After some months ...

Seokjin's

"Come on baby Andi, love love kiss kiss Daddy!"

I chuckled as I look at Taehyung playing with our daughter who on his lap standing with his help. We our on our room chilling that afternoon. He was pouting his lips as of asking for a kiss and my daughter giggles just by looking at his father. She got too excited and laughed.

"Kiss kiss Daddy, Muah!" Andi laughed again hearing his father say 'muah' with a kiss sound. Today is Andi's ninth month birthday. She's getting bigger and more responsive to us which makes her adorable but also quite harder to take care of.

The first few months we thought it's already hard to take care of her because she will keep us awake at night whenever we hear her crying or when she first get sick because her teeth started showing and I was freaking out because she gor fever. We went to her pediatrician and she said that it was normal. I was so relieved that time and as per usual, I didn't slept that entire week just to take care of her.

Taehyung, of course was a great help. He always lends his hand on taking care of Andi. No wonder why the kid is so fond of him. On mornings, he will take her for a walk, give her a bath, feed her and play with her. I know that taking care of Andi is a hard thing to do because while doing so, he is also working. I told him that I will help him but no, he refused. He said he wants to be in every step pf the way while Andi grows up. He wanted to be the best father in the world.

Our set up now is he would be up in the morning and I will be up in the evening. Though, I don't really do much lately because Andi can now sleep peacefully at night without crying that much unlike the first few months. As for me and Taehyung's relationship we're good. Great actually, but to be honest, we're actually not having much skinships lately which is so so understandable because we have a daughter now.

And just like how we put it, sex is good but Andi is the priority. We can do that soon but looking at it now, I don't think we can have sex at this rate. Not because we can't but because we're too overjoyed with Andi. Plus, my stitches. I don't want to move too much so I'm just being careful.

"Da ... Da ..." Andi said as she plays with Taehyung's face. "Da ... Da ..." She said again. My eyes widened and Taehyung's too.

"Did you heard that?" Taehyung asked me. He looked like a kid who's given such a good treat right now. His face suddenly radiated with so much happiness as he looks at our daughter.

"Uh-huh. I heard that. And it sucks because our daughter has favoritisms." I jokingly said and went to carry Andi. "Andi baby ... Do you love Appa Jin?" I cooed at her and kissed her cheeks. I heard her giggle. It was such a music to my ears. I rubbed our nose together. I carried her, stood up from the bed and leaned her head on my shoulder.

"Baby, it's 1pm. Nap time." I said and tapped her back very lightly. I was unconsciously dancing while I hum. It became a habit that I acquired when I became a parent. Some habits just popped out of nowhere just like this one. Whenever I will carry my baby, my body automatically dances. And not just that, my body clock also adjusted to her. It was as if I already know when she feels hungry or whatever. It's a parent and child connection that amazes me.

As I was swaying, my eyes caught Taehyung who was lovingly looking at me and my daughter. He had a soft expression on his face and again, he looks like and angel. And angel in disguise.

I laughed at my own thoughts. After giving birth to Andi, my bullying came back. I was making fun of him again because my horny hormones doesn't interfere anymore. I am also not so emotional now which I'm so thankful for.

"Why is that devilish grin on your face? Still bullying me on your head?" Taehyung asked.

"Yeah. As always. Nothing new to that. I love doing it. It makes me feel so damn powerful. The mighty Kim Taehyung falling right under my feet. I like how that sounds." I said in a whisper. I don't want to wake Andi. Taehyung just shook his head while grinning.

I winced when I felt my head hurt. I closed my eyes and tried to resist the pain. It was probably from the lack of sleep last night because Andi stayed up until 4am and since then, I didn't slept.

I put Andi on her crib when she was asleep. I am so exhausted! I laid on our bed and tried to get some sleep tp relieve the pain but Taehyung kept on shaking me waking me up. I looked at him with irritation. "What?"

"I will give you something." I stood up glaring at him. I want to sleep so badly! I feel like my head is being hammered and trust me, it's not the best feeling in the world

"Oh, Kim Taehyung, can't that wait? I wanna sleep." I whined. I tried to lay down again but he stopped me by pulling my arm. "Oh please stop the nonsense, okay? I'll sleep. Give me that ... Whatever that is tomorrow."

" But ..."

"No buts, Tae." I covered myself with the blanket and closed my eyes. My head was really hurting.

"Okay then, I'll give you this later." I hummed in agreement and went back to sleep. I didn't expect myself to sleep until the next day, so when I woke up, it was morning already.

I get out of the bed to go to the kitchen. I saw Taehyung there already. "Hm, morning." I said. "It's Andi's check up today. What time is it?"

"11am." Taehyung said. "Here eat your lunch." He offered me a plate of food. I just widened my eyes. Oh, gosh it's late! Our appointment was at 8am!

"Shit. It's late." I muttered.

"No, I brought Andi there with the help of Auntie Letty. Don't worry." He said and winked. I sighed. Good thing he's here.

"Thank you, Tae." He nodded his head and went to Andi as I started to eat my meal. I can hear Andi giggling probably because Taehyung is playing with her. I finished eating, washed my plates and went to the living room. I sat on the floor with Taehyung and Andi.

"Who's handsome baby?" Taehyung asked. He loves playing with our kid. And I find it so endearing.

"Dada!" Andi said as looks at Taehyung and laughed afterwards when she saw her Daddy smiled. I took my phone and recorded the scene. Taehyung kept playing with her and she giggles all the while with her father.

"You're really good at this ..." I said. He laughed and kissed my cheeks.

"Thanks to you we have a bundle of joy." He said and turned to Andi. "Love love kiss kiss Appa!" He said. I bent forward to Andi and did what Taehyung was doing. I rubbed our noses together and kissed both of her cheeks and then lastly her lips.

