Love is when you think of that person,

Before yourself...!!

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"Eomma i am home.."You said as you opened the door with your keys.

"Oh you came, great i have prepared pancakes eat it, i will be going now your father has called me early today since he is going out. Don't you dare to go for football practice arraseo?"

"I am not going anywhere eomma so just relax."

Your mom usually completes her work and goes to the restaurant to help your dad. She comes in the evening so you are usually alone during this hours. Sometimes jackson and tae comes over.

As your mom went you got washed up, you changed your clothes and wore t-shirt and shorts. You went in the kitchen to eat pancakes which was placed on the kitchen counter, when you looked at the pancakes you remembered jin.

'Aishhh.. this guy, he will eat that ramyun even in school he ate that canteen's lunch which is not as good as homemade lunch. He is so cold, he should have came over...' you thought. 'Wait a sec he cannot come but i can go right??' you mumbled and gave an evil smile and patted your own back for this idea.

You decided to visit him, so you packed the pancakes, checked yourself in the mirror once, took the keys and went.

You were slightly afraid of going thinking what might be his reaction but you decided to face this. You knocked the door, after few moment the door was opened. He was standing there wearing black tank top and white shorts with messy hairs and towel in his hands. He was looking so handsome even in that state.

"You??" He was totally surprised to see you, it was unexpected for him, he stood there with wide eyes.

"Yes its me..!!" You said with a cutest smile.

"Why are you here? What do you want?"

"Yah do you keep on asking question to your guests and friends when they come to visit you? You don't welcome them home??" you said with an angry tone.

Hearing this he opened the door wide for you to enter. You smiled at him and you entered inside.

"Well, i was eating some pancakes and then i remembered my neighbour is going to make ramyun so i thought of sharing pancakes."

Jin looked at you with an amazed look as he was closing the door. You kept the tiffin on the small table and started looking at the paintings which were hung on the wall, there were some handmade crafts too.

'Whoa..! this is so cool...' you said, 'Is this made by you?' you said pointing towards it.

Jin nodded.

"This so awesome, you are an artist that is so great. so, we both are same." You said with a smile.

"You also love to paint??" His eyes sparkled when he spoke, he thought that he might get a buddy which share the same interest as him.

"No, actually i am a sportsperson. I love sports..! specially football." You chuckled.

"How can this is even same?" he said with a sharp tone

"Actually we both are engaged in something other than studies. You painting, me sports?" you said trying to be cool and ended up being stupid.

"Whatever.." Saying this he put the towel on his head and started drying his hair.

You smiled on your own silliness.

"Okay were is your kitchen let me take the plates out." He pointed and you went. The kitchen was kind of empty, there was hardly anything. He was living with the family but still the kitchen looked like 'bachelor's kitchen'.

"Yah you don't have anything in your kitchen? You haven't went for shopping for vegetables and stuffs?"

He did not answered. You sighed and took the plates out and came in the living room. You plated the pancakes and was to happy to see it as if you have made for him.

Jin came and sat on the couch opposite to yours. He took the plate and started eating the pancakes. You were visually satisfied to see him eating, you were in not mood to eat the pancakes anymore, it felt like your stomach was filled just by seeing him eat.

This were getting awkward as he was just eating and you were looking at him eat so you decided to initiate the talk.

"Do you like it" you said with sparkling eyes hoping to hear thanks, 'puft.. i am so greedy for thanks and appreciation' you thought. He nodded yes at your question.

"Why are you always serious throughout the day you were in no mood to talk with anybody." you said trying to know him better.

"Well i don't like to talk much."

"Because you don't try to talk. Come on we are young, we should make friends, hang around and enjoy our life." you said with an excited tone.

"I don't want to." another cold reply.

You huffed. You cannot win an argument over a man who don't talk much

You did not know what to say so you took a pancake and started eating. He was obiviously very hungry because he ate many panckes. You decided not to touch any until unless he doesn't finish eating.

"So why did your family tranferred here?"

"My mom got transferred so i came with her."

"Ok and were is your dad?"

"He is on tour."

"Ok, you don't have any brothers and sisters?"

Jin looked at you, he waited for a while and then he nodded 'no'

"Oh, I am also only child of my parent. By the way i did not even told you my name. Hello my name is Park Y/N. Nice to meet you let's be friends." You said as you bowed.

Jin was looking at you with confused face and open mouth.

"Sorry i was just being formal." You chuckled as you realized you are being silly.

"Jin actually i didn't told you i have 2 best friends, They are my real buddies, friends for life. There name is Jackson and Taehyung. I will introduce them to you. They are very cool you will be happy to meet them. We 3 of us often hang out. We share same hobbies and we are together since kindergarten."

Jin did not answered.

