Your POV

RING RING

"Mhmmm..." you moaned, half-awake, half-asleep, as you felt Michael's naked body on top of yours. His skin was so smooth against yours and you loved it when the two of you slept together without any clothes on.

RING RING

'What the hell is that?' you thought to yourself.

RING RING

Oh the phone... who could call in the morning?

"Michael..." you gently shook your shoulder to wake him up "Baby.. your phone's ringing!" you felt him move his body.
"What?"

RING RING

"Oh God... why can't we at least for once sleep in peace!?" he got off of you to grab the phone "It's from the security team. What do they want this early?" you shrugged your shoulders and he pressed the green button. "Hello?" He was still very asleep but so sexy... Nasty thoughts came to your mind about pulling Michael back to bed and seducing him to give you some pleasure. Last night wasn't enough for you... "WHAT? OH MY GOD!" you sat in bed. Why would he raise his voice like that... what was going on? "Listen, keep them there for 10-15 minutes, then let them in, got it?" he hung up.
"What's going on?" you asked, his face became pale and worried.
"YN, you need to get dressed right now! Mother and Joseph are outside at the gates.." he threw his phone on the chair and begun dressing.
"WHAT?"
"They wanna come inside... I told Bill to keep them there for a while so we can win time but he said they looked very angry and wanted to see me immediately.." he took your clothes from the sofa and brought them over to you. You got up from bed quickly and begun dressing.
"But why would they come..."
"I don't know but they can't see us like this!" his pants were on, so his focus turned to his shirt.
"Do you think they've.. somehow found out about us?"
"No way! That's impossible.. we played our roles so well besides no one else knows about us... it's only you and me!"
"You're right" your eyes stopped on something. "Look! They're coming!" you saw them through the window, approaching the front door. The security team wasn't able to keep them longer at the gates. Your grandma was an unstoppable force once she had her mind set on something, you were certain even the army wouldn't have been able to keep her from coming in, and what about the security team!
"Quickly, leave my room, go in yours and fix your hair! No matter what, they shouldn't see you in my room!" you run over to the door and Michael opened it for you. You were about to leave when he grabbed your arm. "You're forgetting something?"
"What?"
"I want my morning kiss!" then he slammed his lips against yours and let go of you "Go, baby!" you quickly run to your room and closed the door behind. First thing you did, was go in the bathroom to fix your hair like Michael said, wash your face too so that you won't look this sleepy and scared.

You didn't really like the situation the two of you were in but since there was no other way, you had to hide your love for now. You grandparents would never understand the love between you and Michael, they will only see the age gap...

After doing those things, you felt refreshed and fear somehow left your body, after all, Mike was right. There was no way they could know about your relationship! Something probably came into your grandma's mind and she scurried to Michael... you knew how she was. When she decided to do something, or wanted to tell you something, she'd find you even in hell.

Meanwhile in Michael's room
Michael's POV

Why do I have a bad feeling? What is it that they want and that made them come like this without even calling first? But it should be ok, their suspicions and doubts about me and YN should be completely gone! I can't wait until YN becomes legal so I can marry her, of course, if she still wants me. I know what we're doing is wrong but I just can't stop... I fell in love with her entirely and now there's no turning back and she loves me too! I heard the door being opened.

