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*JUNGKOOK KA HAAL-E-DILL*
Hayyyee... Mera Jimin kitna pyara hai yaar!! I mean uski aankhein aise badi badi hui hain na abhi, jaise kissi hiran ko shikari ne pakad liya ho. Waise main bhi toh uska shikari hi hun.... HUHUHAHA...
"M-Main... W-Woh...M-Main..." Bechare ko samajh ni aara tha kya excuse banaye. Uske cheeks itne laal laal, and I swear he was trying his best just to look at my face and not my chest, but then, he couldn't control himself and embarrassingly averted his eyes somewhere else. Meko mann kr ra hai iski cheeks squeeze kr doon. Hayyyee rabba kitna cute hai. Anyways, maine apne face pe woh dead and drunk expression hi rakha and then I frowned.
"Tum yahan pe kya kr rahe ho?" I asked in a deep husky voice.
"W-Woh... M-Main... Rose! Rose t-theek hai-"
"Woh theek hai. She's sleeping. She was quite exhausted, after we made love. So... let her rest." I said casually.
Jimin looked up at me with .... hurt ? And then took a glance behind me in the room, to see Rose lying on the bed, the blanket covering her completely. He gulped and looked down, and nodded.
"T-Tum... Tum theek ho?" He asked, like a small kitten. GOOODDDD!!! KHAAA JAAUNGA MAIN ISKOOO??!! ITNA CUTE KAUN HOTA HAIII YAAAR??!!!
"Hmm" I just hummed, still frowning. He bit his lip and looked up at me. He was upset, I could clearly see it. And so so sooo vulnerable and small. He clearly wanted to say something, anything just to talk more, but he had nothing.
We held eye contact for a while but then I sighed, acting annoyed. I walked past him and suddenly he held my wrist from behind. I swear my heart skipped a beat, but I composed myself, my expressions still hard, I turned around to look at him, who was looking at me with puppy eyes.
HAAYYYEEE!!! AISE MAT DEKH PAAGAL!!! PIGHAL JAAUNGA MAIN!!
"Kahan Ja rahe ho?..." He whispered.
I just sighed again, looking towards the kitchen. "Coffee peene ka mann kr raha hai, woh banaane ja raha hun... Tu piyega?"
He bit his lip again and nodded looking down at the floor.
Fuck ! Itna submissive kyun hai aaj yeh yaar!! Mere liye mushkil hori hai!!! Kaise control kroon khudd ko!!??
He hesitantly left my wrist and followed me to the kitchen. I just started making coffee and he just stood behind me looking at my back muscles. I know he is checking me out and I smirked. I decided to turn around and smirk at him, but my decision backfired.
Shit.
He was leaning on the counter, looking at me with his hooded eyes, looking so small, so vulnerable, so scared, so cute, so adorable, so kissable, so squishable!! Mann kar ra hai isko ek box mein daalke rakhlun, sabse chupakar, sirf mere liye. He is wearing an oversized full sleeves shirt with lose trousers. The shirt is super lose on his small frame, almost revealing his collar bones.
My breath hitched but thankfully he didnt notice it. When he looked up at me, I just blinked and gulped looking down at the coffee mug in my hand.
"C-Coffee.." I stuttered, handing him the cup. He took the cup, with his long sleeved shirt, covering most of his fingers- Fuck! How can he be so-
"Thank you..." he whispered and started drinking the coffee.
I took mine and drank from it.
"Tum... tum aur Rose kaise mile?" He asked, trying to start the conversation and also a bit curious?
"Rose ko Tae pe crush tha. Usko jealous karane ke liye, she hooked up with me. But then, usko meri dick se obsession ho gayi and she asked me out. I was single at that time and so I agreed. " I answered honestly, shrugging.
Jimin's eyes widened, "Toh... You don't love her?"
I shook my head. "No.. I don't love her, I never loved her. And she doesn't love me too. Like woh mere saath sirf acche sex ke liye hai. Agar maine kissi din bola ki main asexual hun toh-"
"Tum asexual ho?!" Jimin asked shocked.
I almost jumped, but then held my heart, "Ni Ni!! I was just... main bss suppose krne ko bol ra tha.." I said and he sighed. I looked at him and then blinked, "Wait... what if I am asexual? Koi problem hai kya?"
Jimin's eyes widened again. God I love it when he does this." Huh?! Ni Ni!! Matlab... tum... tum asexual l-lagte ni ho..." He mumbled.
"Asexual lagte kaise hain?" I snickered.
He blushed furiously, scratching his neck when his eyes landed on my face, then neck and then my abs and he gulped looking away, "Nahi matlab.. tum ... t-tum ni lagte ho na..." He almost whined... FUCKING WHINED LIKE A KITTEN!
And I finally lost it.
I kept my mug harshly on the counter behind me and in a swift motion, trapped him between the counter and my body. He gasped, but didnt push me away.
"Seedha seedha bol tere deemag mein kya chal ra hai? Rose ko dekhne toh aaya ni tha tu. Toh bata kyun aaya tha?"
"M-Main... main Rose ke liye-"
I gritted my teeth and pulled him harshly by his wrist, making my way towards his room. I pushed him on the bed and locked the door.
"Jhooth bolna band kr Jimin! Why don't you fucking accept that you love me?!"
"Stop saying that-"
"You Stop Fucking Lying!!"
"I am not lying!!"
"Of course you are!! And I am done with this now!! Aaj clearly bol de ki main chala jaaun Rose ke paas!! Clearly bolde na ek baar ki kabhi na aaun tere peechhe!! For God's sake clear kr ki what the fuck is going on in that head of yours-"
"I DIDN'T LIKE IT!!" He finally shouted. Thank god jb darwaaze band hon toh aawaaz baahar ni jaati, warna sab uth jaate.
I stopped and looked at him. Streams of tears rolling down his red cheeks, "I didn't like it when you said Rose when I expected you to say Jimin!! I didn't like it when you wanted her and nobody else!! Not even me!! I didn't like it when Taehyung called you two a couple!! I didn't like it when he asked me to leave you alone with her!! I didn't like it , the way you were holding her waist so tightly!! I didn't like it, how you hid your face in the crook of her neck!! I didn't like it, when you said you made love to her !! I didn't fucking like it that it was her and NOT ME!!" Jimin shouted and sobbed like kid.
Shit yaar. I never wanted him to have a breakdown like this.
I rushed to his side and hugged him. Initially he tried to push me, crying and being stubborn, but I held him tight and finally he gave up and cried and hugged me tighter, hiding his face in the crook of my neck.
After a few minutes, his crying turned into sniffing and he pulled back, looking at me with his puffed eyes and red face. I wiped his tears, which were still silently flowing down his cheeks, shushing him like a baby.
"It's not right.... M-Meko aisa f-feel ni hona chahiye na...?" He whimpered, and my heart broke.
I kissed his forehead gently, closing my eyes. I could feel him sighing contently, while he still had his hands around my neck.
"It's right Jimin. It's right because I feel the same." I said, looking deep into his eyes. He bit his lip and choked on a sob.
"Yeh g-galat hai... meri s-shadi hone waali hai J-Jungkook-"
"Main hone ni doonga! Main sab kuch sambhaal loonga! Sab kuch !! Bass ek baar mujhe kehde that you-"
"I love you...." He whispered, looking deep into my eyes, "I love you Jungkook..."
My breath hitched and the next thing I knew, was my lips on his.
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Next Chapter is most probably smut.
Mtlb
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Agr mera mood change ni hua toh...
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YEH WAALA CHAPTER KAISA LAGA?
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