A long chapter enjoy....(#Friendshipgoals )

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(A/N: I will use Author's P.O.V. & Y/N's P.O.V interchanged.)

Few days went by and you were really happy with jin by your side. Sometimes you use to walk home and to the school with him and other guys. You would sometimes visit jin when he use to be alone and also study with him. You and your friends being social animal would plan many things. Jin would something join you guys while sometimes he would just deny it but you would never give up on him, you would forcefully enter his house, irritate him and involve him in your plan. Everything was going well until one day....

It was a one fine Sunday and you woke up with a smile on your face. You checked your phone to see message from jackson.

'Yah don't forget 11AM at my place also don't forget to bring snacks. Taehyung will be coming early. Cya... '

You smiled and replied.

Today jackson had planned picnic with you guys. As usual jin said no to join.

"Jin no matter how hard you try i will never give up on you..!! I will never leave you alone..." you mumbled.

You got ready wearing a sleeveless crop top and a denim shorts and packed the bag with yummy snacks and side dishes your mom had prepared and you left.

As you left my home you sighed because now you need to force jin for joining you guys. You knocked his door within a sec he opened. He was still in tank top and shorts with messy hairs.

He gave me 'What the fuck?' look.

"Yah yah.. you are still in those clothes...??" I narrowed my eyes.

"I said i am not going...!!" He said with a low voice.

I rolled my eyes and plunged inside.

"And i said you will come with me... right? don't make any excuses jin you will not stay alone here. I won't leave you alone on this weekend arreaseo..??" I kept my bag on the table and gave him a glance.

He was still standing near the door looking at me. He closed the door looked down and then at me.

"Y/N, i don't want to come. I am not in a mood to argue with you arraseo? you go and enjoy.." he said with a monotone.

I gave me a sharp look, "Jin come one its Sunday and you know we have our plans on weekends because we need to go out and charge ourselves to face the school for the rest week and it is obvious that you are our friend so we think that you should also come with us and enjoy your life." I said without taking a pause.

His huffed and sprinted towards me, he grabbed my wrist and forcefully pulled me towards a wall pinning me while his both the hands on my upper arms, his grip on my forearms was strong enough to leave marks on it. He was staring in my eyes with a sharp look, it was a stare of anger, his mouth was shut but he was clenching his teeth because i could see his jaw muscles moving making his jawline sharp. His face turned red with anger. It was the first time i saw him this way. I could feel his warm breathe fanning my face as he looked down on me. He was close to me, i always wanted him to be close to me but this time it was unwanted.

I was shocked by his sudden action, because he was always calm and humble in his behavior he might be cold sometimes but this was something which was unexpected by me. I was looking at him with wide eyes thinking what will happen now.

"Yah.. J.. Jin..what ...? What are you doing..??." i barely said it.

"Y/N who do you think you are??" He said with an angry tone.

"Huh.?"

"You don't understand when people tell you they are not interested?, Why you keep on forcing me for every single thing. When i said no that means i am not interest don't you understand that?, I mean you keep on forcing me when i don't want to...what do think you are doing??" His voice raised when he said that.

"Jin because i am your friend and i want that you should also join us... my intentions are pure about this i really want you to be comfortable and..." He interrupted.

"So you will keep on forcing me... Aishh.. you know what?, you are a stupid and dumb girl who has no expectation in her life just to hang out and and chill but i am here to study i need to figure out what i want to do in my life. I don't like people interfering in my life and making it worst. Right from the day i came here i have lost my peace and its because of you, do you know that how irritating you are..." His eyes were still giving me a dark stare when he spoke.

Tears rolled on cheeks, my brain became blank as i heard those words from him. How will you feel when the most important person tells you that you are dumb, stupid and you are making their life hell and you are irritating them..!! of course, you will feel worst... that's natural. The feeling i was getting standing in front of him was worst than death, i felt useless my strength melted, my heart sank deep inside me, something happened inside me as if a black hole was created to absorb everything inside it....

I was still looking at him, he then realized something and released me now he was standing infront of me with his eyes still pinned on me. I came into my senses, wiped my tears gathered strength to hide my broken heart. I looked at him and smiled weakly, i have never been in this kind of situation before i have never been insulted so much like this before. If he was some other random person i would have kicked his balls making him regret what he said and what he did to me but this was different no matter how hard i wanted to take revenge i would not do that to him because the reason was simple HE WAS THE PERSON WHOM I LOVE...

"I am sorry i did not realised that i was making your life hell, i thought we are friends so i have right to force you and make you feel better and not lonely..." I said with a weak smile hiding my tears.