"Michael Joseph Jackson!" I heard Joseph's angry voice and spun around to see the scary look on his face. My mother was standing right next to them and she was pissed. They didn't even knock!? I know they're my parents but this doesn't mean they can just storm in my room like that.. What if I was naked?
"I would really appreciate it If you guys knocked on my door next time..."
"Did you hear that Katherine? He wants us to knock." what the hell was going on? I didn't know what to say but had to... they stood there looking at me...
"So.. what brings you here?" my mother walked over, stood in front of me and all of a sudden slapped my left cheek "Ouch! Mother what are doing!!!!" to my surprise she didn't answer but slapped my right cheek too.
"You should be ashamed of yourself!"
"What?!" I didn't know what was going on! My father walked over to us.
"Is that how we raised you? Tell me? Is this what we thought you with your mother?" he made me feel like I was a kid again and in big trouble.
"What the hell is going on!?" I couldn't control myself anymore.
"And he's cursing too..." my mother shook her head at me. "Stop pretending, Michael.. we know everything about you and YN.." I froze. "Don't make this face! Did you honestly think you can come to my home with YN as your lover and fool your own mother?" they knew. So we were bad actors, after all. "I've lived way more years than you and I know something about life and MY OWN CHILDREN!"
"Mother... she's not my lover."
"Oh really?!" she sarcastically asked, expecting me to deny it.
"Yes. She's my fiancée."
"WHAT!" both of my parents yelled.
"Just look at him..." my dad begun "HE'S BECOME SO ARROGANT!" he raised his hand to hit me but I managed to grab his wrist just before it hit my jaw.
"DON'T YOU DARE JOSEPH! THAT'S ENOUGH! I'M NOT 10 ANYMORE, YOU CAN'T BEAT ME!"
"DON'T TALK LIKE THIS TO YOUR FATHER!"
"I want you to leave... now!" I tried to remain calm but it was hard.
"Oh we will but only with YN.."
"What are you sayin' mother? You can't take her away from me!"
"I will, Michael.. I'm not letting her in your dirty claws! I can't believe you've seduced the poor girl.. I just can't imagine how could my own son do this... Wait... did you.. r-rape her?"

I inhaled deeply for I've never before needed air this badly.

I looked at mother.

"My own mother thinks I'm capable of raping a woman?"
"I don't know what to think, Michael! I never believed my 34 year-old son could sleep with my 17 year-old granddaughter... I don't know you anymore! I don't know my own son anymore!" she stabbed me in the chest with her words.
"IT'S LOVE MOTHER... LOVE! We fell in love! Did you think I wanted this? NO I didn't! And do you think I don't know what I'm doing... that I don't know this is wrong? Of course I do but it's love, I can't stop it, I can't control it, I LOVE HER DAMMIT!"
"What love? What do you know about love stupid boy?" my father said.
"More than you, Joseph FOR SURE!"
"Michael, your father's right... she is only 17! She's still a child, she doesn't know what love is! Do you really believe that she loves you?" I sighed for only the thought of her not loving me, breaks my heart. "SHE DOESN'T! She's attracted to you because you're Michael Jackson! She doesn't see you as a man! She doesn't even know what that means... She's just a little girl, Michael!"
"No mother, she's not! You've never been around her, you don't know her! She's more mature than many of my older friends! She's intelligent and real and you know what... she fell in love for me and not because I'm Michael Jackson! I raised her and I know her heart!"
"Do I even have to tell what's wrong with that sentence!"  
"Katherine.. it's not worth it. I don't wanna waste my time with him anymore! He's obviously blind.. let's go." she followed Joseph and I was so happy they decided to leave!
"Yes, leave PLEASE and do it once and for all!"

Finally piece. Oh God... thank you! For a moment I really believed them when they said they were gonna take her away from me! I can't live without my babygirl.. I just can't imagine this house without her, it's gonna be so empty and sad. YN is the most beautiful thing in my lif-

"NOOOO! MICHAEL!" what was that? YN.. why is she screaming? I immediately scurried out of my room and went over to hers to see the door was wide open but she wasn't inside. "MICHAEL..." I hear her scream again and my heart's about to explode. She sounds so scarred.. I run downstairs because that's where the sound of her voice comes from.

My whole body froze from the sight before my eyes...

Your POV

Grandma and Joseph stormed into my room without even knocking and told me they knew everything about me and Michael. Our relationship was outrageous, improper, wrong and blah blah blah... like I care! I told them to leave but instead they told me to pack my things 'cause they're taking me to live with them. I said absolutely NO but granddad got me an begun pulling me. I tried my best to resist but since he's so strong, I couldn't and grandma was helping him! In the beginning, I thought they were joking and that they couldn't really take me against my will but when we got, or rather when they dragged me, downstairs into the living room for the front door, I got so scared for I saw they weren't joking and decided to call Michael!

