Sorry guys, I don't know what happened and why you couldn't read the story so I'm publishing it new :)

It's been a week since we've received the box with the corpse of our dog, chopped in steaks. We haven't been able to get to the bottom of this and find the cruel murder who tried to kill my beloved husband and chopped up the guard dog like a sausage.

Michael's been very precautions, not leaving the house without bodyguards nor letting me go somewhere without security. However, he's been convinced the person who stood behind all this was Jacob but I just couldn't believe it...

Michael was very jealous of him since he was my ex and I loved him very much but that was in the past and I wish my husband would finally understand it and open his eyes to see my love for him!

Yes, I have fallen in love with Michael unconditionally and inevitably. I wondered, how didn't I see him with the eyes I see him now, when I first met him? But to tell the truth, I've always liked him from the moment we first met at home, I've always thought he was attractive, handsome, gentleman and sweet. Maybe I didn't immediately fall in love with him because of my parents forcing me into it... However, he was my life now and I didn't want anything else except to make him happy.

"So YN, how about all 4 of us go to dinner this Saturday?" Jacob asked me during the lunch brake.

"I... ah.." I better think of a good excuse right now! "We can't come because we already have plans..."

"Really?" he sounded disappointed.

"Yeah! We're going to Michael's parents... we haven't seen them in a long time!"

"Too bad. I really wanted you guys to finally meet my new girlfriend!"

"We want to meet her too and I'm sorry but we'll go out next time!" I smiled, making it look real.

"That's what you've been telling me the whole time, YN.. I'm getting the feeling you don't wanna hang out with me!"

"No no! That's not it!" well it was, since Michael believed Jacob was the one who tried to kill him, I couldn't tell him 'hey baby let's go out with Jacob!' "Michael's just too busy, you know... he has a lot of work to do"

"I can imagine... it ain't easy being a superstar!"

"Nope but how about you tell me more about this girl... you got pictures of her?" I tried changing the topic.

"Oh yeah! Wait I'll show you..." he pulled out his cell phone "Here!" and showed me pictures of him holding a beautiful blonde girl. They were smiling on all those pictures, looking like one happy couple. They were even kissing in the next picture... Me and Michael didn't have this type of pictures and I really wish we did but now that his mind was set on solving the case, I was sure he wouldn't wanna take pictures with me.

"Wow... she's beautiful, Jacob!"

"Yeah..." he blushed.

"And you two look fantastic together!" they made a beautiful couple.

"Thanks.." Jacob blushed "I love her so much and she loves me too, I even... you know think about proposing her."

"Wow really? That's great Jacob!"

"Yeah. She's the one."

"I'm so happy for you! I really am, Jacob!"

"I know." he smiled "I am happy for you too which reminds me... you haven't said anything about you and Michael, how are things going?"

"Well." that was all I could say.

"Well? Only well?"

"Yeah... he's very busy now working on his new CD.."

"Oh I see.. Well, seems we gotta get back to work now." he looked at his watch.

"Yeah."

"YN," he said on the way back to the office because we were outside in the restaurant next building. "I just want you to know that whatever happens and if you need a friend someone to talk to... you can always count on me..."

"Thanks.."

"I want us to stay friends despite of what happened... I'm really sorry about it.." he put his hand on my back.

"It's ok, Jacob. Things happen and sometimes they're for our own good." I put mine on his shoulder as a sign of my friendship.

"You're right."

"'cause I'm really happy with him..."

"Well, I'm glad to hear that!"

"I really fell in love with him and I'm glad things turned out this way."

"Me too... we weren't meant for each other!"

"You're right!"

We returned back in the office and continued doing our work which was A LOT! We were working on a new project that needed to be done in two days so we were really pushing our asses! The only thing I wanted was to get back home, lay down and relax. Little did I know that won't happen...

I returned to Neverland and the first thing I did was look for my husband in the living room, where he usually waited for me.

"Michael!" he was sitting on the sofa, drinking whiskey and looking kind of... different. I quickly run to him, sat on the sofa and hugged him 'cause he won't get up. "Michael?" he won't return the hug back but act differently as if he was ignoring me... "Baby, everything ok?" he put the glass of whiskey on the table, avoiding eye contact.

"Everything's perfect..." his voice was deep and he smelled of whiskey which meant he must have been drinking a lot of it.

"Then why are you acting like this?"

"How am I acting?"

"Well... strange."

"Strange? So now I'm strange to you too... do you also think I'm weird? Wacko Jacko?"

"I didn't mean this!" what was going on with him? I've never before seen him like this! "I just.."

