Seokjin’s

We shouldn’t do this.

I shouldn’t do this but my conscience is telling me that I have to do this. I have to do it for my peace of mind.

“Appa …”

I looked back and saw my eldest daughter. Andromeda. We have the same facial expression. We can’t smile nor talk. She smiled at me but that doesn’t reach her eyes. I touched her face.

“Me and Ruel had a check up earlier. My baby is okay, Pops. She’s a girl. I don’t know what to name her but Abigail is off the list. I said that to Ruel.”

Her face is getting red while saying that to me. I smiled.

“Your sister has nothing to do with this. She’s innocent.”

“She’s not my sister.” She said irritated. “As much as I want to be friendly and all because you raised me right and no matter how much I love Uncle Jimin because he served as my third father, I can’t forgive him. I’m mad Appa. He is ruining the family you and Dad built. I hate him to his guts. If I was not pregnant Appa, and I’m not worried on losing my baby, I will pull all his hair out and you can do nothing about it, Appa. Because it’s my right as your daughter and as a person.”

“Andi …”

She walked out. I sighed. Just as when Andi went out of our bedroom, Jisoo came in. She is wearing and all black dress. The only color I can see in her was her pearl choker. She even have her lacey gloves on.

She is with her nurse – Angie. Jisoo was suffering from early stage of Alzheimer’s. It was a hard time when we learned about it but she is strong woman that made it looked so easy.

“I drank my meds, Jin. And I will try my best not to have an episode today so I can bitch slap that bitch so hard he’ll need twenty million dollars for plastic surgery so he can look normal again.”

She crossed her arms.

“I won’t bring you with me, Jisoo. It’s just me and Taehyung who will face the child and Jimin.”

“What? Are you freaking kidding me? I am the half of the head of the whole Kim clan. And in our family, I am actually the head now because my stupid cousin Yoongi is giving it up for reasons I don’t understand and even if I have a fucking Alzheimer’s it won’t stop me from slapping your ex-bestfriend.” She said with gritted teeth. “Come to think of it, the reason why he had the guts to act like that it’s because ever since the creation of the world, he’s already there.”

“Huh?” I don’t get what he’s saying.

“Duh? Snake. You know, the one who told Eve to eat the forbidden fruit. Snake. Your ex best friend.”

Jisoo composed herself again.

“I have to be there.”

“Jisoo, this isn’t about you.”

“If it’s not about me, then who is it about?” She asked me. I rolled my eyes. I let him join because I can’t do anything about it. Jisoo is Taehyung’s sister and she really has an opinion about this matter because she’s the head of their family.

At 3pm, Taehyung came home with Apollo.

“Appa, Mama …” He kissed me and Jisoo as soon as he saw us. Taehyung walked towards me and kissed me on the lips. He looked at his sister and I was surprised when Jisoo slapped him. Apollo stepped back and left the room. Taehyung just looked at his sister with wide eyes.

“I haven’t slapped you for ten years. You deserve that! If your dick was itching, you should’ve just scratched it on the wall. And if you’re drunk and you wanted sex, then soak it in sea water! Asshole!”

“ Sis …” Taehyung scratched his head.

“We have to go. I don’t want them to wait too long.” I said.

“Out of everyone who wants to know their husband’s illegitimate child, you’re the only one I knew who was excited.” Jisoo commented.

“We don’t have to do this.” Taehyung said.

“Take responsibility for your mess.” I widened my eyes at him.

“I didn’t do anything, Seokjin. You need to believe me because since the day I realized I love you, uhm, my …” He took a deep breath and looked at his crotch. “My thing, you know..”

“Big Bird? What’s the problem with him? As far as I know, I’ll just touch it, it will get rock hard.” I asked him.

“It doesn’t get hard if it’s not you, Seokjin. That’s why I’m certain that nothing happened that night especially when I was drunk! I told you! The room doesn’t smell like sex!”

My face reddened. Jisoo laughed hard.

“I wonder if my husband’s cock doesn’t get hard for anyone else too.” She giggled. Taehyung smiled and kissed Jisoo’s cheek.

“Glad you’re smiling again, Sis.”

He twisted Taehyung’s ear and we went downstairs. My children are there. They all stood up.

“Ma, are you going to bitch slap that bitch?” Andi asked her Auntie. “My pregnancy was a wrong timing. If I only knew, I’d reserve this day for Uncle Jimin.”

“I am going to bitch slap him. Don’t worry, my dear Andromeda. When you give birth, I will pass you my crown as the queen bitch.”

“Kids, we’ll be going now. I don’t want your Uncle Jimin and Abigail waiting …” I said with an obvious sadness in my voice.

“Ma! Bitch slap her please!”

I widened my eyes at Andi to warn her. We rode the car. Jisoo has her own car and me and my husband was in another car. While on the way to the place where we’ll meet Jimin, he isn’t letting go of my hand. I looked at him.

“I don’t know if I can be like your Mom …”

He sighed. He cupped my face.

“You don’t have to be like Mama, Seokjin. I don’t ask you to accept this thing happening to us. If you’re mad at me, then be mad at me, hurt me, slap me, but please don’t leave me. I can prove to you that I didn’t cheated on you. I am clean, Seokjin. I waited for a year just to be with you, I didn’t touched anyone or even got close Romantically to somebody else, if I did it then, I can do it now. You’re my husband already, why would I look for someone else?”

I wanted to held on to his words but there is doubt in my head. How did they had a child? How?

