4-24-17
It pulls at me, and the attempts I make at covering it must seem a little weird but I'm two different people. I'm the truth and its weight and I'm cold and I'm reserved and I don't need anybody and then I'm also happy go lucky, and I'm down to make bad decisions and I crack jokes and find memes but these people swim in each other, because I see it all the same.

I fucking hate people, like just everybody, and I'm probably the worst of them.

I've gotta write a poem here in a few. I'm sleep deprived. Today was weird.

I'm running out of thoughts. Fuck.

Legit just about got fucking kidnapped today I'm not even joking this dude was creeping on us so I had to dip to my boyfriends house after an hour of this creep stalking us in a gas station we were too scared to leave and he was hitting on us but my bf said we could've kicked his ass easy. He might've been with other weirdos though but we had a bat bc my homie plays softball, so we would've had self defense if necessary. I was legit panicking and it kinda fucked me up. She cried. I didn't, because I feel like a bitch even discussing it because it's fucking over and we're not dead so fuck it.

I piss myself off sounding petty sometimes if you haven't noticed.

I've been taking some cute selfies lately like? What? Also!! Guess who's lost weight?!? This bitch! Like that was a goal I had since like in the fall I had a problem with binging, but then I'd try to starve and shit and it just didn't work because then I'd get hungry and binge and wasn't satisfied and it fucking sucked. But I didn't gain like a shit ton, just like 10-13 pounds, but now I'm back to where I want to be and I might start working out a bit again. Idk I've been walking a lot though so that probably helps.

Everybody I know listens to MGK bc I represent so hard. What a fucking life.

Well I'm gonna stare at my ceiling and attempt sleep so dueces and I love you

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