You were in your bathroom in front of the huge mirror, applying make up to conceal your tired looking face, especially, dark circles.

Last night you couldn't sleep because of Michael and that secret admirer of yours.

After your husband read the note that came with the roses, he got angry, ignored the dinner you made him and you, and simply went to bed. After you cleaned up in the kitchen, you followed him. This night was supposed to be romantic and you were supposed to be making love till the break of dawn - uh-uh! When you tried to seduce Michael who was lying with his back facing you, by caressing his back and then gently kissing his neck and playing with his ear, he said
"YN, I'm tired, I wanna sleep..." and covered his head with the sheets.

But he didn't sleep, instead, he was turning around, sighing in bed all night long, obviously not being able to find a comfortable position or rather ease his anger. You could see he was nervous and pissed because of the secret admirer, although, you told him you did nothing wrong and love him only.

In the morning, he didn't drink coffee or have breakfast but simply left for work immediately after getting up from bed. You tried to talk to him again but he won't listen. He's so stubborn! That's when you've had it with him! You should be the one who's angry because he didn't believe your words and is mad at you about something you have no control over, like this secret admirer... It wasn't your fault someone liked you, or sent you flowers or wrote you a letter! You didn't want this to happen and if you had the possibility to decide, you'd never want this to happen, but you hadn't and Michael didn't wanna see that. Before marrying, you made promises to always believe one another, be faithful and talk when there's a problem. Seemed like Michael forgot about those things... However, you didn't know Michael could get so jealous..

Later at your work

You were working hard at your office when one of your secretary came in and brought you a bouquet of flowers. 'Oh no, not again!' you thought.

"Mrs. Jackson, this came for you!" she placed the flowers on the little table in front of your desk.
"Thank you, Anna."
"You're welcome. Is there anything you need?"
"No, thank you." she gave you a smile and left.

You got up and went to have a closer look at the flowers to search for a note and you found it!

Just to remind you how much I love you.
Forever yours,
Michael Jackson

You hugged the bouquet. It was from Michael. Maybe he sent it because he felt bad for acting that way last night or maybe because he wanted to compete with your secret admirer. You hoped that was not the case! It would make you feel extremely bad if he sent those flowers to show you that he can too send flowers.

KNOCK*KNOCK

"Come in!"
"YN, I'll need your signature on those papers." Brian said.
"Sure!" he came in and handed over the documents. You signed them.
"So how is everything going?" he asked.
"It's ok... "
"'It's ok'? Only ok?" you sighed. "Is there a problem, YN, you don't seem well.."
"Well yes..."
"I'm so sorry... he's not cheating on you, is he?"
"No, no! It's just that.." Brian was a friend from school so you felt it was ok to share with him, you needed to talk to someone anyway "Yesterday, I received flowers from a secret admirer and Michael got really angry about it, and today I got these" you pointed at the bouquet "from Michael."
"That's good, isn't it? He's sending you flowers, meaning he wants to apologize?"
"Yeah but I don't know if that's the reason he sent them or is it because he wants to compete with my secret admirer.. Brian, I'm so sorry I'm telling you about my problems I don't want to bore you..."
"NOO! Not at all! You know you can tell me anything and I'll always be there to listen and help you!"
"Thank you, really, that's so sweet of you."
"No need to thank, we've known each other for how long? Ages?" you laughed.
"Yeah!" finally little laughter...
"I think you should talk to him. This is the best thing - communication!"
"I know but he doesn't want... I don't know what to do!" you must have seemed really sad because he hugged you.
"Everything's gonna be ok, just have some patience! I'd be angry too if someone sent my wife flowers!"
"Men!" someone knocked on the door and you broke the hug. "Come in!" Michael came in.

"Michael? What are you doing here?" he looked Brian up and down.
"Nothing. I just came to see you." he said while looking at Brian. He walked over to you "Can't I?" he asked while placing his hand on your shoulders, pulling you closer to him. You were almost certain he did that to show Brian you were his. Men!
"Of course you can!"
"Well, I guess I'll be going... I gotta get back to work. YN, thanks for signing the papers and Michael, it was nice meeting you!"
"Nice meeting you too."
"See you." you greeted him and he left your office.

