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() A/n

He keeps repeating those sentence over and over again until they back to the surface, when he want to teleport himself back home. Frisk hand him a letter saying he only can read it tomorrow and then she's gone, leaving confused Sans behind.
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Sans isn't the type person who will get nervous easily but that time he feels so nervous and couldn't sleep. He guessed about her letter, 'what if that is a hate latter? what if it's just her silly joke? what if...  it was love letter...??'
He shakes his head furiously to that, 'Seriously... love letter? are you dumb? no one will love you, no way in hell she is.. right?'

Sans continuously battling against himself, and even not noticing that he not get any sleep that day. Sun begin to rise, but he still afraid to open the letter that she give to him, so he decide to open it tonight and went to work. That night, he already prepare for the worst and feeling ready to open it.... but the problem is.... he can't found it anywhere.

"PAPS!! DO YOU KNOW WHERE MY LETTER!!"

Sans yell from upstairs made a taller skeleton come out from the kitchen and stare at his brother.

"OH YEA... YOUR LETTER SEEMS SO IMPORTANT TO YOU, SO I KINDA SHOVE IT TO THE REST OF YOUR LETTER IN THE MAIL BOX"
"WHAT!! OH GOD I MUST READ IT NOW"

Sans run to his mail box and open it just to see hell of white envelope everywhere, he doesn't care anymore and he brunt every letter that's not from her 'Screw this!! why i must have this many letter!!'
After searching that seems like 3 hours or something, he finally found it. The letter look like the rest of the letter but he can feels strange magic inside of it and on that letter clearly written by deep blue magic that say *For Sans*

With shaking hands he slowly open it and then a blue alphabet goes flying from the letter... forming a word and sentences for him to read, but not only that... there are her nervous voice that come out from it to guiding the word one by one.

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*Dear Sans*

Uh... you know i can't actually write a real letter for you, so i will make it with my magic instant. How i can say this.... umm
you know my life is really lonely before and then i meet you... you give me a new life, you bring a color to my day... you are really cool friend to hang around and you are my first best friend!!

But... you see... i begin to notice a growing feeling i had for you... at first i was so confused, i can feel happy and embarrassed just when i look at you and wanting to be with you more and more each day, i don't know what this feeling is bu-but now i realize that..
that..
i-i-i re-really l-love you! maybe after this you don't want be friend with me again, thats fine i understand, who want to be with someone who stuck in the sea..hehheh..heh well maybe this is last time i can see you... you can throw my letter after this... but please remember me okay... w-well... this is good bye then...

ps : i follow your advice and will try to meet human today!! I'm so excited

                                                       Your friends
                                                              Frisk
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Sans hold his tears of joy and teleport himself to the isolated beach... but he found no one, Sans still happy that in fact she really send him a love letter. Waiting a bit Sans finally decide to teleport himself to his bedroom 'maybe she sleep now, it's almost 2 in the mornings' and after that Sans sleep with smile in his face, holding the letter tightly in his chest

After that Sans keep coming and coming to the beach but... still no one there. After one month passed Sans begin to feelt worried but he still came.
two months passed Sans already have dark circles around his eyes socket and revuse to eat... Papyrus really worried but still don't ask anything for his brother sake.
Tree months passed Sans cant hold it anymore, he come again to that beach and sit down where he usually hang out with her, then he sobs

"Where are you...? i miss you..."
His sobs become more and more loud to the point now he screaming
"YOU SAID YOU LOVE ME!! WHERE ARE YOU!!? PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME I LOVE YOU TOO!!"

He cried for 5 days there, not caring about rain or beaming sun that hit him, then on the sixth day he went home... with no emotions at all. He saw Papyrus that cried for him, afraid that he missing for several days, but he can't feel anything, even to just give his bro an usual fake smile. His eyes empty but one thing... he still griping a letter in his hands.

Fourth months passed, Sans still waiting with dead eyes, he lost his white pupils and continuously lock himself in his room. All his bro and friends already beg him to come out to eat but he refuse, he know one thing that made him like this.. her sudden disappear is involved with human... and that's his fault.

Fifth months passed, now sans really in horrible state.. he never talk, never eat never sleep and never come out from his room. he blame everything on him why he must give a advice like that? why he doesn't open her letter sooner? all.... his fault.

Sixth months passed and Sans.... alredy give up. He alredy come out from his room and alredy inside Papyrus embrace in instant but.. still he feela numb and can't feel any emotions, no matter how hard his friends try... they failed to bring their old friends back, Sans still can give a wide grin, but his eyes will scream in sorrows and all his friends and bro notice this. Sans still keep her letter, never let it go like it actually his life... he will freak out when lost it just a second like when Undyne snatch it from him.

One year already passed... and Sans atill can't move on, he still cried in his sleep or will spacing out if no one watching him. The letter alredy save now because he alredy turn it to be a sea blue necklace that will let out her voice if he open it. That day once again Papyrus decide he must drag him to cheer him up to the seaword. Sans really don't like the idea to go there, because simply the word sea is remain him to much to her, but he doesn't want hurt Papyrus more than already. Sans walk... not really seeing anything, he just walk here and there for no reasons, but a green tail swinging inside one of huge aquarium shocking him... that can't be!!?