Self harm (requested)

This imagine was requested by KfcforMJ :)




"YFN, hurry up girl before it's too late!"
"Alright, alright! I'm here already! Burn rubber!"
"Finally!"
"Well, you woke me up, woman! You can't expect me to be fast... I'm still sleeping!"

It was 1am. You drove off.

"Yeah I did wake you up! Because it's important and you're my best friend! Who else was I supposed to go to?"
"I know that and I'm glad you came to me, you know I love you like a sister!"
"I know, YFN..."
"And whatever we see tonight, I'll be there to support you!"
"Thank you so much..."
"But let me ask you this... I've known Michael for 2 years and he's a great guy, I don't think he's capable of doing this to you, so are you sure you're not making a mistake by following him like this?"
"It's not a mistake! He's been working too much lately and-" she cut you off.
"Well, he's Michael fucking Jackson! Of course he's gonna work a lot!"
"Until the morning?" you sarcastically asked.
"Why not!?"
"Because he's been acting differently lately... hiding when talking on the phone, coming home very late or in the morning, and when I want to have sex he's always tired... what do you call this?"
"Alright, I understand but... are you completely sure he's cheating on you? 'Cause if he's not and this is only in your head, you'll get him really upset when he finds out that you've secretly chipped his car! Gaining back trust in relationships is very hard... almost impossible."
"I know but I just have to see it for myself! I need to make sure he's faithful otherwise I won't have peace. Now, take that device and tell me where to drive."
"Alright, girl..." YFN took the device and looked at it.
"Let's see where my husband's going..."



After driving for a while, you saw on the device's display that your husband's car stopped somewhere. It didn't take you long to reach a nice neighborhood and you stopped driving when you reached your husband's destination.

"There's his car!" you told your friend. "Just look at this house!"
"It's beautiful..."
"Not that, woman! Think about it! It's so quite, there's no security. Michael wouldn't go places without his security! And what's that other car doing there?"
"I have no idea..."
"Let's go inside." she grabbed your hand.
"YN, are you sure you want to do this? It might leave a deep scar till the rest of your life... I've been there and I know.."
"I have to do it... I have to know the truth. Let's go."



You silently went inside the house to see Michael's stuff on the sofa - his hat and jacket. There was a women's purse too on the coffee table and you felt your eyes become wet.

You headed upstairs and could hear noises coming from this particular room.

It was the voice a woman moaning and breathing heavy.

"Yes... Yes.. HARDER AHHHHH! Ohhhhhhh..... right there! FUCK!" 

You opened the door to find your naked husband on top of some naked woman in bed. They heard you open the door and looked at you and your BF.

"YN!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!!?!!" Michael asked you, both of them trying to cover their naked bodies "It's not what it looks like YN... I swear!"

Your heart broke in the moment you saw him in bed with the other woman. All the things he had promised for your relationship and life together... All the plans you had to have a baby... All his words and confessions of his true and pure love for you, that he'd never do anything to hurt you, that you were the only one for him... lies. All lies.

You stood there, not knowing what to do.

 "Listen, baby... Let me explain! I know it looks crazy but-" you cut him off.
"I don't want you to explain, Michael..."
"No listen please I-"
"Listen what? Lies? Again? No thank you. I saw everything! Enough of your lies!"
"So this is your wifey?" that other woman jumped in, looking at you with an evil smile on her face.
"Shut up bitch! You sleep with a married man.. with my man and now have the obesity to talk to me!!!???" you said.
"Yes I do and you know what... your husband fuck me like a God!"
"LISA SHUT UP!" Michael yelled at her.
"Why Michael? Let her know, she needs to know! I don't wanna hide our relationship anymore!" she said.
"RELATIONSHIP? What relationship Michael!!??" you asked.
"There's no relationship, YN, I swear!"
"Hey wait a minute..." your friend said all of a sudden "Isn't that Lisa Marie Presley?" you looked at her and yes it was her!
"Yes bitch it's me." she proudly confirmed.
"I can't believe this..." you said to yourself.
"YN, baby... let me explain please!"
"DON'T YOU EVER AGAIN CALL ME BABY!"
"YN, let's get outta here. C'mon, girl... there's no use.." YFN said and she was right.

There was no use in staying or talking. Michael really was like the other men, after all, a cheater, a liar and you believed he actually loved you.

You were about to leave when Michael, half dressed, stopped you by the door, begging to talk to you.

"I DON'T WANNA TALK MICHAEL LET ME GO!" you told him since he was holding your arm, not letting you go.
"Please let me explain YN! Don't leave like this please I-"
"I think your girlfriend is waiting for you upstairs, go back to her! Don't keep her ass waiting anymore! Let me go!" you tried jerking your arm away from his but he was holding you too tightly.
"I won't let go until you hear me out! I'm begging you YN... I made a mistake... but I didn't want this to happen!"
"Oh really?! You didn't wanna lie to me and then cheat on me? Well, you did it anyway, now let go of my hand!"
"I don't know what happened to me.. she deceived me... I swear I didn't want it you know I love you!"
"DON'T YOU EVER AGAIN SAY THAT MICHAEL! YOU DON'T LOVE ME AND WE BOTH KNOW THAT! IF YOU DID, YOU'D NEVER HURT ME LIKE THIS. DO YOU REMEMBER THE THINGS YOU SAID TO ME? TOO BAD THEY WEREN'T TRUTHFUL! JUST LIKE YOU! LIAR, CHEATER! I DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE!" he burst out crying and fell on his knees but you didn't care. You were too angry.
"Please... let's talk... let's go home and-" you cut him off.
"HOME???!!! WHAT HOME ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? WE DON'T HAVE A HOME ANYMORE! WE ARE NOT A COUPLE ANYMORE! I DON'T WANNA BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU, I HATE MEN LIKE YOU! AND IF YOU WANNA TALK, THEN GO TALK TO MY LAWYERS BECAUSE I WANT A DIVORCE!"
"Nooo.. anything but that! Do whatever you want to me.. hit me, curse me, hate me but don't leave me.." his voice cracked. "You know I can't live without you, you know I love yo-"
"No you don't... I just can't believe how stupid I was to believe you... Goodbye Michael." you jerked his hand away from you, this time it was easy since he's lost all his strength.