"Jin actually i am associated with Football Club which plays with other club's team. My team is really awesome and we are having our match with our rival team on Saturday, both jackson and taehyung will be coming to watch that." You blushed, well you are a girl after all "I will be happy if you come. I mean if you are not doing anything on Saturday then you can come with us. We all will hang out after that."

Jin looked at you, he blinked and thought for awhile. You were waiting for this answer.

"I have newly joined this school so i will be completing the books and i am lagging in studies so i will not come." His answer made you sad, you pulled yourself and said "Ok its fine. I can understand, well if you have any problem related completion or you need books etc tell me i and even my friends can help you."

Jin nodded. We finished eating the pancakes, things were getting awkward because it was only you talking and he was just answering it. Most of the questions were now finished and you felt like you were unwanted in his house. It was enough now you thought you have been giving lot of importance to him and he didn't even returned your feeling. It was the first time you did too much for some guy other than jackson and taehyung. You not a kind of girl who hangs out with the people who doesn't like you. You decided to leave.

"Ok Jin i think i will be get going." You smiled weakly as you were almost teary.

"Yeah sure" He stood up from the couch to walk you till the door.

You felt like your heart got broken because you wanted to sit with him and talk about you and him, but he doesn't seemed interested, not even he said thank you for your deeds.

"Y/N...!" He called your name, your heart almost skipped a beat this was unexpected. It was the first time he was calling you. Your name seemed more interesting to you. You looked back at him.

"Tell thank you to aunty from me. That was delicious." he smiled.

"You are welcome. yes i will tell her." you let out a smile.

You walked out from his house. You were little bit sad somewhere because you were expecting thank you for yourself also for being with him as he was lonely.

'Never mind..' you mumbled. You sat on the couch and started checking your phone.

'6 missed calls' your eyes widen. You checked to see whether it is from your mom or somebody else. You sighed as it was from Jackson and Tae.

'I almost got an heart attack'.

You called jackson, Conversation ahead;

Jackson: Yah.. Y/N where were you? are you crazy?

Y/N: What happened why did you called?

Jackson: Tae is so mad at you, he was calling you like crazy. Take him on a conference.

You added Tae on conference.

Taehyung: Yah Y/N, meet me tomorrow you are dead..(He said with an angry tone)

Y/N: Chill guys i was with jin.

Jackson and Taehyung: What are you serious?

Jackson: You both were home alone? at your house?

Y/N: No we were at his house.

Taehyung: Oh ho... our girl has grown up now jackson... so what did you do?

Y/N: Yah... you dirty minded jerks. Its not like what you are thinking. I will give you the details tomorrow not on phone, now tell me why were you calling??

Taehyung: Actually i was going to ask you the same that whether you initiated the talk with jin or not. But i am happy you did.

Y/N: Why were you so tensed Tae any problem?

Jackson: Yes there is a problem.

Taehyung: Actually i heard Jihyo will be taking chance to be with jin.

Y/N: Wait what jihyo but she already dated someone right and i heard she is already in relationship i don't know the guy as he is not from our school so i don't know the name.

Taehyung: Well Y/N i heard from one of my friend they broke up and i have heard from my friends that Jihyo will be trying be close with jin and even make him her boyfriend.

Jackson: Y/N what will you do now.

Y/N: Why this happens to me? why this jihyo needs to be in between me and jin

Jackson: Hehehe... Y/N if you relate this things with football it will be like, you trying to goal and Jihyo being the goalkeeper blocking your ball. *This chingu is never serious

Y/N: Jackson this not even funny...

Taehyung: Ok ok chill, lets talk tomorrow. We still have time. Yes listen Y/N complete Miss Lee's assignment if you don't want to go in detention class. Jackson you too.

Y/N: Ok Tae bye see you tomorrow.

You said bye and kept the phone. You started thinking about Jihyo. Jihyo is the so called beauty queen of the school she is not so good in studies but she is pretty. Many of the boys of the school have crush on her. She likes to woo boys as she loves attention. She hates you guys and specially you because you always try to bring her down and she can't even lay finger on you due to tae and jackson and also you are an athlete so you are stronger than her. You were so done with everything, you tried so hard to be with jin but you were not getting response from his side and that was killing you.

At night;

You completed your assignments and other school related work. You stretched your arms. You decided to go to the balcony thinking that you might be able to see jin. You went to the balcony but unfortunately he wasn't there. You then went inside had dinner and slept.

Staring at the ceiling made you realize you can't even fall in love and be with the person you love peacefully. Its not like the world is making you guys apart but its him who is not opening your heart for you.

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Well this chapter was long enough because i seriously love long chapters; short ones drives me crazy, thanks for reading see you in next chapter.