"LET GO OF ME! I DON'T WANNA GO WITH YOU!" Joseph was holding my arms in such a tight grip they begun to hurt.
"SHUT UP YN!" he yelled at me.
"We're doing this for your own good! You'll thank us one day, honey!" I begun crying because Michael wasn't coming... did he give up on me?

"LET HER GO!" but then I heard his sweet voice, even though filled with anger, and turned my head around to see him take the stairs down as fast as he could.
"Michael..." I whispered his name.
"What do you think you're doing? Let go of her!"
"I don't wanna leave Michael, please don't let them take me!" I whined.
"JOSEPH LET GO OF HER ARMS!" from Michael's facial expression, I could tell that he was about to EXPLODE.
"Don't tell your own father what to do... YN, stop fighting and let's go!"
"Listen to me very well.." he begun saying through his teeth, his voice was low and I've never thought it could sound this scary "If you don't let her right now, I'm gonna forget you're my father and pay you back for everything you've done to me in the past." wow, even I got scared from his way of speaking.  Silence followed in the room for a few seconds, while Michael and Joseph were shooting frightening looks at each other.
"Fine." Joseph said and let me go. I immediately run to Michael's already opened arms for me to receive me. I hugged him as tight as I could, pulling him as close as I could and begun crying in his chest. He had me in a dead lock in his arms, as if he was protecting me in case they tried to part us again.
"Don't cry... please.. it's over! It's over.." he planted sweet kisses all over my face not giving a fuck about his parents watching.

"This is crazy..." I heard Katherine's voice "You two are disgusting!" I turned around to look at her, still buried in my lover's arms. "You make me sick.. I can't believe this!"
"That's not my problem mother." Michael said dryly to her.
"Oh God... the way my own son talks to me! I never thought this day would come!"
"Leave it Katherine... let's go."
"But Joseph! I can't just leave things like that I mean, look at them! Can you imagine the things they could do if let alone! YN," she turned to me "I strictly forbid you to go to Michael's room or... or sleep with him!" like I cared what she was telling.. I wanted to jump his bones after they leave! "YN, why are you looking at me like that?" I didn't reply. "Just don't tell me you two had sex..."
"We did, grandma and we will have again!" she placed her hand on her forehead.
"Oh Joseph..."
"And do you know what grandma... it was great! And I can't wait for you to leave so I can be with him again!" I felt Michael gently caressing my shoulder, obviously happy with my confessions.
"Katherine, let's go! This is useless." he put his hand on her now crying wife and they left the house.

"Michael!" I immediately pressed my body onto his, not even leaving the air get between us "I don't wanna leave you! Please don't let them... take me away from you.." I was crying against his chest, staining his shirt with tears.
"Listen to me... I will NEVER let them do that!" his fingers buried in my hair "No matter what happens, we will be together and no power on this planet is able to change it!"
"I love you so much!"
"I love you more babygirl."

Author's POV

"Katherine please stop crying!" Joseph told her wife. They were in the car on their way to Hayvenhurst.
"Joseph... what are we gonna do now!?" she wiped off her tears with a handkerchief. "Michael's gone completely insane! I've always told you making the kids famous and all would bring trouble only but you never listened!"
"So now you're blaming me?! You were the one that couldn't raise him properly!"
"Really? Do you honestly believe you could have done a better job? You used to beat him all the time saying it was for his own good and look now! Is he good? I DON'T THINK SO!"
"Calm down woman! I can't think because of your nonsense! Listen to me.. I got a plan, ok? Michael thinks he's very smart... smarter than his own father. We'll see about that...."

Two weeks later

Michael's POV

"Everything ok?" I asked my fiancée who was looking out the window of the limo. I had to make an appearance today and took her with me, of course, no one knew about us, I told everybody she's my niece. There's nothing weird about me taking my niece out with me. But that's not what really bothers me...

