Non-Canon Chapter (don't read it iz cringy)

Yea so ya peeps know @KYNICAL, right? And if you don't then FOLLOW HIM RN AND READ HIS VODKA BOOK TO MAKE SURE U DIE LAUGHING! Anywho, he put like a chapter where Casey dreamz about talking to her demon, tho he switched it a bit and made it funny, I wanted to make a dark alternative version (it suckz) so here it iz :D

Casey: What? What's going on?

Evil Casey: Hello again Casey. 

Casey: Ugh enough already! Why do you love giving me nightmares?!

Evil Casey: To be able to finally clear out your mind and make you realize your capabilities.

Casey: What capabilities?

EC: You have powers. You have the ability to turn savage. You can become a powerful demon and destroy everything around you. Everything happens for a reason, doesn't it Casey? Then obviously this little Incomplete Development was obviously to help you. To help you rule the world. You can turn into a wild animal, take advantage of that. 

Casey: I am taking advantage of it. But for a good cause! To help the world! Not destroy it like you!

EC: Oh Casey. You and I are the same thing. You just don't want to admit your true form. Me.

Casey: I told you. You and I are not the same thing! I will NEVER be like you! 

EC: *chuckles* You are. But you just have things distracting you. For example, him.

My eyes widened in horror at the image. I couldn't bear to see it. In front of me was a picture of Jack. Only, he was dead. Blood was stained all over his shirt, cuts covering every part of him. He wasn't moving. He wasn't breathing. At all.  

Casey: What...what happened to him!?

EC: Oh don't worry. This is nothing. 

Casey: How'd he end up like this!?

EC: *cocks head* Oh do you really want to find out? Well then let's rewind a bit.

The image she showed me next was something I couldn't take in. I was there...holding a gun. My eyes there weren't my normal blue or my savage yellow. They were red. The gun...it was aiming...at Jack...

Jack: Please! Don't do this to me!

Casey: Quit it, Savage! Whining won't get you anywhere! Just shut up and we'll make this quick.

Jack: Casey, please! Why are you doing this to me?

Casey: *laughs* I enjoy seeing pain from others. I've seen them from Nick, Judy, Clawhauser, Finnick, basically everyone. Now, it's your turn.

What I saw was unbelievable. She...or rather I...pulled the trigger. It went right to his leg first, then his chest, and then his head. Blood splattered everywhere. He was dead. I killed him. I couldn't control it after that. I started crying at the horrific image. My legs felt wobbly and my stomach felt sick. I felt like I didn't just kill Jack. I killed myself. That bullet went straight to my chest. To my heart.
Suddenly, pain came straight to my body, first my leg, then my chest then my head. The exact spots I hit Jack in. I tumbled back at the shocked wave of pain as it felt like the bullets went of me instead of him. Still, I'd prefer this over what she showed.

EC: It hurts, doesn't it? It hurts whenever he's hurt.

Casey: So? What does it matter?! It just shows that I have someone to care about and someone that cares for me!

EC: No, it shows you have a distraction! You care oh so much about him that you can't bear to see him unhappy. You risk your needs and wants just for HIM. The only one you need to care about is yourself!

Casey: No I don't! I've been isolating myself for too long! I'm not going back to that stage! I've moved on and I found someone to help me.

EC: *chuckles* do you REALLY think he's gonna be there for you?

Casey: I don't think it, I know it.

EC: Oh really? Well what if something happens, something like this.

She snapped and blackness surrounded me. Soon after, it cleared. I was in a new location now. It looked like some sort of old abandoned warehouse. I heard a scream and looked in front of me. Jack...he was there...he was pointing a gun...at a kid! This isn't like Jack. He could never kill a kid. But he just did. Jack shot the kid in the head, killing him as red liquid filled the room. "D-did you just kill that kid!?", I blurted out. He turned around, as if he knew I was there. "What does it look like?", he asked. "What happened to you?!", I said as I started to back away from him. He smiled and started walking closer to me. "Change, my dear, change. That's what happened.". I kept moving back as he followed me. I tripped over and fell, I couldn't go any more. My back hit the wall and I tried scooting back as much as possible. "Seasons change, weather changes, and mammals, like me, change, too.". He knelt down next to me, having a sly grin on his face. " J-jack this isn't like you! Snap out of it, you're better than this!", I tried pleading. "Or am I? You see, sweetheart, I let my true form take over. This is who I truly am.", he said as he gently touched my chin. It felt so...weird. I normally felt this way around Jack, but this felt different. Jack would always comfort me and sometimes he'd wipe my tears away. I'd get a weird feeling, but I'd like it. It would feel so comforting and nice. This. This isn't like that. I felt terrified after he touched me. What happened to him? "No it's not! This isn't you, Jack! Where's the sweet and gentle rabbit I know and love?". "Oh come on, sweetheart, you still don't get it? I was acting. Just like the rest. I was acting towards you. Only to get more fame in the Spy Department, and now I have enough power to control these measly mammals. I'll get everything I want.", he said. That's when I noticed...his eyes. They were different. They weren't the dreamy pale blue that they usually were. They were a terrifying shade of bright red. Just like mine were in that image. That's why...I'm being fooled. By my own demon. This isn't the real Jack. It's his demon. "You're not him. You're not Jack! The real Jack would never think like this! The real Jack wouldn't dare to hurt a kid, forget about killing one! You're fake!", I yelled out. He continued his smug smile and chuckled. "That's the fake Jack. I'm the real Jack. The Jack that has enough power to control and enough guts to kill. I killed everyone. It's now your turn. Time for you to die, vixen.", he said as he aimed the gun to my head. I wasn't afraid. I didn't care if I died. I just know that this isn't the real Jack. "Go ahead. Go and try. Try to kill me. Go right ahead. I know the real Jack could never kill me! I know he would never hurt me! Go ahead and try. I'm ready.", I said. I closed my eyes, ready to feel the bullet in my head. But I didn't. Instead, I felt his paws come in contact with mine. I opened my eyes to see him hand the gun to me. "You're right. I can't possible kill you, my dear. So go ahead and kill me while you have the chance.", he said as he spread out his arms, exposing his chest to the oncoming bullet. I held the gun in my paws, shaking it wildly as I tried to control my breathing. I couldn't kill him! No matter what happens, I can never be able to kill Jack. I just can't...
"Here.", he said smiling. "Let me help you a bit.". Jack aimed the gun at his own head. Before I could stop it, he shot. He killed himself. I was speechless. I just sat there crying as I saw him completely motionless. Once again, it was my fault. I should have just kept my snout shut and I would've died in his place. He would still be alive. But now...because of me...he was dead. I sobbed uncontrollably until it all vanished and I was back with my demon. I had completely forgotten that she set this up. She knows he's my weakness. She was trying to convince me.

