i can't really believe i've been at this for two years. it seems so much longer, yet at the same time, not long enough. but, here we are. let's go see how my trashy graphics got less trashy. and, before you ask, these are all done with photoshop cc 2019 :)

july 2019

notes:

first off, *cough* i used a lot of stolen art this month, so i honestly don't have that many examples that i can show. the pure clownery on my end. ok. let's just scroll past this month. :)

august 2019

notes:

so, i made a lot this month. don't expect that for other months because i am a true clown. but, i decided i might as well shove as much as i can for the months that i DID design without stealing art. i fell in love with caraval at the time, so i made a couple caraval covers *cough* (maybe five or six LMAO) and also participated in a few contests. rip those contests bc they never finished.

september 2019

notes:

yes. this is the ONLY graphic i made in september. i'm such a dedicated designer, am i right? i deadass thought i would quit designing. (i hate this cover sm i'm so sorry to whoever this was for). also, this is the first graphic i've shown that was designed in proper sizing. all the months before was designed with 512*800 pixels. how i managed to do that, i really don't know.

october 2019

notes:

the only graphic i did in october. this is one of my favourite graphics even now. i didn't design for like another month straight and then made this, so i'm actually happy that i didn't suck ass. i just wanted to do something for halloween.

november 2019

notes:

wow, three whole graphics. can you believe it? this was like the thing in where if i didn't do a collab or a contest, i made nothing. i did do another collab with ruth during this month, but for some reason, her finish won't open up on this computer. i did the collab display on a different computer so :(

december 2019

notes:

first series cover!! and i made the white wolf cover which is still one of my favourites. also, i'm getting more comfortable with manipulations, but still on iffy side. the ishvan series took me so long, and i was really proud when i made them. not so much anymore. also, if you can't tell, desire is my favourite font. i think this is when i first discovered desire btw.

january 2020

notes:

"the phoenix rising" is a collab between angel and i! i just ran out of graphics (remember, i don't design much) to put on here, so i put that one in so that i didn't have to change my collage format. love you, angel!!

feburary 2020

notes:

did i really make light covers? apparently, yes, i did. i hopped back into vectors for a second.

also, another series. i still kinda like them.

march 2020

notes:

more series covers! i got more comfortable with hair drawing. also, this was during wattship day month so i had to make a lot of graphics. there are more but :)

those are the first few icons i've ever done. i hate doing icons with a passion, and i never actually got comfortable with editing faces. deadass, i can do em now, because i practiced, but i still refuse to do them as much as possible.

april 2020

notes:

graphic corner! didn't do anything else other than graphic corner. you can tell i'm going back to a graphics slump.

may 2020

notes:

yep, only did this collab. that's it. ahaha, why am i even a designer?

june 2020

notes:

i started getting used to photoshop again. took a long ass break from designing and finally opened up my shop. also, romance covers are the bane of my existence.

my brother also helped me out with some designs from this point on. he helps me make things better, although he somehow only comes in when i'm almost done with a graphic and i've already given up lmao. he helped with the sanguinus cover, and honestly, i couldn't have made it look even halfway decent without his help.

july 2020

notes:

yay. i really don't design! but yeah, i made a remake. i was kinda stuck in a complete graphics slump and finally pulled out of it to make a delivery. i also played around with typography a lil bit.

august 2020

notes:

would not have made any of these if i wasn't forced to. the last vector cover was when i was getting mad at myself and decided to do a random form in my graphic shop. i still have requests from like three months ago. probably longer. i'm so sorry. i sWeAr they're coming.

my brother helped with the startouched queen and the age of the jaguar. literally, the age of the jaguar looked like utter tRaSh so anyone who liked that piece, thank him for making it come together.

just a tip: my brother knows nothing about graphic design (he likes design and art tho), but he's not afraid to critique my work as harshly as possible. if you want to improve, have a new eye to help you out. please. sometimes, you get wrapped up in your own art and you do the same thing over and over again. you gotta get someone to shake things up for you.

-.-

so, i also just won two awards (people's choice and guild judged) in the graphic wattys, which is insane. thank you so much. i woke up to that and it made my whole day. i just-

thank you so much for nominating and voting for me, and thank you to the guild for hosting and judging! i've looked up to this award and their winners/hosts for ages and it feels insane winning anything.

anyways, i love all of y'all. congrats to all the other winners!! imma yeet off now. <3