"You just what?"

"I.. is there something that bothers you? Has something bad happened again? 'Cause you're obviously in a bad mood?" he begun laughing all of a sudden, then buried his head in his big hands. "Michael I-" he cut me off.

"I AM IN A BAD MOOD YN YES!"

"Why are you yelling..." I've never heard him yell at me before so it really hurt and scared me.

"You wanna know why? I SAID YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?!" he got up from the sofa, so did I it too.

"Why are you acting like this, Michael? What is going on? Why are you treating me like this?"

"I'm treating you the right way, honey.." he sarcastically said "the way I should've treated from the very beginning..."

"I don't understand what you're doing! What are you talking about?!" he pulled out a few pictures out of his back pocket and threw them in my face. They all fell on the ground and I looked at them to see me and Jacob sitting at a restaurant, talking and looking all happy. Other pictures showed us walking with his hand on my back and mine on his shoulder.

"How long has this been going on?"

"You were following me??!!!! It's not what it looks like, Michael, I swear! You're getting the wrong idea! We just did lunch together that was all!" I couldn't believe he has sent his private detective after me...

"Yeah I can see that on the pictures and the way you look together like a couple In love... but the question is, what you did after the lunch in your office? Did you two lock yourselves up?"

"Michael.."

"Did you fuck him, YN?"

"HOW DARE YOU TALK LIKE THAT TO ME? I DID NOT! I DID NOT CHEAT ON YOU NOR WANTED TO! HE'S JUST MY FRIEND AND IN CASE YOU WANNA KNOW, HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND WHO HE LOVES SO MUCH AND WANTS TO INTRODUCE TO US BUT CAN'T SINCE YOU THINK HE'S A MURDERER!" I lost my cool.

"'CAUSE HE IS! I'M SURE AND ... WAIT... MAYBE YOU'RE WITH HIM!"

"WHAT?!"

"MAYBE YOU CREATED THIS PLAN TOGETHER TO GET RID OF ME!" he broke my heart. I couldn't believe he just said that so I didn't know how or when but my hand slapped him across the cheek.

"Is that all you can, YN?" he looked at me. I felt tears forming in my eyes "You think this is gonna hurt me? Well, you're wrong... you already hurt me and broke my heart but it's all my fault since I thought you could fall in love with me..." why won't he see my love for him?! What do I have to do to prove it? "I'm just a fool, YN... and you one whore."

His last words crushed my heart into pieces.

He called me whore. Is that how he thought of me? He had 0 trust in me since he sent his detective to follow me around. My word meant nothing for him. He couldn't see my love for him. What was I doing here? I didn't belong here with him? He didn't trust me at all.

So I turned around and headed for the door.

"Where are you going?" I didn't reply because I was trying to hide my tears and shaky voice. "WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU GOIN?" he grabbed my arm and spun me around.

"LET GO! I'M LEAVING!"
"You're not going anywhere!"
"YES I AM! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO HERE WITH A MAN WHO DON'T TRUST ME AND THINKS I'M A WHORE?! TELL ME MICHAEL 'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG SO YOU WON'T BELIEVE ME! I TOLD YOU I DIDN'T CHEAT BUT MY ANSWER MEANS NOTHING TO YOU! YOU HURT ME, YOU REALLY DID!" I was crying so hard. "I'm leaving."
"NO WAIT! Let's talk about this... we'll figure something but please don't leave! I need you.. I ... " In this second he convinced me to stay and I simply wrapped my arms around his neck but then "I'll forgive you the betrayal but I want you to stop seeing him and-" I pushed him off of me.
"You'll never see the truth, will you? I'm sorry but I can't live like this... bye Michael." I turned around leaving, hearing him beg me to say, promise he'll forgive me but the theory of me maybe being right and not cheating on him never occurred his mind. That was what hurt me beyond words. As much as I loved him, our relationship had no future without mutual trust.

I got in the car and after I left Neverland, I pulled over and exploded in tears.

Why was life so cruel?

Where was I supposed to go to now?

I couldn't go to my parents... They'd start asking many question and I wasn't ready for them right now. Then I remembered, Jacob offered me his friendship so maybe he'll help me now since I didn't have other friends...

I took my phone and dialed his number.

"Yes, YN?" he sounded happy.
"Jacob.." I tried to keep my voice sound nice.
"What's going on? Are you crying? Are you okay?"
"Well I..." 
"Where are you, YN? You sound terrible!!!"

Happy Easter!
Btw, I was thinking about sad ending, what do you guys want?