I suggest reading the description and coming back here. This story will have many trigger warnings, I may add some, or I might not have some present in the story as I have decided to change the plan of the story. This will be the trigger warning for you. The triggers that will most likely be in the story is: Self Harm, suicide, death, addiction(drugs and alcohol), eating disorders, abuse, and I will add more if there ends up being more. Also, This is my original work. I do not mean for this to copy anybody, but I have not seen a story that is like this one (I am using a pretty common au but I am doing it very differently if ya know what I mean without giving away the ending). If you feel this does copy somebody please let me know, but like I said I have said, I have not personally read a fic like this one.   Also I will most likely have this in Gerard point of veiw. The only time it is not is when it specifically state other wise. Also feel free to use constriction criticism. Any hate, homophobia, transphobia, racisim, hate twords any religion or beliefs, any disrespectful things regarding politics, ect. Will be deleted and reported. any thing put in this stoey, that the character may feel ugly on themselves is not saying I ip find it unattractive, or ugly. It's it's their insecurity. There will be a lot of self hate in this story. Pls pls pls do not take it as me hating on the thing they hate on themselves that it's not the case.  It's it sss just how they veiw it on themselves not others. You are all beautiful!

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Peace out ✌