YN's been acting really strange since yesterday when she came back from school. I tried talking to her but she simply told me she was tired and went straight to bed. When I went to bed too, after I took a shower, I lied down next to her and put my hand around her waist like I do every night. As I was about to snuggle down next to her warm body, she pushed me off and said she wanted to sleep. I thought something bad might have happened at school, maybe she got into a fight with her friends so I decided to just let her be for I didn't want to upset my baby. She's young after all and school's tough, I know it, although I've never attended school in my life. When we woke up the next morning, I thought whatever the problem was, she would have slept it off but I was so damn wrong. Things were getting even worse. She was ignoring me and when I tried talking she'd find things to do so as to avoid me. I started to get worried ... she wasn't the YN I knew anymore, she became... cold and detached and I-I just didn't know what to do! I had to find out what was going on inside her head and tonight I was determined to talk to her seriously.

"Mhmm." she hums, still looking out the window.
"You sure?" I asked again.
"Yes." she replied almost inaudible. I didn't wanna push her to talk in the car because my stuff would hear about our so forbidden relationship. I gently glided my hand down her thigh to caress it but she moved her leg away. That was not a good sign...

The driver stopped the limo right in front of the house. YN quickly opened the door and got out, making her way straight inside. She was so fast! He body language told me she was angry... but why? Did I do something? Did I say something? I had to find out and had to do it NOW!

I picked up speed to follow her and we went inside our bedroom. She begun removing all the jewelry, starting with her earrings.

"Are you gonna tell me what's going on?" I asked impatiently.
"Nothing's going on. I already told you before."
"Then why are you acting like this?" I approached her body, trying to sound calm.
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Are you mad at me?"
"Uh-uh." my eyes stopped at her bare back and my hands felt irresistible desire to touch the smooth skin. I put them on her back, gently caressing it. Goose bumps formed on my spine and I felt my penis harden inside my pants. Damn... what she was doing to me... I had to have her tonight, I didn't last night and because of that I felt something was missing the whole day long. My lips touched her delicate neck, planting sweet kisses one after another.
"Michael, what are you doing!" she moved away from me, rejecting my love.
"What am I doing? I'm touching my fiancée, that's what I'm doing! Can't I?"
"I don't feel like it right now."
"You didn't feel like yesterday and tonight also? Why are you rejecting me, YN?"
"I had a terrible headache yesterday, Michael. And tonight I'm just not in the mood for it." something's really wrong...
"Why?"
"Why?!!! What do you mean why... I just don't want to have sex! What did you think that I was your sex toy! Well I'm not!"
"Why are you sa-... how can you say this... you know damn well, you're not my sex toy!"
"Well you're acting like I am."
"YN... " she's leaving me speechless "I just don't know what to say... but you obviously got a problem and I want you to tell me right now! What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"Did I say something to offend you?"
"No."
"Did I do something to make you feel bad?"
"No."
"So you're not angry with me, are you?"
"No."
"Can you talk to me using full sentences, please?"
"How can I use full sentences when your questions are 'yes' or 'no' questions." I buried my face in my hands, not knowing how to handle the situation.
"YN, please... tell me what's going on.. " I felt like I was about to cry " You've been acting different ever since you returned from school yesterday. What's going on, please, tell me! You're making me worry sick.. If I did something wrong, I'm really sorry! But you gotta talk to me.." my eyes were getting wet. Why would she ignore me like this...
"There's nothing." she dryly replied.

'There's nothing.' that's what I get? Only this stupid answer. Why... why DAMMIT! What did I do? I've been trying to be nice and sweet to her, showering her with love, gifts and attention... and everything was fine until yesterday. Something must have happened for sure! This is not the YN I know! She's different but how could she change in two days, I don't get it!

My nerves were going crazy inside my body, my heart pounding hard in my chest ready to break any minute soon, hot tears smudging my view... I felt hurt by the love of my life and didn't know what I've done to deserve it.. I lost my patience and next thing I knew, I knocked over the coffee table. The sound of it hitting the floor and of all the glasses on it breaking, filled the room. She turned around and looked at me.

"What are you doing!"
"What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing.. you should tell me 'cause I have not the slightest clue! And I'm obviously doing something to deserve this behavior from you!" she remained there "Talk to me! Talk please talk!" I tried not to yell "Why are you treating me like this, YN, what did I do? Did I hurt you? Did I offend you?" but she still remained silent "GOD DAMMIT TALK TO ME! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!"
"It's nothin'"
"No it's not nothing! I deserve to know what I've done at least!"
"I told you it's not-"
"DON'T SAY THAT AGAIN! THERE'S SOMETHING! YN why are you torturing me like this? Do you like it when I'm hurting?"
"No, I-"
"Please..."
"I CAN'T ANYMORE, ALRIGHT?"

