you did this to me.

how I see each potential lover
as a threat to my existence

is because you did this to me.

how I see all languages of love
as verbal abuse

is because you did this to me.

how I stop myself
from trying to love someone
who's trying to love me

you did this to me.

you did this to me.

when you did me.

and you didn't mean
to love me.