8-7-17
And if I could go back, to the way it felt, before these last two years, just to feel it once more. I would. Just to feel the love for you before I realized my capabilities.

Time isn't real tonight guys fuck

We almost got pulled over for speeding yesterday but nah. He was all hype on adrenaline though and as much as I want to explain it, detail it, some things you just save to your memory.

Working on another good rap. I pushed myself today and did something I'm so proud of. I've been thinking on it a lot, how I need to be pushed really hard, it's good for me creatively. Piss me off, don't let me walk away easy. When I do start producing, Imma need somebody who's not afraid to fight with me, because it'll draw out what I need. My raps aren't good if they're worthless. I write about heavy shit and that's when I do something good 👌

I'm on so much caffeine I feel tired. Like im crashing through my caffeine high. Lmao

8-8-17
We went up to our spot and listened to music all night till the sun came up and then came back to my room at 7 and fell asleep together until he had to leave.

Idk dude I'm just fucking dead and sore af

So I have this mgk fanfic I've been working on over the last year and I haven't touched it since about December or January and probably won't but it was really good so I'm considering posting all of the chapters so far bc I love what I've done, I feel like the parts of it I've written deserve a place in the world but I know I may never get around to finishing it. Soo. Lmao. We'll see.

8-10-17
Nothing to say. Ash is back in town for two and a half weeks and that makes me so happy I can't even describe it.

Idk man life's good. Life's real good. Just listening to the songs that are graves of memories for people and settings. It's weird, how it all happens.

So many people I've talked to have lost weight lmao it's cool shit 

I'm ordering school clothes and life is expensive I need a job and time goes by so fast.

Love what you do. Stand by that shit.

Instagram has been cool lmao

My hands smell like you.

- yee