We were looking at each other in silence.

"W-What d-do you m-mean.."

Why was my stomach tied up in a knot? Why was my heart beating like crazy? I felt my arms trembling. Why did I get the feeling she... she meant our relationship?

"I can't do this anymore..." she whispered, looking away from me.

I found strength to walk over to her and grab her arm to spun her around so she would face me.

"You can't do what? Tell me, YN, what?"
"Michael... please.. I-"
"Please what? You what?"
"Michael... this relationship is going nowhere..."
"What are you saying..." my voice has never felt so weak.
"I've been thinking a lot and... this relationship has no future."

My legs became weak.

"I don't understand... why are you talking this way.. I-I..."
"I'm only 17 and you're 34. 17 years Michael... 17 fucking years! Besides, I'm tired of hiding and lying to everyone. This is wrong. Very wrong. I think it will be better if we end this... right now."
"YN... why... I-"

I was speechless. I didn't know what was going on... why would she say those things? Two days ago everything between us was perfect, we were even planning our wedding and she told me she loved me... and now..

"I'm gonna go live with grandma." she went in the closet.

My weak legs couldn't hold me up any longer and I ended up falling on the floor. I couldn't think, I couldn't speak, because the pain in my chest was too strong. She went to pack her things and then... leave me. I had to do something but I couldn't get up.

I could hear unzip the suitcase... hangers being thrown on the floor. Her loud and fast footsteps.. Was this a dream? Some fucking nightmare?

Get up Michael. Get up and stop her! She's leaving you, the love of your live is packing her things. Get the fuck up and stop her before it's too late!

"YNN" I screamed, got up and run inside the closet. Her eyes were filled with fears. "What are you doing? Tell me right now!" I insisted.
"I'm leaving."
"WHY? I-"
"I told you why! 5 second ago!"
"I don't know what's going on but two days ago you were all over me! We were even planning the wedding, remember? I don't understand..."
"I opened my eyes, Michael.. I finally did! I'm sorry but I can't continue this, it's too much for me!"
"Don't you love me, YN... tell me?" she said nothing so I grabbed her arm, looking into her eyes "You love me right?" my voice was trembling.
"I don't know..." she freed her arm from my grip so easily because I was weak.
"What do you mean you don't know? Do you remember the things you told me.. that I'm your only one, that you want to marry me, that you don't care about the others, that you'd give up everything for me, that you wanna be my wife, that you've been in love with me for years! Why this sudden change? If I did something I-"
"IT'S NOT YOU MICHAEL IT'S ME!" she yelled "I CAN'T BE WITH YOU ANYMORE! OPEN UP YOUR EYES THIS IS CRAZY! IT'S NOT NORMAL! WE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BE HAPPY! PEOPLE WILL LOOK AT US DIFFERENTLY! WE'LL ALWAYS BE POINTED AT! HOW ARE YOU EVEN GONNA ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD THAT YOUR WIFE IS A FUCKING TEENAGER, HA?"
"I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE WORLD! I DON'T LIVE FOR THE WORLD, I ONLY LIVE FOR YOU, FOR US! I'LL DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO PROVE YOU I'M SERIOUS!"
"No! I just have to... leave. I'm sorry but I was blind.. I thought I loved you but in reality I don't. I'm really sorry, it's not your fault, uncle."
"How did you call me?"
"I called you what I should call you and what I should've been calling you all the time."
"YN, why are you doing this to me? Was it all just a lie? Were you only playing with me?"
"Uncle I-"
"Playing with my feelings? Do you think this is funny? You tell me you love and want to marry me and then few days later decide to throw me away like some fucking piece of furniture?"
"I-"
"I'm not a toy, YN! I have feelings, you know?"
"I am sorry!"
"I have a heart and you're breaking it!" I felt hot tears in my eyes. "And I don't know why, I really don't! How can you say you don't love me anymore all of a sudden?!" she didn't reply, she was focused on her suitcase "YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE!" I took the suitcase from her hands and threw it against the wall, not even looking where. It hit the mirror on the wall and we heard the sound of glass breaking. She burst out crying. I must have scared her. Dammit I can't watch her cry...

