1-19-17
What the fuck is life. I just went to the city with some people, and that had its ups and downs but tbh that's me. I've been hyper and energetic and I fall back down and feel drained. And then I'm hype again. I think mania's rolling back around, tbh it usually starts in February. New year is usually the turning point and it's accidental. I'm not the type to wait for a new year to change shit or make plans. Life is constantly moving.

I'm so fucking tired and this weekend is gonna be so busy and I might be getting a tattoo from my friend?? I hope. It'll be a peep (obviously for lil peep) on the very top of my thigh (so it's easy to hide and of all the places i could get away with, I liked that best. Also might get a tiny alien somewhere w a different friend.

I think my cat was sad today but I gave him love ✨

Taco Bell is everything. Just so you know.

The weather is like waaay too nice for January and it's starting to feel a little like spring bc some of the snow melted in certain areas and it's green and muddy. And it rains now. But there's still snow and it's still fairly cold a good bit. But idk. I worry about the environment which is kinda stupid because it's not like I could do much to change it. But everybody's just digging its grave like it isn't shit. Yet we sit and preach about global warming and dying polar bears or whatever. But it just gets worse by the year bc overpopulation and ignorance. I don't want the world to change. I don't wanna lose what nature is like rn either.

Imma sleep. I really need it. I just missed updating on Wattpad and I haven't written a poem or anything this week really. I mean. I worked on my rap in the car but it wasn't too much. I just need time. I have so much to do like what.

Sleepy vibes

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