I took my bag which i kept on the table and started walking towards the door. "I am sorry jin for what i did, i am sorry for whatever happened from the day you met me, i apologized for the things you faced from the day you met me. This stupid, dumb girl who have no expectations from her life will never trouble you from this moment onwards. Wish you all the happiness and peace. Bye." I said this without looking at him and walked out.

When i walked out from the building i started running like crazy, tears started falling from my eyes and all i wanted was to run till i die. I stopped after running few minutes. I was not knowing where to go, as my brain became blank there were lot of noises but i was only able to hear jin's harsh words. I pulled myself and decided to go to jackson's house.

"Yah Y/N you lazy girl you are late we were suppose to meet at 11AM.." i heard jackson's voice from his bedroom when i entered his house and forced my self on the couch.

"Y/N i have made coffee would you like to taste some? This is the finest one my eomma has bought you would really like it..!" I heard Taehyung from the kitchen.

I was in not mood to respond to them, their words were just brushing my ears and my brain was not in a mood to respond to them all i was thinking was about jin and what he said. My cheeks were little sticky due to dried tears.

"Yah Y/N are you listening? have you gone deaf? yah.. " saying this Taehyung entered the living room.

"Y/N are you okay?" He said as he came towards me. My eyes were fix on the wall it seemed like i was just hearing his words and not listening.

Taehyung came close leaned forward.

"Y/N do you have temperature" he placed his hands on my neck to feel the temperature.

"You are okay Y/N so why are you being this way.." he said with a worried tone.

I did not respond.

He sat beside me placing his hand on my shoulder and looking at me, he tapped my shoulder lightly as his tapping became intense i became conscious and looked at him with blank expression. Looking at him gave me ease i suddenly pushed my upper body on him digging my face in his well built chest, i grabbed his shirt's collar and started crying. He was shocked by sudden action as he did not expected this from me. He grabbed my upper arm and said "yah Y/N you are scaring me what happened is anything wrong? Are you okay?? "

His voice was tensed and shaky because he was afraid.

"Taehyung please don't ask anything just stay..." I said sobbing and gasping breathe in between.

He released my upper arm and hugged me tightly.

"Arraseo i will not ask anything just pour yourself out" he said caressing my hairs.

"Yah Y/N i forgot to tell you to bring coke but its ok we can..." Jackson walked into the room but he suddenly stopped seeing me and taehyung.

" What happened? Taehyung is everything okay and why Y/N is crying..?" He said sitting on the couch facing us.

"Jackson you please stay put.." i heard taehyung saying.

Few moments went and i drained out myself, i sat properly and i saw jackson and taehyung's eyes asking me question.

"Actually something happened between me and jin.." i said with looking down with low tone.

"Wait what did he do something to you?... aishh that crazy bastard.."

"No,no its not what you are thinking"

"Yah will you please tell us what happened? you were crying so badly i have never seen you in this condition see my shirt is still wet.." he said pointing towards his shirt.

I and Jackson let out a laugh. I told him what exactly happened, their eyes widen as they heard.

"What he thinks about himself.." jackson said clenching his fist.

"No jackson its not his fault, i was very angry initially but when i came here i realized that he must be right i was forcing him a lot from the day we met and he was just being frank about that" i spoke while folding my leg and sitting in the indian style on the couch.

"I partially agree with you Y/N, though you were forcing him your intentions were not bad, but the way he spoke was not right but leave it i guess he must be having some problem i mean i have felt that recently when we were hanging around. He hardly mentioned his family while speaking and when we would ask him about them he would just skip that topic smartly. I think we must not force him without his concern and also we don't know anything about him so we cannot draw any conclusion." Taehyung said with a calm voice.

I thought for a while what he said, as expected from taehyung he has a tendency to analyse the situation and he thinks about every possiblilty. I nodded in response.

"Yes Tae i have also observed the same thing. I think you are right about his family..."

"Yes, Y/N no need to hold any grudges." taehyung said with a firm expression.

"Of course i will not hold any grudges but i don't think so i will talk with him from now onwards because i don't wanna look fool after what happened today, i think he needs space and i will respect him by giving that by never ever disturbing him from now onwards and also for you guys, you both can talk to him and please do so or else he will think that i have told to stay away from him." i said.

"Yes.." they both nodded.

We all had good time and i came back to normal. 'This is what friends are for...!'I thought.

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I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Well, i always wanted thoughtful friends like Jackson and Taehyung so i guess this friendship goals are something which poured out from my heart.