“Just don’t let go of my hand.” I asked him. He held my hand tighter.

We reached the restaurant where Jimin and Abie was waiting. Before we get out of the car, I hugged Taehyung and cried on his arms. After I calmed down, I fixed myself. I smiled at him.

“I love you.” I said. He looked surprised when I said that. I don’t usually say that to him out loud. He burst into a smile because of that.

“I love you more, Jin.”

“I know. Come, let’s go …”

We went out of the car. Jisoo was already there waiting for us. The three of us went to the VIP room where Jimin is. I looked at the person beside Jimin.

Abigail is the spitting image of his father. They look so much alike. From the shape of her brows, and those plump lips like her father. She stood up.

“Seokji---” He didn’t finished his words when Jisoo slapped him. Taehyung was quick to pull his sister away from Jimin.

“That’s for trying to ruin this marriage, bitch!” She hissed. Jimin fixed himself. Abigail looked shocked.

“Stop!” I yelled. “We have to talk like mature people. We’re old enough for this. Sit. Everyone, sit!”

We all did. Abigail was across me and I was looking at her. She was looking at Taehyung. I felt Taehyung held my hand tighter again.

“Why didn’t you looked for me?” I was stunned at Abigail’s question. Taehyung looked surprised.

“Why would I look for you when I didn’t even know you existed? Whatever your father told you about me, it’s not true.”

“He told me you’re my father. Isn’t that true?”

“No.” Taehyung was quick to answer.

“Please Taehyung don’t be like that.” Jimin said. “Twenty eight years, Taehyung and you’re going to talk to your daughter like that?”

“Fine.” Jisoo said. “We will conduct a paternity and a DNA test to a secret facility because Jimin, ex-husband of Jungkook, thank god he decided to ditch you. Anyway, the results nowadays can be faked easily so no trusting you.”

Jisoo went quiet when Jimin pulled a paternity test in front of her. It was dated two days ago.

Jisoo smirked.

“I adore your intelligence. But I’m smarter than you.” Taehyung tore the paper.

“Like what my sister just said, we will conduct a paternity test. And if she’s my daughter, I want to change her name.”

“To Kim?” I saw my best friend’s eyes lit up.

“No. Erase Aurora in her name. Change it. Only Jisoo’s daughter was worth it to be called Aurora in this family because she is the first grandchild of our mother and the only ones to look like my Mom.”

“Oh yes, burn bitch.” Jisoo grinned again.

“Stop acting like a teenager, Jisoo. Or it’s your Alzheimer’s again? Second childhood?” Jimin asked while grinning at her.

“Oh, I may have Alzheimer’s but my Mom didn’t raised me to be a leech like you.”

“Stop …” I said. I looked at Abigail. “How old are you?”

“Twenty-six.” She said.

“What did you studied in college?”

“I was not yet done in my studies. After I finished high school I travelled the world. I’m a blogger and I make money of it.”

“You and my kids are going to get along well.”

“I don’t have business with your children, mister. I just want my father to acknowledge my existence.”

“I’m not your father.” Taehyung said. I rolled my eyes at him. Abigail went outside and puffed a cigarette. Jisoo went to her car too. Only the three of us was left.

I closed my eyes. I was shocked when Jimin held my hand.

“Jin.”

I swatted his hand away. I am controlling my tears.

“You still love him right?” I asked him. “You still love him and you also wanted that night to happen. If Taehyung was drunk, you’re sober. You’re a lawyer, you know right from wrong, but what happened!? You wanted that right? Because you love him? Are you still hoping for the two of you to end up together? If you really love him, then you should’ve fought for him decades ago so it would be fair. Not like this. Not after 27 years you’re going to give me this!”

I stood up and wiped my tears. Taehyung quickly followed after me. I was about to go outside when Jimin spoke.

“How will I fight for him when I know right from the start I already lost? He loved you without you doing anything, Jin. While I already gave everything to him, I cried for him, I was there first but he loved you more. How can I ever come back from that, Seokjin? And if you know that I still love him, then why don’t you step back?”

My blood boiled. I walked back inside to slap him.

“I loved you more that I loved Taehyung and not just once did I put you first than him – my husband! Because you, you’re my family!

Because for me a friend can never be replaced! But what did you gave me in return, Jimin? I love Taehyung and it’s not my fault that he chose me before! I didn’t asked him to wait for me, I didn’t asked him to marry me but he did those because he loved me. He loved me. ONLY ME! He loved me in the past, the present and even in the future, my husband will only love one person and that is me! And even if you have a child with him, do you think that it’s enough reason for him to love you again?”

“Babe, let’s go..” He was whispering in my ear. “It’s not worth it, Babe, let’s go.”

“No. Because of he really loves you and it didn’t really faded away, he shouldn’t have given up. If you didn’t gave up Jimin, you should be the one he had chosen. He should’ve married you. Do you have a hard time swallowing the fact that after all those years, you are nothing but his fuck buddy? A FUCK BUDDY! YOU’RE JUST THAT!”

Taehyung hugged me because I kept crying.

“You had your time with him, Seokjin. It’s my turn now …”

My mouth parted.

“My love for him won’t run dry, Jimin. Because you know why? I’m his husband. Good day, Jimin. We will contact you when we need Abie for the DNA test.”

I left. My heart is aching . Me and Taehyung rode the car. I hugged him tight and cried.

“I hate him … I hate him.”

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