2-2-17 (went through like nine different keys for that what is time)

Jesus Christ life's a shithole. Instead of going into depth on why my life has literally spiraled into an abyss of absolute shit, I'll get random. Because. You know. That's how we do around here.

I remember my obsession with oli Sykes. Ah. Good times good times. I miss that a lot. I miss fan fiction too. I have zero time or motivation and I'm even reading a really good couple of fics right now?? On the bright side I finished Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green so I've been reading a little. Side note. I walked up to the library at my (sad piece of shit) school like "anything horror/murder/creepy??" And that was all it took for her to get up a little too excitedly and say "I have the book for you" like oh god. We clicked in that moment. They only have only Stephen King book, so I had to ask for further assistance lmao. I plan to try the public library on Main Street though so I haven't lost faith yet.

Ever have to make life decisions you don't want to make so you hope by some miracle you're hit by a bus or develop terminal cancer or your grandma's selling her set of porcelain China and moving to China so by some complication, circumstance makes the decision for you instead?
Yeah. Me.

"I fux yo bitch in da clicky clank." Dylan klebold ladies and gentleman. I can't listen to hit 'em up by Tupac and hear the first lyrics the same ever again.

Hahahahahaha omg so I was standing by a couple people in front of a heater in the lobby area today and they were having some deep conversation about quitting smoking or some jack shit and here I am scrolling through my camera roll to avoid socialization. I get to my favorite meme. Like the forgotten meme of all glory. The. Fucking. Meme. So I laugh out loud and it must've been random and hysterical bc they turn to me confused, the obvious emotions from their conversation all over their faces, wondering why the hell I was fucking laughing at a time like this and I couldn't even make eye contact I just had to show them so I didn't look like a jackass. I'll find it and show you holy shit.

That took me nine years to find wow. And you wonder why I never update.

I can feel the bass vibrating my headphones I love that feeling. You get used to it quick though which is hella sad.

I've been wearing this hoodie for awhile. It's my favorite thing right now thanks Abercrombie & Fitch that I wouldn't afford if it weren't for my brothers ex girlfriend (I sound preppy let me die in hot topic k thanks bye)

I hate this fucking town though.

Well. That's all I got unless you're looking for some Kurt Cobain, tcc jokes, or teenage rage and angst.

Dueces, bros (it's a deer lodge thing)

✌️🤘✌

Randy