I decided to go to LA and that's where I have been for four days now. Oscar has been calling and texting me but I've been ignoring it all. For work I'm a blogger so today I have to post a blog and ironic enough today's post is called Love & Friendship. I write all my blogs for the month all at once so when Wednesday comes, the day I post I could just reread and touch up and then post. So I reread my blog for today and add more to the end. The post read,
       
         *Love & Friendship*

Falling in love with your best friend is something forbidden, a curse but sometimes you can't help it. Sometimes that one person who knows all your deepest darkest secret, all your insecurities and all your flaws is the one who owns your heart. Sometimes it works out and sometimes it doesn't but one things for sure you always have the what if's in your head. Here are some bad and good that could happen if you tell them.

Bad:
• Ruins friendship.
• Doesn't feel the same
• Made a fool of yourself.
• Everythings now awkward.

Good:
• Your with someone who knows you better than you know yourself.
• Trust them completely from the start.
• Your family already loves them.
• You don't have to try hard to impress them.

Some people are to scared of the bad so they keep their feeling hidden forever and that can be more damaging then ruining the friendship because you have to constantly see them happy with another. Seeing them flirt, touch, kiss and one day get married and start a family with someone who isn't you can damage your heart more than your ruined friendship. So my advice, take a chance, tell them you have feeling for them. BUT remember it's OK if they don't, their IS someone out there for you. AND at the end of the day, atleast you now if they feel the same and if they don't you can start the process of moving on.

      Until next time, Adalina Flores

A little after I click post my phone goes off with a text from Jasmine that said, 
From Jasmine: Where are you!? Are you ok!? People are worried about you. Please text me. Love you.
I didn't want to worry her more so I text back,
To Jasmine: I'm fine, don't worry. I will be back home at the end of next week. Love you!
after I sent a text back I get dress and go to McDonald's.