Few weeks later

It's been few weeks after you broke up with Michael and called you lawyer to work on the divorce papers.

Today you received a call from her and she told you they were ready. You went to her office to pick them up because you wanted to give them to Michael personally so that he'll sign them and you'll be free again.

When you two first got married, you thought it would be forever. You hated the word 'divorce' and never wanted to divorce him, on top of that, you loved him too much and still did but couldn't allow a man to make a fool out of you. So, as much as your heart was aching, you had to get a divorce.

You arrived at Neverland and got out of the car. The papers were in your purse so all you needed to do was find Michael. You asked the maid if she knew where he was

"He's in his room, Mrs. Jackson. He hasn't gone out in a while.."
"What do you mean hasn't gone out?"
"Well... he just stays there all the time."
"This is crazy." you didn't believe her "Doesn't he come out to eat?"
"He doesn't... eat."
"What?"

What was this woman talking about? Anyway, you went upstairs in his room to get him to sign the divorce paper and get the hell over with this marriage.

But you wouldn't find what you'd expected...

You opened the door to see a rope tied to the big lamp in the middle of Michael's room. The other end of the rope was tied around Michael's neck who was hanging in the air by his neck.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" you screamed in horror.

He was just hanging there with his eyes closed, he wasn't moving and his hands and feet hung completely loose in the air. You quickly run to him and picked up the chair he used to climb to the rope, then probably kicked away after he secured his neck round the rope, and tried placing his feet so the pressure on his neck would go away. You were crying uncontrollably, scared to death for Michael's life who looked dead.

The security walked in. They must have heard your scream.

"Oh LORD MR. JACKSON!" they got his body, quickly freed his neck and placed him on the floor.

"Michael! Michael please open your eyes! God please! Don't take him.. don't.." you were crying over him, touching his face, hoping he would open his eyes and look at you.
"We called 911 Mrs. Jackson, they'll be here soon!"
"Michael... please..." you cried.

Suddenly, he slowly opened his big, brown eyes and looked at you.

"YN? Am I in paradise already?"
"No stupid! You're alive!" you exclaimed in happiness and planted hundred kisses on his face. "How could you do this to yourself you fool! What if I hadn't come on time? You'd be dead now... " the thought of him being dead was too much for you. "What were you thinking?"
"I don't have a reason to live anymore..." he whispered and a tear escaped his eye.
"How can you say th-" then you noticed something on his hands - his wrists were cut. "What's this Michael?" you were holding his arm, showing the cut wrists to him but he quickly hid it ."
"Nothing."
"What do you mean nothing!? Look at this! It's a deep cut and-"
"Mrs. Jackson.." one of the bodyguards jumped in "You need to know something.." you looked at him.
"What?"
"Bill, don't even dare!" Michael said.
"No Mr. Jackson, I have to. Mrs. Jackson, this isn't the first time Mr. Jackson has tried to take his life."
"What..." you looked at Michael and he escaped your eyes, looking away "MICHAEL! ARE YOU CRAZY!? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!"
"What's wrong with me? You wanna know what? YOU! It's YOU! You left me! What else am I supposed to do! I love you too much and I can't live without you! Do you know how empty my life became after you left? No other woman loves me like you do! No other woman wants me for me! I have no one to love me but you and when you broke up with me... you left me cold and motionless! I didn't wanna live! I DON'T WANNA LIVE ANYMORE! I DON'T WANNA BE ALONE! I HATE MY LIFE I HATE BEING LONELY!" he burst out crying and screaming then the doctors came in.

He was kicking in the air, screaming, crying, banging his head against the wooden floor! Thank God the security and doctors managed to keep him still because he was hurting himself. The doctor pulled some injection and inserted it into Michael's thigh. After a minute, he got calmer and calmer until he fell asleep and they placed him on the bed. You only stood there watching and crying for him. What the hell had just happen? He used to be the calmest man you've ever known!?!

"Mrs. Jackson, right?" the doctor talked to you.
"Yes.." you were wiping away your tears.
"Can I talk to you?"
"Sure."
"Has your husband gone through a hard period of his life? Or something very stressful happened to him?"
"Well... we're getting divorced."
"I see. Your husband had a nervous breakdown."
"Nervous breakdown?"
"Yes, caused by something very stressful usually. When someone's been under lots of a stress for a longer period of time, their nerves aren't stable anymore... they might go as far as being suicidal and hurting themselves!"
"Is he gonna be okay doctor?"
"Yes but he needs to rest and it's very important to create a peacefull atmosphere for him. Take this recipe. He should take this medicin twice a day for two weeks."



After the doctors and security left, you sat down next to Michael. He begun waking up and opened his eyes.

"Are you okay, Michael."
"Yes."
"I'm glad. I'll give you water, you must be thirsty."
"I don't want water." after a few minutes of silence he begun "I want my wife back."
"I don't know if we'll be able to go on living as if nothing happened... I know I won't!"
"That's okay. I'll do whatever you want just come back. I'll follow your rules, anything you want. It's also okay if you don't love me anymore... It's okay if you hate me..."
"Michael.."
"No hear me out, please! You can punish me if you want. You can cheat on me like I did on you but please YN.... I'm begging you, don't leave me..."




Should she stay with Michael or divorce him? What do you guys think?
And by the way, have you guys seen that interview with David Nordahl?


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