Ω 11. COCKTAIL
Taehyung's
"I'm not judging you, okay? I can understand you because you're my brother." Jisoo sighed. She lifted the visitor's chair in front of my desk and placed it beside me so we can sit side by side. "I understand that you are feeling a lot of things right now and I know that you are also experiencing great turmoil in your brain because of those emotions that's getting a hold on you. But lemme ask you some questions, okay? I need your brain to work. Consider this as an exercise before we dig into this."
Looked at her and nodded my head. I took a deep breath. I am feeling a lot of things that I can't name right now. I'm ashamed of myself because I really thought Jin would cheat on me. I even thought that the baby is not mine. What the hell was I thinking!?
"Sis, if someone was writing my life right now, I want to say fuck you to her for messing me up like this. My life should be happy after marrying Seokjin, why am I experiencing this now? Why?" I complained to my sister. She chuckled a bit. She was still scanning the photos.
"Pabo. Stop talking nonsense." She said. "Here look at this video again." She pressed the play button again. I looked at the monitor and tried to ignore the burning feeling in my chest. "Do you know this guy?"
I shook my head. No, I haven't seen him before. Not even once. "Hmmm, I see. Oh, and before I forget, since when did you know about this?"
"Since yesterday. Someone sent it to Jimin on their old apartment." I said relaying what Jimin said to me at the restaurant.
"Did you confront Jin about it?" She said. I can see worry crossed her eyes for a fraction of second.
"No. I didn't said a word. I just ... I just throw all the plated in our kitchen. And I wounded my feet and hands. He treated me and we went to sleep. He was asking me what happened or if anything was bothering me but I didn't tell him what it was. I was thinking that if I did tell him, maybe he'll get mad at me and leave with that old man. I don't want him to go away. I'm afraid, sis. I don't want him to know that I know." I sighed. "But as it turns out, I am wrong. He didn't cheated on me. It was from way back. I felt relieved. I don't care about this. It was 12 years ago. I was not in his life yet."
Jisoo was just listening intently. Nodding her head and trying to understand where I am coming from. She smiled and gave me a pat on the shoulder. I am so lucky to have a sister like her. She really is my savior next to Mama and Seokjin.
"But what if they did harassed him? We can't look over that fact, Tae. This might not be consensual." I clenched my fist. If it is, then I'll chase them and kill them all. I have the money to cover up my dirty deeds. "So, what do you plan to do with this?" Jisoo asked.
"Should I tell him? Would it be bad for the baby? I can work on it on my own. Is that necessary?" I asked her. I was thinking of this as of this moment. I am feeling so worried. I can't keep still. I need a concrete plan and let the heavy feeling go. Being shocked with these news really blocked my sense of thinking. I'm a lawyer but I don't go and win battles in court without preparation. It's very different. Being a lawyer doesn't require my personal life, but this one, this one is new. It involves me and Seokjin. It's a different case. For me it's a matter of life and death. And if you mix that and the fact that I'm a human too that feels a lot of emotions just like how other people do, it makes me imperfect. It makes me have thoughts branching put of nowhere and they eventually got out of hand.
And what if they really did touched him without his permission? What if they threatened him? I am already fuming in anger just by the mere thought of that. In my head I was already planning a murder case. I kept silent with all these thoughts and I forgot that Jisoo was asking me a question.
"You know, you should. We're not inside a cliche book where you would hide this shit and he finds it out months or years after and then something will come up again and instead of being at piece you are once again stuck in the same motherfucking situation. And if you're really dumb and hide this, what if the sender comes for your husband while you were busy planning things? What would you do? Use your brain, bro. If Seokjin knows that you have these photos he can explain it to you and we'll find out the truth based on the things he will say and it give him warning bells. He would be aware. Let's be realistic. Move fast and end the problem as soon as it comes. Don't be the stupid lead role who doesn't do anything right. You're not Mama's child if you're acting like a brainless fool."
She lit up her cigarette and puffed up smoke. She then looked at me with her deadliest look. It was the look that makes me shake my knees. Her eyes were full of anger but they are not for me, I can tell. "And if you still haven't thought about this, I'll tell it now and do the job for you. Did you forget that it was Jaewhan who is now managing Dad's security company? Because if yes, I am reminding you. I'll call our brother and I will find this bastards." She pointed at the photos. "I will find out everything about them and if I find out that they did something to my friend, I will be using our father's connections. I will play dirty, Taehyung."
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"Babe, you're home! I thought you were not going to work starting today?" He said and pouted. He gave me a hug. I hugged him back. I hugged him tightly as I could.
"I-I can't breathe!" He was tapping my shoulder. I let go of him and looked straight to his eyes. I wanted to break down and cry. I wanted to kiss him and erase the thought of those men touching him and kissing him in places only I should be allowed to explore. I want to cage him and protect him until I chase the bad guys away. I want Seokjin just by my side.