"Appapappa!" She suddenly said. My mouth parted.

"Say it again baby." I said and get her from Taehyung.

"Appa ... Pa" I chuckled and kissed both of her cheeks again.

The three of us spent the whole day playing and bonding with each other. It's nice to have this kind of family to be honest. I never had this growing up and to be able to give it to my child makes me so happy. I didn't grew up to have a good environment around me because Mom and Dad always fights and to be able to nurture my child with the things I didn't get to experience as a child warms my heart.

Night came and our baby was asleep. I was staring at her as I caress her cheeks. She's the prettiest things I've ever seen. She had long lashes, red rosy cheeks plump lips like mine and her hands are so little but whenever she hold me with those little hands, my world literally stops and I feel so at peace and I feel so strong. Whenever she looks at me with those sweet innocent eyes, I am determined to give her the world and everything in it. But when she cries, half of my being cries too. The amount of love I have for this child is so immeasurable.

"I'm afraid to see you grow up ..." I said. "I'm afraid of you being able to stand on your own and run free in this world. I'm afraid of you nod needing me, Andi. I'm afraid of when you start to fall in love and replace me and your Daddy as the number one person in your heart. I'm afraid of you getting married and leaving the house to be with the one you love. I don't think I will bear that day. It hurts me already, baby. I just want you to be little like this and not grow up. I want you to just need me and your Daddy."

Unknowingly, my tears fell. I had to wipe it quickly so Taehyung won't see it when he comes here in our room. I'm being so dramatic. But what can I do. It's the fear of being a parent. That one day, they will get to have their own life and you'll be left on the side just watching them spread their wings and fly away from the nest I've created for them.

"Why are you crying?" Taehyung who just entered our room asked me.

"I'm just feeling scared about the thought of our baby growing up. Shit this is how it feels to be a parent. It sucks." I said and laughed in between tears.

"Aish, come here." He opened his arms and hugged me tight. "We can't escape that reality. But it's still early to worry about that. She's still a baby. She can't even walk. Let's just do our best to take care of her and love her. We have lots of years with her. Let's make each one last."

I nodded my head. I felt Taehyung led us to our bed. He was shuffling something on his drawer. He pulled it out and I saw an envelope. I gazed at him with a questioning look on my face.

"What's this?" I said as I slowly opened up the envelope.

"A happy anniversary gift ..." He said shyly. He even scratched his nape. "I was about to give it to you yesterday but your not feeling well so ... Yeah that's it."

My mouth parted open when I saw what's inside. It was a plane ticket. I looked at him again.

"Well, that's for you. I want you to relax. Don't worry, I will be taking Andi with me while you were away. I was also thinking that maybe you can ask Jisoo to come with you."

"Why not the three of us go there? Why only me and Jisoo?"

He sighed and held my hand. "You're stressing yourself too much these past few months. You deserve pampering yourself too. It's just one week, babe. Take a rest."

"How about you?"

"I am not as stressed as you. I'm not as sleepless as you. I'm perfectly okay compared to you. You're always stressed and you lost weight. You need to relax and enjoy. Being married doesn't mean you get to be stuck here in the house taking care of our children and me. You're my husband. You're my King. You deserved to be treated like one." He said and kissed my cheeks.

Oh my gosh! It's our anniversary and I freaking forgot! I want to bury myself right now. This is so so unacceptable! How can I forget? Geez, good thing Taehyung isn't childish over stuffs like this or else I'm dead.

"I ... I don't have anything for you. I forgot about our anniversary ... I'm s-sorry." My voice cracked. "You never failed to mae me feel so loved but I give you so little. I feel like I don't love you enough. I don't deserve you, Taehyung."

"Oh shut up." He said and chuckled. "Love isn't measured by that. We're not kids who wants mind boggling gifts and surprises. I'm okay with you giving me coffee in the morning you never failed to do that considering how sleepy you are. You always makes sure that I eat on time. You even set your alarm just to cook for me if you can -"

"Which I never does lately because I'm sleeping." I said.

"Still, the thought is what counts. I told you before that I am accepting anything you give. I won't ask for more. Just love me and I will give you the world." He kissed my cheeks and wiped away my tears.

"We're getting mushy." Taehyung said with a chuckle. "You will be leaving in three days. You'll stay there for a week. You can extend if you want. It's not a problem. Just enjoy yourself and don't forget to update me. Just five times a day. One in the morning, afternoon, whenever you go out, dinner and before you fall asleep. No need to call me per hour, okay? I know you. You will text me non-stop because of Andi. Don't worry, I'll take care of her."

"I don't want to go ... I wanna stay here." I said and held on his arm.

"Give me this as your anniversary gift. Go there and treat yourself."

"But ..."

He held my chin and made me look at him.

"No buts ..." He said. I can only nod. "Good. Now, love love kiss kiss Taehyung!"

He rubbed our noses together and kissed my cheeks before kissing me fully on the lips.

"Belated anniversary, babe. One year down, 99 years more to go."

I chuckled at what he said but I nodded in agreement. "Belated anniversary, Kim Fucking Asshole Taehyung."

"I only fuck your ass hole though."

I widened my eyes and slapped his arm. He laughed and pulled me into the bed so we can lie down. He covered us with a blanket and we fell asleep hugging each other.

"I love you."

I whispered in the air. He was sleeping already. I touched his lips and pressed a soft kiss on it. Taehyung is an angel.

Hi! How are you? I hope you are okay and remember I love you!

Story time (this will be a regular segment here on this book XD):  These are the stories here in my notebook. This is where I start to draft the plot and each chapter. So you see there are a lot of them and I can't wait for you to see each one of them. 2020 is already halfway and I hope we can see them soon.

Tell me what intrigued you ... Who knows it might come earlier than expected when I get so encouraged 🤣🤣