Type POV

I know, I'm a very jealous person, but still! I'm thankful that Tharn still loves me no matter what! I always made sure to show him that I loved him so much. I hope it's enough for him to stay with me! I tried my best to change! I do! I wanted to be the perfect boyfriend for Tharn because he deserves it! I tried to ignore things that I saw! Something that will trigger me into being the jealous boyfriend again. I'm trying to be open-minded and accept that Tharn's life doesn't involve only me! I tried to listen to what Abby had been telling me, to accept and trust him.

I keep telling myself to be better! I'm trying to be more understanding and reasonable because I know for sure that no one in his right mind will stay and be in a relationship with someone who is always acting like everything he sees is something that he doesn't like.

I don't want to be this person, but I don't know!

It seems that destiny keeps on testing me and my jealousy!

Author POV

Type: Babe?

Tharn: What is it?

Type: Can I ask you something?

Tharn: Of course! Anytime babe! What is it?

Type: We are already in the 2nd year of our relationship; I still don't know how many romances you had before...

Tharn: What's the use of knowing, babe?

Type: Of course, for us to fully know one another, see, I told you all about my past relationship. Can't you do that for me?

Tharn: Okay! But do you really want to know because, babe! If it only triggers your jealousy, I'd rather not tell you all about my past!

Type: Yes! I want to know all about it! Please tell me, babe! I really want to know!

Tharn sigh as a sign of defeat, then looks at Type again!

Tharn: Three! I only have 3!

Type: What? Only 3? Or it is only three relationships that you took seriously!

Tharn: Only 3! Most of the others are just flings, nothing serious! They are the ones who don't want commitment, so for me. I only had three serious relationships in the past before you.

Type seemed to become more curious. He went closer to Tharn, and he even encircled his arm on his nape while looking intently at his boyfriend.

Type: mmmh! Who is the one you love the most?

Tharn smiles at Type before answering.

Tharn: You, of course!

Type can't help but smile; by then, because he had some more questions, he tried to surpass it.

Type: Do not include me! Among your past only! Who among those three do you love the most!

Tharn: I think it's the first one! She is my first love, so I think she had an impact more than the others.

Type seemed to be taken back by Tharn's answer, but he tried to act normal.

Type: Ahh! How did she become your girlfriend! Is she pretty? Kind? (Sound a little annoyed)

Tharn: Yes, she is pretty, and she is so kind!

Type: How kind?

He became really curious about this Tharn's first girlfriend.

Tharn: She never fights me because of small things. If we fought, she would always be the one who would say sorry first because she didn't want our issue to be as big as possible. She will be quiet.

Type: Okay! Is she that beautiful? Like miss universe type of beauty?

Tharn: Not at the level, but she is pretty. Many people admire her.

Type: Is she talented too? Like her cooking! Is she good at cooking too?

Tharn: Yes! Definitely! In her cooking, I've tasted the best beef steak ever!

Type: So, is she the one that got away?

Tharn: Ahhhhh, I can't really say for sure about that!

Tharm didn't notice this, but Type's face looks so annoyed now. He didn't like everything that he heard from Tharn! He is more annoyed that Tharn looks like he like talking about his ex-girlfriend.

Type: If she came back into your life, you would choose her, right?

This time, Type removed his hold on Tharn and moved away from him a little. His annoyed voice became more apparent that Tharn finally realized it.

Tharn: Wait! Are you jealous again? What are you asking me these questions? Where did you get this!

Type: Based on what you are saying! You love her so much! I think you still love her! You look so happy thinking about her! It's so apparent, Tharn! Don't you dare deny it because your face speaks for yourself already!

Tharn: Wait! I never said that!

Type: But you are making me feel like that! She is the one you love the most.

Tharn: Wait, Type! You asked! I just answered your questions!

Type: You answered it, or you are telling me! Telling me that you still love her, and you haven't moved on from her yet!

Tharn: Type! I don't, okay! I don't love her anymore because I have you already! Why are you thinking like that! This is why I told you not to ask me this kind of question. I know you will react this way!

Type: Really? And react to what? Am I not allowed to respond anymore? Is that it?

Tharn: I'm not saying that, Type!

Type: Is that so? So who is the kindest one against us?

Tharn: You know I don't like comparing things! You two are different!

Type: See, you can't say to my face that you love her the most, and I'm just in second place after her. I should have already seen this coming! I think all of what we've been through! You and she also did all of this!

Tharn: Maybe?

Type: See! I told you! Maybe you only courted me because you saw her version of me. Oh no! You thought you saw her version, but the real thing is I'm the wrong version of her!

Tharn: God, Type! I don't know what to do with you anymore! I don't know why you are thinking like this! Okay! Tell me! Tell me what I need to do for you to believe that I don't love her anymore!

Type: I don't know! You are the guy in this relationship! You should know what to do! What I want is I should be the one you love the most! The one who stands out among all your past relationships! I should be the kindest, the prettiest, like that!

Tharn: Babe? Isn't our two years relationship not enough for me to prove that? You have never seen me with others! I haven't done anything to confirm your jealousy, nothing! Isn't that enough? It's so nonsense for you to be jealous of my exes!

Type: You said it yourself! They are your exes! You have loved them before! You met them first!

Tharn: But you are the one I love now! You are my dream! My love and my future!

Type: Is it true?

Tharn: You still not sure about that?

Type: No? Maybe?

Tharn: Babe! Always remember, they pass through my life! I'm thankful that because of them, they made me learn how to be in a relationship and how to handle it carefully, so when I finally met you! I'm already okay and ready! They pave my way to you! So please! Please don't mistrust my love for you! It's hurt, you know! I love you! Only you! Understood?

Type: Yes... It's just that...

Type couldn't seem to continue his words, he looked down, but Tharn immediately held his face and made Type face him. He smiled at Type while looking at him straight in his eyes.

Tharn: See! You are the one I want to be in my future! Only you! Sometimes, it's so tiring to always say this to you, but I will never be tired of doing so because I know that telling you every time about my feeling for you will help me make you believe me fully! I will always do that because I love you!

TO BE CONTINUED
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