Mi young's POV

It's been a week since Taeyeon went to our house and confessed that she loves me more than a best friend. I was shocked and happy at the same time when she asked me to be her girlfriend.

Since we were kids, I already love Taeyeon. 

I love being with her, we're inseparable.

Taeyeon is my happiness. I'm energized and feel so alive when she's with me.

She's my strength. I became strong to protect her because when her mom died when we're 8, she changed a lot so I decided to learn how to defend myself and of course, her.

She's also my weakness because when she's not around I feel left out and somewhat lost. I feel unease and terrible. I always think of her and afraid that something bad might happen to her.

And my whole week sucks because she's giving me Silent Treatment. I hate it, she's ignoring me and it kills me inside. We're like strangers and it makes me want to cry seeing her like this, being distant. I feel like she's detaching me from her life. It bug the heck out of me.

Yes, I rejected Taeyeon when she asked me to be her girlfriend. I'm not ready to have a relationship yet. I want to focus on my studies because I have plans for our future.

I know, maybe she's mad at me or she's hurt but it's not my intention.

Don't get me wrong, I love Taeyeon more than best friend too. Actually, I'm imagining my life with her when we get old and have kids.

I will surely marry her in the right time.

But as I said, I have plans to do and I think relationship might just ruin it. 

We're still young, I hope she would eventually understand me.

I love her but for now, we're better off as best friends.

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