"I'm sorry YN..." I took her shaking body in my arms to console her "I didn't want to... I'm terribly sorry! Please stop crying.. I love you so much, baby girl!" but my words caused her to push me away.
"NO! LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M LEAVING!" she run out of the closet and I followed her.

She was running really fast but I managed to grab her hand.

"DON'T LEAVE ME!" I fell on my knees, hugging her legs. I was gonna beg as much as I could 'cause I couldn't lose her "PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, PLEASE, PLEASE! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU AND YOU KNOW THIS VERY WELL! I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING BABY, GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE, JUST ONE MORE, PLEASE YN!" hot tears were falling down my cheeks "YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME! IF THIS IS ABOUT THE WEDDING I CAN WAIT I WON'T PUSH YOU!"
"IT'S NOT ABOUT THE WEDDING, I JUST CAN'T!"
"Ok listen, how about we give each other a break for few days? You can go sleep in your room and-"
"NO! I WANNA GO!"
"Don't my words mean anything to you? And my tears?"
"THERE'S SOMEONE ELSE I LOVE!" somebody shoot me right now.
"You're gonna kill me... " I hardly managed to speak.
"No, you will forget me. There are so many women out there who love you. It won't be hard."
"But I love YOU..."
"If you really love me, you'll let me go." with those words, she removed my hands from her legs and left.

Two days ago
Author's POV

YN was happy because the school day was finally over. She couldn't wait to return home to Michael and jump in his arms.

"YN!" she saw her grandmother waving at her from across the street. "Come here, baby!" oh man she was embarrassing her in front of everyone so she decided to quickly go there before someone noticed.
"Grandma? What are you doing here?"
"Aren't you glad to see me? You grandfather's here too!"
"Where?"
"In the car over there! C'mon, sweety!"
"Ah... I should be going.. I have to study you know.."
"It will only take a minute, please." before YN knew it, Katherine dragged her in the car. Joseph was waiting inside.

"Hi, Joseph.."
"We need to have a serious talk about something."
"Oh don't tell me it's about me and Michael again..." she said annoyed.
"Well, it is." Katherine replied "And you better listen very carefully 'cause it's important!
"You can't separate us, we're in love!"
"We can't but the police can." Joseph replied.
"What do you mean?"
"What's happening between the two of you is against the law, you're a minor. I'll say this loud and clear.. if you don't break up with Michael, I'm going straight to police and your precious lover will go to jail. Moreover, he'll be humiliated in front of the whole world."
"You'll never do this! He's your son."
"Oh I will. I'd rather see him in jail instead with my granddaughter. Tell me, how much do you love him?"
"Very much.."
"Then I guess you don't wanna see him in jail or humiliated with ruined career and all because of you?" YN shook her head "Do you know what they do in prison with pedophiles?"
"MICHAEL IS NOT A PEDOPHILE! I'M OLD ENOUGH AND I WANTED IT!"
"Don't yell!" Katherine ordered her.
"Oh I see you want to protect him! That's good. But the press, the world will see it as pedophilia. You know very well, they're only waiting for him.... to get him... He'll go to jail and you'll never see him again OR you can break up with him, come to live with us and not see him but at least know he's okay. I even give you options to chose from!"
"YN honey, we're doing this for you! I know it's hard to understand it now but.." YN begun crying.
"I love him! I can't leave him..."
"Exactly because you love him, you must leave him. This is what real love is, YN!" Katherine explained and took her in her arms. "All you need to do is tell him that you don't love him anymore and come live with us! We will take such a good care of you baby!"
"I give you 3 days to do it." Joseph begun "You know me very well, you know what I'm capable of. This relationship is.. outrageous and disgusting. End it or I will."
"Why... I can't live without him!" she said through her tears.
"Really? How about we test that? But it will be hard 'cause they won't even let you go see him in jail, YN. You know... that's a good thing since I'm sure you wouldn't wanna see him with distorted face from all the beating he will get orr let's not even mention all the men in prison who would like to fuc-"
"NO SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
"We warned you. Now everything's in your hands. You're not a stupid girl." Joseph said.
"It's time for you to make a decision as the adult you claim you are." Katherine added.
"If you don't return home in three days, you know what will follow."