EC: Scary, wasn't it?

Casey: Keep trying. I know it's fake. You're just trying to get under my fur!

EC: But, honey, I AM you. I'm trying to help you. He's become a distraction.

Casey: that's what you think

EC: I don't THINK. I KNOW. In both situations, what hurt you most was when Jack died. You care about him too much. You love him too much. If you ignored him and listened to me, you can take revenge. You can make all those that made you suffer because of your differences pay.

Her words struck me like a lightning bolt. I know I'm better. But I was still wondering about one thing. Do I really love Jack? I always ignored every query feeling I'd get, but maybe I do love him. Is he really a distraction to me? No, of course not. He's the one that helped me through everything. He's not distracting me, he's helping me.

Casey: Face it! I'm not gonna listen to you anytime soon! You're lying! You're talking nonsense! It's not real, it's not real!

I covered my ears and closed my eyes. I kept screaming the words over and over again. "It's not real! IT'S NOT REAL!". It hurt a lot. I kept screaming and screaming and screaming until, "IT'S NOT REAL!". I woke up in the bottom bunk bed, the one Jack and I shared. "Casey! Are you okay!?", I heard a voice ask. Jack came down the ladder. I woke him up from my scream. I looked at him for a while after he sat next to me. I couldn't keep it in. I shoved my face into my paws and started crying. I couldn't control it. That nightmare...how could I ever think that he'd ever be evil. "Casey, w-why are you crying?", he asked. I didn't answer. I just continued to sob. I wasn't scared to let my worst state show in front of him. He knew I was emotional. He knew my nightmares always get the best of me. So ever since he came, I didn't have to cry silently. I could let my feelings out. "Hey, it's okay. Did you have a nightmare?". I nodded. He cupped his paws to my cheeks and wiped the tears away. "It's okay.", he said as he rested my head on his chest. "It was just a dream." Once again, I got that feeling. A tingly feeling in my spine. But unlike from the nightmare, I didn't feel scared. I felt comforted. His gentle voice always calmed me down. "Do you want to tell me what it was?". I hesitated at first, but then I told him. Detail by detail. The only thing I left out was the fact that I might have fallen in love. With him. He hugged me tighter as he felt my breathing become uncontrollable, and tears were starting to run once again. He tried controlling his, but I could tell that was sobbing, too. "What's wrong? Why are you crying?". He wiped his tears and smiled. "I-it's nothing. I just...I...I had the same dream.", he managed to say. "The only difference was that our roles were switched around. But it was still the same. I was talking with my demon, too.". He tried to hide his tears, but I knew him too well. He knew that I could tell he was crying. For a moment we stared at each other, before he broke the silence and said, "Just, try getting some sleep. You'll feel better.". I laid down in bed, but my eyes didn't close. He didn't leave either. "I'm scared. I don't want to have another nightmare.", I whispered as I held his paw. "Don't worry. Just remember, whatever the demon shows is always a lie. It's the exact opposite of the truth and reality. It may seem hard to remember that, but in the end, the good always wins over evil. You will win over your nightmares. I know you will.". I closed my eyes to his words. His sweet time made me dizzy and I fell asleep. I didn't feel him move or his paw leave. It was all still there.
                        ***
I woke up to find Jack still sitting on my bed. His head was on one of his paws and he was asleep. The other paw was still holding mine. I didn't want to wake him up, so I shifted him into the sleep position on my bed and watched him curl up there. It's a good thing I'm used to having to shift mammals to my bed. Constantly, my mom would always fall asleep as I rocked her when I was little. So I always had to move her into a comfortable position. I did the same to Jack and left to get some food. Nick and Judy were still asleep, so I was the only one up. The rooms were filled with silence. Absolute silence. I thought about what my demon said, and then how Jack comforted me. I smiled at the thought of him. There's one thing she was right about. I did love Jack. And no doubt, I was lucky to have someone like him in my life. Very lucky.

Author: Before righting this: oh my god this is gonna suck

After writing this: 0-0 this is probably one of my best work yet.

Okay I am in love with this chapter and I am definetly turning it into a book. This was the alternative chapter to Klone's chapter so KYNICAL hope ya liked it :D and daaaaaaaaaang 2381 words!? New record! :D

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