"See him?" Michael looked at you, arching his eyebrow. You rolled your eyes. "You're not seeing him!"
"Michael, that was just a way to greet him, you know?"
"I know but he may not know.. What if this man's your secret admirer and you're giving him green light.. 'See you.' he imitated your voice "And what were you two doing alone in this office?".
"Nothing. He brought me some papers to sign and we were talking."
"Only talking? He seemed nervous when I got in! What happened?"
"Nothing I told you! I told him I wasn't feeling well and he hugged me, that's all."
"He hugged you!!!!????"
"It's not what you're thinking... you know that we've known each other since we were little kids and he's a very good friend of mine!"
"He can be a good friend of yours without hugging you too!"
"Michael, please, that hug meant nothing!"
"To you but to him... and who knows, he might be the one who sent you those flowers!"
"Is that why you've come here, to look for my secret admirer, Michael, really?"
"Maybe yes, maybe not..." he said, looking around your office.
"I didn't know you were this jealous!"
"I'm not jealous, I'm just protecting what's mine! There's some other man out there who's in love with you and wants to touch and kiss you and you want me to just be quiet and do nothing about it? No way!"
"No, I just want you to trust me and understand that I can never, I mean NEVER love or be with another man! It's only you!"
"I know but little protection won't hurt anyone." you couldn't believe it. He could be so stubborn when he wanted and there was nothing you could do about it.
"You know what, do whatever you want. I have nothing to hide and I'm not afraid." you told him and got back to your work.
"Good."
"Fine." you said, sitting on your chair, looking at some documents.
"Well, did you like the flowers?"
"Yes, thank you." you begun writing and Michael would simply walk around your office looking and touching things and maps. You couldn't concentrate. "Michael.." he was looking at the big folders you had on your book shelf, with his back facing you. Damn, his ass was hot!
"Yes?" he turned around.
"Don't you have work to do?"
"Nope."
"Aren't you supposed to be at the studio, shooting?"
"Yes but I decided to let the crew rest today, they seemed very tired..."
"I see." so that was it. He came here today to look for the admirer and guard you. "Well then, you might wanna go home and rest too?"
"Nope, not tired at all. I'll stay here and help you with your work. We'll go home together." he smiled.
"You can't help me with my work..."
"Of course I can! I'll make you coffee, tea, massage your feet... whatever you want, baby!"
"I don't need help!"
"If that's the case I'll leave you and I see you're not in a good mood either..."
"Michael, thank you..." finally, he was gonna leave!
"I'll go great your workers. I never got to meet the new ones, you told me about." so that was the plan. He came here because he believed your secret admirer was one of your workers. He wanted to find him now.
"So that's why you've came? Not to see me but my secret admirer! I want you to stop this right now!"
"Stop what? I don't know what you're talking about!" he was playing fool.
"You know very well and-" you were interrupted by the sound of someone knocking on the door.

"Come in!"
"YN I need you to- oh Michaeeel! Hi!" Lilly shook hands with him.
"Hi, Lilly, how are you doing?"
"Fine, thank you and you?"
"Me too."
"YN, why didn't you tell me Michael's here?"
"'Cause he was leaving." you said.
"No, I was not! I'm here to help today!"
"Really? Well, that's great! We could really use some help, Michael, we have a lot of work! You could help us sort all the papers! We've been doing that since the morning and there's still a lot of work left to do..."
"Of course!"
"And we have new crew members, they'll be happy to meet you!"
"I'll be happy to meet them too!" he said with a big, fake smile on his face. That's what he was waiting for.
"Let's go then!"
"But but..." she interrupted you.
"Don't worry, YN, I'll keep your man safe! C'mon, Michael." and they left, closing the door behind them.

Great. Your husband has become some kind of investigator and his new case was to find who your secret admirer was.

You couldn't see what was going on in the office and what was Michael doing and talking about with your workers but you hoped everything was ok. He didn't come to you anymore.

When the day was over, both of you got in the car in the back sit, waiting for the driver to take you home. The car was filled with silence, no one spoke. Michael had a sheet of paper and a pen in his hand. He was writing something down and seemed to be preoccupied in his thoughts. You couldn't stand the silence anymore and curiosity killed you, so you had to ask him what the hell was he doing this time.

