have set up for Jack to see.

- Hallo? - Jack answer in last second.

- Jack! Finally! I have tried all week to get to hear from you. Where were you? - Clark breath out in relief.

- Sorry, got hard hunting trip. Just got back. - Jack trowed towel on the chair next to his bed and search for clothes to wear.

- Oh, I understand. You got me worried. So, what are you doing now? - Clark asked in joyful voice.

- Standing naked in the middle of my room talking to you. - Jack answered without thinking.

- Naked? Why are you naked? - Clark asked in confusion.

- I just got out of shower and am searching for what to wear. Haven't wash clothes yet. - Jack murmured pulling clean grey boxers with light pink top stripe.

- Oh. Okay. Do you have any plans for this evening, night? Cuz, if you are free, I am taking you to a party! - Clark got Jack off guard.

- What...? Party? What party? - Jack felt confused.

-Just a casual friday party with couple of friends. It will be fun, don't worry. - Clarke sound confident but Jack didn't know.

- Okay...? - for some reason Jack felt that it was a bad idea.

- Nice! Meet up in 30 mins! - Clark ended call.

Jack had a feeling that this will be a bad idea. And he was right.

They was in the middle of room full of people.

Everyone was jumping, drinking, dancing or just screaming.

Music was so loud that Clark need to scream in Jack's ear for him to even hear what Clark was saying.

And this place smelled awful.

Jack didn't like here but looking at Clark, it seem that he love to be here.

So Jack pushed his feelings to the side and just let Clark have fun.

Red cup was showed in Jack's hands with order to drink it.

Clark took these cups one by one so Jack followed just to fit in.

After some time he saw that Clark just like everyone else in the room is drunk.

Jack have drank 5 cups with some burning liquid in it but he didn't feel drunk at all.

- Let's play games! - Someone screamed and everyone agreed to it.

Jack was even more confused but seeing how happy Clark looked he just followed everyone else and sit down on the floor.

From somewhere there was joint going around.

Jack didn't understand why people liked that thing so much.

But he smoked anyway. Just to fit in.

With every second Jack didn't like here more and more.

No matter where he looked someone was on someone doing things that should be done in private.

Jack tried to concentrate on how Clark was laughing.

But than some girl crawl over circle right into Clarke lap.

Jack waited for Clark to push her away but he just wrapped his arms around her half naked body and laugh like everyone else.

As if that wasn't enough girl lean down and kissed Clark, pulling her hands in his hair to make it all even more sexual.

Jack didn't know what was happening but he felt sharp pain in his chest.

Similar to one when he have stabbed himself over and over again, just more painful and deeper.

Jack couldn't breath.

He needed to get away.

He stand up and rush to the closest doors he saw and right when he was through them he disappear from that awful place.

He fell down on his knees on the edge of the cliff.

He couldn't breath. He just couldn't.

He felt hot tears streaming down his cold cheeks.

Everything hurt.

Especially his chest.

It just hurt so so much.

And everything was spinning, it was spinning so fast.

Jack pushed himself up on his legs he didn't feel.

It was just a matter of second when he felt his body weight falling over the edge of cliff.

Jack understand what was happening but he just didn't care.

He wanted these pain to stop so he let his body to fall closer and closer to loud waves crashing against sharp edges of cliff.

He let his last breath out through the scream and closed his eyes ready to be crushed by sharp rocks and salty waves.

But it never happened.

No water washed over his body.

No rocks break his flash.

No extra pain come.

No relief.

He felt like he was swimming in softness.

He could breath again.

Air wasn't freezing cold as before or burning hot, it was pleasant to breath in.

Jack felt calm.

He didn't feel pain anymore.

Did he actually hit the very bottom of ocean and is dead now?

He didn't understand but he didn't want to open his eyes.

He felt so good.

His mind clearing.

He felt soft touch to his cheek.

So so soft.

No fingers, no skin.

More like feather brushing against his cheek brushing away tear stains.

Jack opened his eyes.

He saw stars.

So much stars shining in the dark night sky.

He felt so comfortable just laying there.

He didn't feel cold at all.

He looked to one side and saw that big wing was covering his body.

He looked to other side to see Lucifer laying next to him and looking down at him with sad look on his face.

Jack all of sudden felt like crying.

He crushed his body against Lucifer's and start crying soaking up Lucifer's shirt.

Lucifer didn't say a word. He just wrap Jack up in his wings tuning out world around them calming Jack down in matter of seconds.

Jack slowly looked up to see Lucifer staring down at him.

- Don't say a word. I know. Shhh. - Lucifer kissed him softly on the forehead.

Jack closed his eyes.

He felt so tired.

- Sleep, baby. Sleep. - Lucifer whisper in his ear calming Jack down even more.

Jack trusted Lucifer.

He knew that he just have saved him.

Jack let the softness of Lucifer's wings to pull him into deep, peace full sleep.