Tw:panic attack
Aizawa's P.O.V.

I unlock Hizashi's door and see Izuka slide to the ground mumbling and holding her head. I sigh and drop my now neon pink sweater that I found when looking for the emergency key to Hizashi's apartment. "Izuka can I touch you?" She nods so I grab both her hands that were starting to dig into her scalp to a point where it was bleeding. "I'm not going to hurt you Izuka. I wouldn't ever hurt you. Yeah I was a bit mad when I saw it but I would never purposefully cause you harm. I love you. Ok?" Izuka nods but it seems like she's just trying to please me instead of answering honestly. "Hizashi can you stay with her I'm gonna grab a glass of water for her from your kitchen ok?" He nods knowing my code phrase. I turn the corner and start the faucet and grab a glass filling it with water as I focus my hearing in on them. "Hey little listener you ok?" ...."y-y-y-yes I'm fine why wouldn't I be?"....." he's not here he's not listening you can tell me I promise I won't tell him ok Izuka?"....."r-r-r-really?....ok I just don't want him to know about my past......or about my disabilities...I don't want him to be disappointed and leave me too."...."what do you mean Izuka? Who left you? You know he would never judge you right?"......"I trust you so I'll tell you....my dad he thought I was faking having a q-q-quirk. He used to.....hurt me.....momma never knew I never told her....she loved him so much.....it's my fault he's gone.....he said I would be nothing but a f-f-fake w-w-worthless deku then left forever when I was 8 years old.....I always told people I meet who ask about him that he left when I was two so I don't have to talk about him....Kacchan heard the last word and thought it was an endearing nickname.....I never had the heart to tell him the truth.... it would destroy him....after he left momma noticed my stuttering and m-my flinching and when she couldn't figure out what was wrong she brought me to what she called a talking doctor they did some tests....I have adhd, a-anxiety, dep-depression, insomnia, ptsd, a-a-and i-i-impulsivity....dad found out and sent me a message....he said whoever my soulmate was would never want me once they found out.....so I've never told anyone till now." I could hear her sobbing I quickly shut off the faucet and brought the water in handing it to Hizashi. I knelt down and hugged her whispering in her ear "I love you Izuka with or without your mental disabilities. Please don't be mad at me for listening I was just worried. I will never leave you ok?" I felt her nod and I heard her sob even more. I saw her fingers raising to snap. I put my hands in hers and leaned back out of the hug. "I'm sorry your dad made you feel like that Izu but none of it was true I promise you." Her eyes widened and she kissed me shakily. She then made grabby hands at Hizashi who handed her the water. She chugged it and slowly controlled her breathing. She then looked up at us. "T-t-thank you Shouta...thank you Z-Z-Zashi." She then launched herself at Hizashi hugging him. I soon joined the hug. "Thanks Hizashi. Hey Izu do you wanna go back to my apartment now?" She shook her head and sleepily clung to Hizashi. I sighed, "do you wanna go back if we bring Hizashi?" She smirked and nodded. I apologized to Hizashi but he waved me off and pointed at the sleeping Izuka in his arms. I quietly gathered what he would need for a night at my place and he stood up with Izuka in his arms. We made it back into my apartment and layed Izuka in my bed. We walked into my kitchen when he started laughing. "Boy did they get you good even your cat plush is changed. Oh don't be so grumpy Sho....what are we going to do about her dad?" I grunted, " I know what I want to do to him...ok ok stop giving me your parental scolding look....we should tell nezu he might try to come now that her mom is dead. And there is no way I'm letting him near my Izu." I growl. Hizashi chuckles "calm down Sho he's not here right now. But yeah we should tell the staff as we are in charge of her until she moves in with you." I sigh knowing that tomorrow is going to be exhausting. "Alright let's eat then we gotta sleep. Wake us up at four am I need to get her home in time to change. You know where the air mattress is you can sleep on the floor next to us as Izu seems to want you nearby tonight." Hizashi nods and we grabs some leftovers and quickly eat and go to bed. (My tablet was taken away at this point same day as the past couple chapters at around 8 pm)

~~~~~~~~~~~~Time Skip brought to you by ptsd, anxiety, crippling depression, there us no question, you should kill me, let me be with harambee, I feel like shit every day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wake up with my face buried in Izukas hair. I sigh and reluctantly sit up to look at the time. Its 3:40 am. I groan and get up. "Izu honey wake up we gotta get you home." I feel her sit up and cling to my back. I chuckle and kiss her cheek. She scootches out of bed and goes to do her morning routine. I kick the air mattress startling Hizashi. "Heh, get up sleepyhead. We gotta get Izuka home soon. Go get ready we are leaving in 10 minutes." He sits up and deflates the air mattress. He walks out of the apartment to go get ready in his.

Izuka bounces in and kisses my cheek. "How do you have so much energy this early in the morning?" I groan. She giggles and shrugs in response. I get up and quickly get ready. Just as I finish and step out the door with Izuka Hizashi walks out his door with a cup of coffee for me. I grunt and nod at him as I take my coffee. We make our way out of the building and to Nezu's house. Izuka rushes inside to get dressed. A minute later she comes out in her uniform and with her school bag ready to go. A few minutes later Shinso comes out of the kitchen with his own coffee and we all hop into Nezu's car and head to the school.

Sorry the end of this chapter is a bit bland its hard to describe waking up and going to school in an exciting way. Anyways. See ya later guys gals and non-binary pals peace out! 1/5/2021 1:03 pm