I took the razor I had in my pocket and held it in my hand.

Without thinking I put it to my wrist and slowly ran it across my it.

I. Then herd my mom calling me and I got up quick and I hid my razor and  pushed my sleeves Down.

I  have good news she said. What is it? There will be a man adopteing you she said.  Oh who?  I asked.  I don't she said I think his name is Michael. 

When will he be here? I asked. Tommorrow she said. I then walked back to my room and felt so nervous all I could think is what he would do to me. I was scared to get abused and I don't know this guy so it's very scary. I then looked at me clock and it was 11:00. I totally forgot what time it was and u completely forgot to take a shower and now I have to go tell bed.  I disided to take one in the morning.

I jumped into my bed and tryed to sleep but the hole night I kept on thinking about this person.  Was he going to abuse me? Was he mean? Finally I got sleepy so I coverd up and went to bed.