I was tagged to give some facts (and answer some questions???) by ouikawa

These facts are going to be a lot different than normal.

I've kinda misled you guys because it made me feel safer... It was a shitty thing for me to do. So now you're getting some answers. 

5 FACTS

1) I'm an American idiot. That's right, American. No surprise there LMAO. I speak English, a little Mandarin and have started to teach myself Japanese. I took Spanish for two years but remember nothing. 

2) I'm an AFAB human that is genderfluid in the sense I shift from demigirl to nonbinary/neither to demiboy. (see this link if you don't know what AFAB means: https://transwhat.org/glossary/) 

3) I have OCD and probably have social anxiety. 

WHAT OCD IS (via the mayoclinic):

Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) features a pattern of unreasonable thoughts and fears (obsessions) that lead you to do repetitive behaviors (compulsions). These obsessions and compulsions interfere with daily activities and cause significant distress.

You may try to ignore or stop your obsessions, but that only increases your distress and anxiety. Ultimately, you feel driven to perform compulsive acts to try to ease your stress. Despite efforts to ignore or get rid of bothersome thoughts or urges, they keep coming back. This leads to more ritualistic behavior — the vicious cycle of OCD.

OCD often centers around certain themes — for example, a fear of getting contaminated by germs. To ease your contamination fears, you may compulsively wash your hands until they're sore and chapped.

If you have OCD, you may be ashamed and embarrassed about the condition, but treatment can be effective.

LEARN MORE: http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/obsessive-compulsive-disorder/home/ovc-20245947

4) I don't have a friend named Li. Li is me. Side note: I plan on making a youtube channel called LiTV. 

5) With a wig I look like Yuuri Katsuki. Without one I'm, no joke, Yuri Plisetsky. My current haircut is just like his and I can't stop laughing.

QUESTIONS

WHO'S YOUR BAE?

ughhhhh ummmm HECK I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND EVERYONE I GUESS

LOCKSCREEN + WALLPAPER?

I'm on my computer LMAO but both my lockscreen and wallpaper is reverse AU drawings by softcoachyuri on twitter

FAVORITE COLOR?

I only wear black and sometimes a very VERY dark gray (grey? Which one is the American spelling?)

WHAT DO YOU ENJOY THE MOST?

talking to friends (online & irl), writing, reading, consuming sugar, watching studio ghibli movies

IF YOU HAD A SUPERPOWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

I would have the ability to shapeshift but only into a kitten. In other words, I would be cute but not helpful in a fight.

WHAT ARE YOU FEARS?

the dark, abandonment, not being accepted in the LGBT+ community because to some people aroace people are "straight", Trump & Pence, getting murdered, spiders (they're creepy looking except for daddy-long-legs-THOSE ARE A TYPE OF SPIDER I DON'T HAVE ANY WEIRD KINKS), everyone hating me, embarrassing myself (which I do the time), speaking in front of large crowds

I might try to write this week even though on a break

just maybe, though

I'm tired and my OCD has been punching me in the face

I love you all

k bye