8-29-17
(You won't get to the cow part till later. Just keep reading 😂)

Your eyes feel the same, maybe a little more bloodshot. This hallway has a new streamlined routine- fresh energy. We're all just fish in the water, and I'm swimming upcurrent. You see, you know you've got me despite who labels me theirs. And you've gotta see the way I light up at that eye contact like ocean tide. Slow and steady, nothing but patience.

Changes on changes.

Really at a point im terrified to trust. Don't know if I just have bad fucking luck with women in my life or maybe I'd have better luck if I were actually more feminine but like fuck that. I fall somewhere between. Like I'm no feminist fuck that shit, and I'm not transgender but I dabble in different shit and do my thing. But yee. Bc my dudes don't really do me wrong. Or not like the women in my life have. But there's a thread I guess. Dudes are more straightforward, and don't need drama which I really fuck with. But people are far past stereotypes.

Idk I feel like this shit is so pointless bc like who fucking cares but imma just throw out useless words bc fuck it.

I had two coffees and strawberry ice cream so I can't sleep now and this is my life 😂😂

New pvris album is to fucking die for Jesus Christ

New xxxtentacion album is also good shit

Still vibing Starboy to the death of me though

Check out lil peeps new shit too 👌👌

Oddly all of these except Starboy really have a similar vibe? I love it though

Soo. I think I need Spotify premium. Bc my study hall let's us listen to music w headphones which happened last year but we were in the computer lab so we just sat at the computers and listened but now we're not so I'd have to use my phone and I don't wanna use my data on that shit bc they don't have student wifi.

My cat just walked in my room looked around and audibly sighed what the actual fuck

My Tumblr is a pretty lit place guys. Just in case you were wondering.

This is random so I can avoid the fact of my life being fucking destroyed currently 👌 I'm really not okay. And I dont say that looking for pity but I'm just gonna keep it real. Life's been difficult. And I'll figure it out one way or another.

There was a sub bus driver today and we tried to get him to stop at my house but he just ended up stopping like three times and then he'd go forward, obviously confused if we got off or not but he didn't believe that we actually did (I've noticed a lot of people don't trust me? And like there's nothing behind it besides just initial prejudice and it's bs) so we got home an hour late but anyways. This dude in the back we were sitting with, was talking to us and he's good shit. Well we get to this part of this country road and he had been talking about it a bit and he said
HEY THIS IS WHERE I HIT THAT COW!
Bus driver: *stops*
NO NOBODY GETS OFF HERE
random kid: the cow got off here

Idk why that was so good but it was funny shit

Well. Imma go chat up my babe and listen to pvris some more. Vibe hard my friends 🤘
- Randy