I was a late viewer and reader of KinnPorsche. I viewed and read it because my sister was gushing about it for months.

I re-watched the series and read parts that have Porchay in need because I need to understand Porchay's character better, but I didn't really get anything except that he was very sheltered by Porsche and this was his first love.

I wrote this because I was fascinated by Kim's mysterious character in the book (not the series). The whole dynamic of Kim and Porchay, both in the book and the series, feels kinda off and bland to me, tbh.

What problems do they actually have? Except for Kim's 'trying' to use Porchay as an information source, nothing. That 'sorry' for me wasn't even a rejection, just shitty behavior with foolish reasoning behind Kim.

Tbh, that didn't line up with Kim's characteristic. He was supposed to be geniusly smart and he can't even realize that his thinking has holes in it. Like a big staring hole in the form of Porsche and Kinn relationship.

Comeeee on...

I like more of the KinnPorsche or VegasPete dynamic as we can see them grow and flourish. Many things can be the source of problems too.

But I like Jeff's and Barcode's face.

I tend to write something more off the edge and mature, so pure and innocent love kinda story, I don't think I can make it. And tbh, in my opinion, it doesn't go with Kim's personality. I want this book to go with his dark personality and for his and Porchay's to grow. I didn't get that in the original.

So, for any reader who expects this book to be anything like the original book or the series, I don't think I can help you because the painting is not even close.

In my head, I was saying, "Ok, fuck it, I'm just going to rewrite this to my liking!", lol. But now, I'm at a crossroads now. I'm not sure how I'm gonna approach it, because if I am going to write how I want in my mind, because I want it realistically, they may not have a happy ending.

And I don't want it.

Except if I make Ash darker. But then if I make it like that, I worry that I will like Ash more and more. I already do like him, you know.

Does anyone feel like me too? Or does anyone have any input about Porchay as a character and his dynamic with Kim as a couple?

I've noticed there are many new readers, so please give your thoughts too. We, writers, sometimes can really use some input and brainstorming.

Sorry, I'm just going on a rant here because I reread the book and still think parts of that book are stupid, blabbering, out of character(s) and silly.

But, yes, once again, do help me with these thoughts of mine.