She smells like a baby... That's so cute...the movie just finished so we put another movie and it's Peter Pan... One of my favorites... Susie is about to fall asleep... She is relaxing her eyes for couple of seconds and then opened it again....

" Susie are you sleepy...?! "

" kind of but I don't want to sleep now "

" same here... I'm having a lot of fun here with you "

" that's exactly why I don't want to sleep "

We both looked at each other then we smiled... She put her head against my chest

" ohh wow I love this movie "

" really..?! "

" aha... I used to watch it every day when I was about 5 years old but my step father always close the TV on my face while I'm watching this movie "

" really... Why?! "

" don't know he just hates me and my sister so much...he always try to do some problems just to get us out of the house..he was so mean to us... He didn't treat us like his children ..."

" that's so mean....did your parents get divorced?! "

" no my dad is ...he's dead "

" OH god I'm so sorry "

" it's ok... I'm still trying to get over it... I just miss him so much..." * tears fell off *

I hugged her real tight.. But I couldn't help it so I cried with her remembering my father as well

" it's ok... It's ok take it all out... Hope you get over it soon enough... Don't worry I will change everything bad you had it before

" I'm really sorry... I couldn't take it back...I just miss him so much.. He was every thing to me... I didn't like him just as a father but as a best friend too " whilst letting go

" I'm really sorry for that... I actually have the same story that you have... But it's my real father... While training us he always had his belts in his hand... And if you didn't to it right.... He's gonna get you.... I used to cry every day.... He doesn't even let us to call him daddy... He was like "I'm Joseph to you " "

" why some people are so mean like that.... You know what?.. I don't know how your father does that to you... Cause you are a sweet person Michael... kind..modest... Faithful... Applehead... Peter Pan... You are the definition of perfect.... I'm serious "

" awe that's so sweet... Thank you so much "

" no thank you for being in my life... I couldn't believe I was talking to you in the first day we met... I was so nervous.... But now I consider you as my- ....... Never mind "

" as what tell me??! ..... "

" uuummm uuh as my best friend "

" awe that's so wonderful...I didn't know that you we're nervous...cause you talked to me like you're normal... I felt nothing "

" really !? .... Good ... So I'm a good acter "

" *giggles*.... uuum Susie... Can I ask you for something?!.... "

" sure.... "

" I know it's weird but um... Can you tell me a story to help me fall asleep !?... "

" of course Michael... Come here "

" wait a minute "

I went to the room to wear my PJ and get a blanket then I came back and I put my head on her lab...she is saying the story whilst playing on my hair... I know she didn't mean to say a best friend she wanted to say something else... I can feel it... It might be shocking news but I really start liking her.... She is so sweet...

To be continued.........