(Hidden tears)

Kaminari smiled as best he could. His friends were laughing at him...yet again...it wasn't his fault he wasn't that bright.

He could even deal with the laughing but it was so often he felt that was all they ever did.

Laugh at him and call him dunce or idiot or stupid. Even his own boyfriend was laughing at him.

He just kept a smile though. Why ruin their fun even if it hurt him?

"Hey Kami you doing okay?" Kirishima smiled a cheerful grin at him.

"Yeah I'm fine. Want to hang out in my room later?" Kaminari looked at his boyfriend hopefully.

"Sorry I can't I gotta train today. Tomorrow though?"

"Yeah sure...hey guys I think I'm gonna head to my dorm. See you later!"

Before anyone could respond Kaminari skipped to his room acting happy as could be.

The second he had closed and locked his door though he slumped to the ground and his smile fell.

"Am not that stupid right? I'm not a idiot all the time...ugh and why couldn't he be here! Maybe if he knew how I felt...no."

Kaminari shook his head. He wasn't going to depress Kirishima with his stupid feelings.

Sure Kirishima was his boyfriend and usually that means you tell each other how you feel but the main reason they had even got together was Kirishima liked how happy he was.

If he messed that up...

Kaminari groaned as he threw a pillow at the wall. It used to be so easy to be happy and play along.

It's just to much now.

He sniffled. Don't do it. Dont cry. Stay happy...smile...don't let it out.

It didn't work though. He started to cry. He did this almost every time he was alone.

"Kaminari?? Are you okay??? Let me in!"

Kaminari jumped hearing Kirishima on the other side of the door. He wiped his face best he could and stood up opening it.

"Yeah I'm fine. W-whats up?"

"Your not fine. Your face is all red and your eyes are puffy. What's wrong why were you crying?"

"It's nothing I swear. What did you want?"

"I wanted to say I could hang out I forgot my training day is tomorrow. Now tell me why you were crying please."

"It's no big deal."

Kiri looked at him getting slightly annoyed. "Kaminari tell me."

"You can't tell me what to do. And actually sorry I made other plans seems you should train today after all."

"Kaminari that doesn't make any sense. Come on we are dating I want to know why you were crying. Was somebody rude to you?"

"I said I'm fine!" Kaminari slammed the door closed in kiris face. Why wouldn't he just let up!

There was a gentle thud on the door which Kaminari assumed was Kirishima resting his head against it or sitting down against it.

"Look I'm sorry I pushed. I'm just worried. I've never seen you anything other than happy."

"Maybe that's cause that's all I want you to see. But are you so blind that you don't see what all of you do?" Kaminari sniffled.

"What do you mean?"

"You all call me idiot. Or dunce face. You laugh at me when I get something wrong. The whole thing I'm known for now is being a moron. I-i.." Kaminaris voice cracked as more tears rolled down his face.

"It hurts. I-i feel like the only thing I'm good at is b-being dumb. I-i-i hate it."

Kirishima was quiet for a minute. Kaminari wondered if maybe he had left deciding he didn't want to deal with him.

"Kaminari I feel like you should have told us tha-"

"No! I-i shouldn't have to say that being called s-stupid hurts! You guys are my friends! Your my boyfriend! Do you really think it's okay to make fun of someone that way!"

"I'm just saying you always smile along so how the hell were we supposed to know!"

"Because you just should!" Kaminari huffed feeling angry.

"Okay...fine I'm sorry. I'm sure everyone is...will you calm down now?"

"Calm down? Wait...do you only want me to calm down cause you don't want to deal with me sad?"

"No Kaminari I didnt-ughhh just let me in please!"

"No!"

"Kaminari come on! I want to talk with you!"

"I said no!"

"You know what you leave me no choice."

Kaminari paused what the hell did that mean. Suddenly the door seemed to explode.

Kaminari covered his head as the door fell on him and he got hit with thousand of wood shavings.

Kirishima went flying past bumping into a wall. He was had used his quirk to get in.

"What the hell!" Kaminari stood up he had way to many splinters and his head hurt because he got hit by a door.

"You wouldn't let me in."

"So you break down my door! You know what else! We are done broken up! Leave now! Get out!"

Kaminari pointed out the well hole where there used to be a door.

"Kaminari-"

"Get out!"

Kirishima looked hurt but without another word he left and Kaminari sunk to the door covered floor.

Aizawa would be mad about the door. He'd broken up with his boyfriend. His friends would surely hate him when they found out all that had happened...

Maybe...there was no point in staying around...he wasn't useful. He had no family...his friends like he said would hate him. He'd never become a hero being known for being a dunce.

Kaminari got up looking at his messy room. His stay happy pikachu picture only making him more depressed.

He took slow steps to his balcony.

Looking over the edge of the railing. Cement. Six stories down...he'd surely die.

He took a deep breath.

Would he really do this?

He sat on the railing. Looking around one last time. He'd never been a huge fan of nature but today was pretty.

The sun was shining...birds were chirping...

"Kami!"

Kaminari turned to see Kirishima with Mina behind him.

Turning so fast though lead to slipping.

Slipping lead to falling over the edge...

The edge...of the railing.

"Kaminari!" Kirishima lunged trying to catch him before he fell but he had always been slower at moving.

He watched Kaminari fall seeing a tear leave his face. Kaminari smiled at him as if saying it's okay. It was going to happen anyway.

There was a horrific thud as Kaminari hit the pavement. He heard a few students who had been walking scream in terror.

He didn't care though.

Kirishima was to busy feeling sick. His skin almost completely white. He wanted to puke.

What the fuck.

What the fuck just happened!

No!

Kiri couldn't look away. Kaminari was dead. He was gone. He'd never see him smile or hear him laugh again.

The perfect person...he he was gone forever!

What had he done....
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