5 weeks later
Your POV

5 damn long weeks without seeing Michael.

What was he doing alone?

Was he alright after you had left?

Only God knows how hard this was for you... especially when you told him you didn't love him. Even you didn't know how you managed to play your role so well while your heart was bleeding.

But you did it because you loved him so much, to the point where you'd rather have yourself suffer than do him any harm. The thought of him being in jail because of you, and you knew Joseph wasn't joking, was killing you.

However, tonight you were happy because you were going to see him after all this time. Katherine had invited him to dinner. You hoped he'd turn the invitation down knowing you'll be here but he agreed to come. Was that a good or a bad sign?

First, you were thinking about not going downstairs even tried to go to sleep at one of your friends but when asked Katherine, she said absolutely not! Did she wanna torture you some more?

5 long weeks without your man! Without his love, hands, lips, body, hair or sweet, angelic voice...

When you see all this tonight, you're gonna miss him even more afterwards, if that was possible.

Another option was to pretend you were really sick and remain in your room but then... you'll miss a chance to see him! Maybe your only chance to ever see him again since he was leaving for tour soon.

You were supposed to go with him, touring the world but since you broke up, no more. Hot tears streamed down your cheeks as you imagined him being so far away from you for almost a whole year. What were you going to do? How were you gonna make it without him?

"Son! Come in!" Katherine said as she wrapped her arms around his neck, squeezing him tightly.

You wished it was you and not her.

"Hi, mom." you were standing in the living from but from such an angle that Michael couldn't see you.  "I ahhh... I brought someone with me without asking, I hope it's ok with you?"
"Of course, son! Who?"
"Hi, I'm Lisa, it's nice to meet you!" you heard a woman's voice.
"Ohhhh!" she exclaimed "It's nice to meet you too! Are you two..." they nodded their heads "Oh my God! Michael why haven't you told me earlier?"
"I'm telling you now, mom! And things happened so fast..."
"Yeah.." you heard her voice.
"I am so happy for you two! I really am! You look so wonderful together! Oh dear... Your father will be so happy to see you! Come in, come in!" they did.

You felt like running and hiding into your room but it was too late, Michael already saw you. He kept his eyes on you for a second and then turned back to his new, ear to ear smiling Lisa...

He looked so good. He must have dressed up for his girlfriend. You've missed his face and the soft bouncy curls, his huge hands that were holding Lisa's hand right now... they used to caress you and give you so much love.

You hated it.. Lisa standing next to him and holding his hand as his girlfriend!

"Lisa, this is my granddaughter, YN." she looked at you.
"Hi, it's nice to meet you!" she offered you her hand to shake and you slowly took it. You had to.
"Hi..."
"Now, everybody, let's not stay here but go inside and have dinner. I'm starving!" Katherine invited you all.

You went in the kitchen to bring some bread and when came back in the dining room everyone was already sitting on the table, talking about Michael and Lisa. Blah.

You saw there was only one free place and it was next to Michael. Great.

"YN, honey, what are you doing there? Come and sit down we're all waiting for you!" Katherine said. You had to go and sit next to him. You decided to pretend it was nothing and had to because of Katherine and Joseph... and Michael too. If your grandparents noticed any sparkle you had for Michael, you'd be in big trouble or rather he. They believed you have already forgotten him and all of your feelings were concentrated on some boy from school. You had to deceive them for Michael's sake.

You begun dining and they talked about Lisa's family. Couldn't get more interesting.

You managed to steal few glimpses of Michael who was looking at Lisa as she was talking. Joseph and Katherine also had their whole attention to her, her words so interesting to them. You couldn't hear a word she was saying not only because you didn't give a fuck about her or her family but also because the strong scent of Michael's cologne was filling up your lungs, bringing back nostalgic memories to you. The way he moved as he brought the food over to his mouth, the way he smiled at her, his soft and calm voice ringing in your ears.. how could you listen with all this distraction?

