Hoseok lay awake. It was way beyond midnight and he had class in the morning. If he listened carefully enough, he could hear Yoongi's light snoring in the room next to his own. He had already taken a dose of melatonin, but that was three hours ago. Even when it kicked in, the poor boy found himself unable to sleep.

The male longed for the warmth of his roommate next to him but he knew that it wouldn't happen. He tossed and turned before deciding to go to the kitchen. He opened the fridge and grabbed a yogurt then walked over and grabbed a spoon. Hoseok attempted to savor the snack but wound up eating it in less than a minute.

Once the insomnia-filled boy was out of the kitchen, he decided to grab a blanket from his room and curl up on the floor in Yoongi's room. This wasn't the first time he had done this and Yoongi was starting to get concerned. Hoseok knew when he woke up he would be questioned. He just couldn't sleep without being near his roommate though.

He felt like he had a sick obsession, which caused him to think poorly of himself at times. He just couldn't help it though, he didn't want to be alone. He was worried that Yoongi was going to walk out of his life at any moment and leave him stranded on the island that was his overactive mind. Hoseok knew that Yoongi had every right to leave, which scared him half to death.

These thoughts flooded his mind and left him a sobbing mess on the floor. By now he had mastered the silent sob so he wouldn't wake up Yoongi, but in some ways, he wanted Yoongi to notice. He wanted Yoongi to know how strongly he felt. But he couldn't bring himself to tell Yoongi how he felt.

He finally cried himself to sleep while listening to the lullaby that was his roommate's soft snores and peaceful breathing.