"Michael, what are you doing?"
"I'm making a list, baby." he said, not looking away from the sheet.
"A list?" what has gotten into his mind this time?
"Mhmm..."
"What list?"
"I'm writing names down of people who could be in love with you."
"Don't you think you're paying too much attention to some flowers and a stupid letter?"
"It starts with flowers and a stupid letter..." you looked at him, he had his concentration on the list. "Michael, look at me..."
"One second, baby.." he was writing down something. You got angry. You snatched the paper away from him and threw on the floor.
"NO! I'M TIRED OF THIS! YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCKING PROBLEM IS?"
"Keep it down.. they're listening!" he pointed at the driver and bodyguard.
"I DON'T CARE! THE ONLY THING I CARE ABOUT IS THAT MY HUSBAND DOESN'T BELIEVE ME AND THINKS I'M CHEATING ON HIM!"
"I've never said that..."
"BUT YOU BELIEVE IT, ADMIT IT!"
"YN.."
"THIS HAS GOTTEN TOO FAR! IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT SOMEONE SENT ME FLOWERS BUT I'M THE ONE WHO SUFFERS IN THE END!"
"No I'm the one who suffers! All you think about is you but have you ever for a second thought about me and my feelings... how I feel? That maybe my heart is breaking, that maybe I'm hurt or-"
"HURT!? C'MON MICHAEL, I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO HURT YOU! YOU'RE ACTING AS IF I CHEATED ON YOU WHICH I DID NOT!"
"I don't know why you angry at me? Remember when Karen had a crush on me? You went furious even though I told you I didn't love her!"
"That was different!"
"And how was that different?"
"'Cause you liked her before!"
"BEFORE! Not anymore, BEFORE!"
"WHAT WAS BEFORE CAN COME BACK AGAIN!"
"NO IT CAN'T! I told you I loved you! I know my feelings!"
"I too told you I love only you but you don't believe me!!"
"I'm just trying to protect you!"
"NO YOU'RE NOT! EVEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING BUT YOU'RE ACTING LIKE YOU OWN ME!"
"You know this is not true!"
"Why did you send me those flowers today? To compete with him?"
"I DON'T NEED TO COMPETE WITH ANYONE! DON'T EVER AGAIN COMPARE ME TO HIM!"
"I'VE NEVER COMPARED YOU TO HIM! YOU KNOW WHAT... DO WHAT YOU WANT. Driver, stop the car!"
"WHAT?!" Michael asked.
"STOP THE CAR!" you yelled at the driver. He looked at Michael for approval.
"What the hell you think you're doing, YN?"
"I'm not staying in the same car with you... I wanna be away from you and then maybe I'll finally be able to forget about that stupid secret admirer who ruined my life! STOP THE CAR"
"Mr. Jackson?"
"FINE! Stop the car, let her go!" he stopped and just before you got out Michael said "Don't even think about not returning home and going to friends and especially to that Brian! And you better be home in 1 hour!"
"Really? Or what?"
"I'll be very angry!" you got out of the car and heard him shout behind you " 1 HOUR!"

You needed fresh air after the fight with Michael and could no longer remain in that car. The real reason you wanted to get out was because you were afraid that this fight could grow into something bigger. You were hurt Michael didn't trust you. This secret admirer was like a joke to you but Michael took it very personally. You told him many times he was the only man for you in this world but still he won't find piece and leave this topic alone!

However, you were looking for a taxi now, your man said he wanted you home in 1 hour. He was acting like a father again... and there was nothing you could do about it but listen to him. You were walking down the street in hope to find a taxi and while looking for one, think in piece how to convince Michael to give up so you could return to your normal life.

A car stopped right next to you and the window rolled down.
"YN, what are you doing here?" it was Steven, a friend of Michael.
"I'm ahhh..." you didn't know what to say "going home!"
"Walking? All the way to Neverland?"
"Yes!" he laughed.
"Why don't you get in, I'll give you a ride!"
"Well.... ok."

Author's POV

Meanwhile, Michael had already arrived at Neverland and was talking on the phone with his mother.

"And I don't know what to do, mother!" he told his mom everything that happened on the way home after YN got out of the car.
"Michael, I also think you're overreacting, you should believe your wife! And how do you even know it's someone from her work?"
"I don't... I only assume so."
"Well what if it is someone from your work or a friend of yours?"