I was gonna do this as another one shot. But..I couldn't find the right characters for it, even my ocs didn't fit, so...have my raw thoughts. This isn't the usual kinda stuff I put Here but..I don't know, it might help someone. Or it might help me.
I want a friend. In real life. A friend i Know cares about me, and a friend I care about in Return. I want to stay up late into the night, talking, playing games, watching movies, laughing until our stomachs hurt. I want to be human.
It's just cos..I've..Never felt Human before. Theres always been something Thats made me different. And Ive Never Been Able to keep a friend because of it. Strangers to friends to strangers again. That's the cruel cycle. And I know People say that a once friend is a stranger with memories but how can you have memories if your brain forgot everything that happened when you were younger because you were being abused but everyone was too blind to see it. Is the World really so cruel, to have a human that cannot feel like a human?
I don't understand it. Whenever i See People with friends, in movies, Cartoons, real life, it just..it hurts, it stings, it's more painful than anything I've ever experienced before because I know I'll never have that.

What do i have to give to feel human?