"I see but I really wanna know how the two of you met! Michael why don't tell me?" Katherine's voice took you back to earth from your little "trance".
"Well... " he begun and you got ready to enjoy the sound of his voice "I went to see a friend of mine, Bill and ah.. she was there!" everyone had their eyes on Michael as he spoke, Lisa was even giving him sexy smiles and smirks. "The moment I laid my eyes on her... I just felt something different! Something that I have never felt before in my whole entire life!" then all of a sudden, you felt him place his hand on your thigh. What was he doing? You begun sweating but managed to keep your composure as if nothing was happening. Thank God the tablecloth was long and no one noticed.

"Then I looked into her eyes.." his hand travelled up your thigh, making its way under your skirt "and knew she was the one for me!"
"Ohh Michael..." she was blushing. What would she do if she knew what her boyfriend was doing right now?
"That's true Lisa!" he looked and smiled at her while touching you. You moved your leg so that he would take his hand back in his lap or on her thigh where it belonged, but Michael didn't feel that way. "I asked Bill if he could introduce me to her, he laughed but he did. And ... we shook hands and.." he had your panties in his fingers, pulling them up to get the best access. "then we talked the whole evening! In the end, we switched numbers and begun talking on the phone" your clitoris was between his skillful fingers, receiving attention and pleasure. You were sweating like crazy! The hot ball between your legs was going to explode soon while Michael looked completely normal as if he wasn't doing anything to you! How was that possible? "We became friends and our friendship turned into love!"
"That is wonderful, son! You love each other very much?"
"Oh yes, mother! I love Lisa very much!" he inserted his long middle finger inside you while rubbing your clitoris. You couldn't take this anymore! You were about to climax in front of everyone! How embarrassing could that be!!
"I'll be right back!" you said as you jumped up to remove his hand from your womanhood.
"Where are you going YN!" Katherine yelled after you but it was too late you had already left. You had to stop behind the wall because your legs were shaking from what Michael just did to you. "What happened to her! Why would she run off like that! I'm so sorry Lisa.. she is a very polite girl! I just don't know what has gotten into her to do this..."
"There's nothing strange, mother, she's just a teenager, you know!" you heard Michael's voice.
"Yes, honey, you're right! I was even worse when I was a teenager! I would do stupid things, run from home, rebel.. I was a nightmare!"

After regaining your strength a little bit, you got up and run into your room. Hell NO you were going downstairs again! You couldn't stand Lisa and Michael together. And the things Michael did to you... What was he thinking, doing that in front of everyone!? Well not literally in front of everyone but doing it under the table didn't count as private, did it? Talking about his love for Lisa while sticking his fingers inside you... what the hell?! As far as you knew him, he wasn't this kind of man! What happened?

You remained in your room till the rest of the night. You laid down on your bed but couldn't fall asleep. Michael's image was in your mind and as much as you wanted it to leave, it didn't. The feeling of his fingers still there not letting your womanhood become dry again.

Was he happy with Lisa? He loved her obviously from the way he was looking at her compared to the way he was looking at you.. cold, indifferent...

You decided to go out in the garden for some fresh air to hopefully get your mind off of this.

You got downstairs, went in the living room and from there took the back door for the garden. You opened and got out. It was chilly but you liked it. You needed the cold. Maybe some ice would do nice too.

As you were about to sit down on the stone stairs in the garden, strong smoke of cigarettes hit your lungs. You turned right to look because the smoke was coming from there, to find Michael, with a cigarette between his lips, leaning against the wall. WHAT THE HELL WAS HE DOING HERE?! AND ON TOP OF THAT SMOKING?!!!

His deep, dark eyes were piercing you. He must have noticed your presence first. 

He smirked and took another deep inhale of his cigarette.

Your brain was telling you to get up and just leave, pretend this never happened, you never saw him tonight! And you did so but then

"Hey wait!" your legs stopped.

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