"Are you okay now?" He asked. His innocent eyes looks at me just like how they did ever since. It was sincere and with full of love. It doesn't have any sign of betrayal and pretenses. It was pure. I wanted to punch myself for thinking less of him. I should've put more trust on him because he's my husband. I was a fool to believe that an angel like him would cheat on me.
"I'm sorry." I said and touched his cheek with my right hand. He leaned in to the touch and closed his eyes. He placed his hand on top of my hand. He smiled tenderly. We looked at each other for a moment. I slowly leaned closer. I pressed my lips on his. The kiss was gentle, slow and passionate. It has no trace of rush or lust nor desperation. It was just pure.
"Let's talk." I whispered to him as soon as I pulled away to break the kiss. He looked surprised but he held my hand anyway and we walked to our room. He locked the door and sat on the middle of the bed. I sat in front of him and with shaking hands I pulled the envelope from my coat and handed it to him.
"What's this?" He asked.
"Just look at it, please and keep in mind that whatever it is, you can tell me everything. I will listen to you." I assured him. I hope my sincerity got to him. More than anything, I want him to feel safe around me and tell me every little thing on his mind.
He opened the envelope and when he saw the photos I saw him gasped and his hands trembled. His lips were quivering and he tried to cover his mouth with his left hand. He looked at me.
"Where did you get t-this?" He asked. His voice was shaking.
"Somebody gave that to me." I said. I don't want to open my mouth anymore. I want him to take it in before I ask questions.
"I-I ... I didn't do a-anything wrong. Promise." He said and cried. I rushed to his side and pulled him close to me. I let him cry in my arms until he calmed down. He was laying his head on my chest. He was clutching my shirt.
"You can tell me when you're ready don't stress yourself. I will be here to listen." I said. I cupped his face and showered him with kisses all over his face. "And also, I'm sorry. I had a lot of negative thoughts the first time I saw the photos. Forgive me, Seokjin. I was wrong."
He was shaking his head. "No, I'll tell you now. And I understand you if you have thought that I was cheating on you. Anyone would have that thought the first time seeing that." He was sniffing. He fixed his position and he was sitting on my lap and his head were on my shoulders while hugging me. I hugged him back and let him continue talking.
"They were trying to get me to bed." He started. "They did everything just to make me say yes. They threatened me that I will get low grades and lose my scholarship. They even said that they will ruin my life if I didn't agreed. It actually came to a point where he made me stroke him while pointing a knife at me."
My arms tightened around him. "I thought it would stop there but one time they almost succeeded. One of my classmates made me drink a juice. I thought it was harmless bit what we didn't know is that a sleeping pill was added there. I got so dizzy and I fainted. I woke up and I saw them doing those filthy things to me. At first I was crying and tried to plead to them but they were deaf. They continued. So I played along, I pretended to be enjoying and when I had the chance, I punched their dicks and ran away as quick as possible. I grabbed one bundle of money from Mr. Choi's table and ran as I git dressed. I flew here in this city and started to wear those old outfits so no one would ever look at me like those men do. I became skeptical. Everytime I'm with someone or going out on other places, I always look for hidden cameras. I always fear that maybe someone was looking at me from afar."
He said and sobbed again. "Why are you crying?" I asked him.
"I'm scared. I thought you're going to file a divorce paper as soon as I saw the photos." He lifted his head and looked at me. "You won't leave me, right?"
I nodded. "I can't believe you. I thought you're crying because you're scared and you were in a trauma!" I chuckled a bit.
"It was in the past. I am not afraid of it. I didn't do anything wrong. I just thought you would want to leave me and not listen to me, you know. Just like in dramas. One character would not listen and make everything worse. Who knows maybe the author of our story thinks like that and little did we know we are living in a drama." That made me laugh.
"Oh, Jin. You were watching too much dramas, babe. That doesn't happen in real life."
He smiled now. "So, you won't divorce me?"
"No. I love you too much for that." I said and pecked his lips. And then after that, he slapped me. "What was that for!?"
"That was for thinking I am cheating on you! Bitch, I'm a virgin when you got me I only had Big Bird in my ass. And that is enough. I don't have plans fucking with those men whose dicks were as big as cocktail hotdogs! I prefer Big Bird your massive dick!" I laughed out loud again.
"I'm sorry. Forgive me." I whispered just above his lips.
"It's fine. I love you. I understand."
He said and kissed me.
A/n: Hi! How are ya? Still alive after D-2 dropped? Me? I'm deceased. I so love Min Yoongi like 1000000000000000000000000000%
Anyway, story time, I was receiving dms from a few of my readers who are also my friends requesting that I should put more smut parts on this book. I have no problem with that but let's focus on the story first ㅋㅋ I'll let them fuck eo when the time is right dontcha worry 🤣 I'll give it to you! Not now but soon. HAHA.
That's all. Any thoughts how this chapter went? What can you say?
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