I'm so sick and tired of dating Michael with out having so much hate from the fans who don't even know me I'm so sick of it I tried my best to ignore the comments on my social media and having people stalk us and ask questions about our love life. I feel like we aren't even in a real relationship anymore. It's being torn apart bit by bit and sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough for Michael and I just want to kill myself sometimes but I can't. I love Michael and it'll be hard to tell Michael I have to leave him even though I love Michael with all of my. "Will you promise me something princess?" We were sitting on a tree branch looking up at the sky cuddling. "Yes?" Kissing his lips. "Promise that we won't ever leave each other and that nothing can break us apart?" Holding me tight. "Yes I promise." I was sitting on my bed looking at the computer on Instagram looking at the pictures me and Michael randomly posted. I looked at some of the comments some were nice and some just pure hatred.

Comments...

Awe you guys look so cute! <3

Your so pretty!

Ugh why out of all people did Michael choose you? Your not even good enough for him.

Mikey is so adorable in this picture!

We love you Michael!

Skimming through the comments I sighed and put away my laptop, my phone vibrates.

M: Hi baby.

C: Hey Mikey bear what's up?

M: I just wanted to check on you. How are you?

C: I'm ok Michael can you come over? I have to talk to you about something really important.

M: Ok what's wrong?

C: I'd rather tell you when you get here.

M: Ok I'm coming, love you.

C: Love you too.

As I was waiting for his arrival I was practicing what I should say to Michael, it sucks to break up with Michael but I don't have a choice I can't live like this anymore. The doorbell rang and I ran downstairs to answer the door. "Hey Michael." Michael hugged me as I let him in. "Hey Crystal." My nerves were kicking in, I held his hand leading him to the couch. "Michael please listen this is very important and I think this has been going on for too long. "Michael I love you so fucking much and it's hard to let go." A tear came down my face. "What do you mean? I love you too." I showed Michael my Instagram page with all of the comments I got. "You think that this will make our relationship fall apart? Don't listen to anything they say baby." I wish he would understand more. "You don't understand Michael everyone hates me dating you. I just can't stand us being stalked when we go out in public and have fans pouring hate on my page just because I'm dating you. I've been hiding it ever since the middle of our relationship. I don't want to live where people hate me anymore. I think you need someone else better than me, some who thinks she deserves Michael, someone who is prettier for Michael. I don't know but it'll satisfy your fans. If I'm with you the worst it'll get." Michael grabs me and kissed me deeply. "I'll try my best and get the fans to stop what they are doing. They can't control our lives remember? We promised we would never leave each other." Michael whined. "I know my king but I don't want to live life being hated on for dating someone famous." Caressing his face. "This is bullshit! I won't find someone like you again!" Michael cried. "I know, I know but I was thinking about killing myself for it but I don't think it was worth it. Maybe we should take a break from each other for a while, I'm truly sorry." Michael kissed me again. "Ugh I understand." I hate to see Michael like this but this is what I have to do. "I still love you." Michael pouts. "I love you too." Michael left the house crying in the limo. I cried into my pillow hating what I did but it released all of the stress that was on my mind about his fans.