I know I can't compete with all the people out there. I know I can't compete with anyone at all. But My heart is hurting and I can't tell why.

I don't know what's happening to me. Like I got dragged into this loop and I can't seem to break free. I fall for them and the charms they show. But not once have I gained anything but pain.

The sweet lovely comments that swoops me in, the flicker of love their eyes tend to hold. If only they weren't so good at lying, maybe I wouldn't fall prey to the show they are putting.

Never trust no one my friends used to say. Can't believe what I hear and can't trust what you see. I wish I listened to the advice they gave for maybe then I wouldn't fall into the loop once more.

A call each night and a text each day, a story of love and a movie of light. When did lies become so deep and true. When did you learn to be so cunning and dark. But thank you for showing me my foolishness once more. Now let me drown in tears and all. Let me be the guy who gets used once more.

Thank You