Living across the street from Oscar was both good and bad, good because I have my best friend since kindergarten living so close to me but bad because I have to see the man I'm in love with flirt, touch and kiss someone everytime I look out my door and lately it's starting to hurt so today I'm telling him my feeling. Taking a deep breath I open my front door and walk over to Oscar's and walk in, seeing Oscar on the couch I say "Can I talk to you?" and he says "Of course. You can talk to me anytime." so I walk over and take a seat on the couch next to him. After a moment of silence I taking another deep breath I look him in the eyes and say "I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you since I was ten." and by the look on his face he's shocked, he then shakes his head he says "I'm sorry but." and before he can finish turning me down I hurry and leave embarrassed. Walking into my house I go into my bedroom and lay on my bed and cry, after I'm all cryed out I pack a bag and leave my house.