Incoming call : David

I push on the decline button and put down my phone. I don't know why, but things have changed between us. there's a different vibe between us. and something in me tells me that i'm with him just to be with someone, to have someone who loves me. We have a lot of arguments. but neither of us wants to break up, or to end up like last time, so we make it up right away.

It's empty in our house, David is out for a business meeting, in Los Angeles, while I am alone. David is out a lot, and the bad thing is..I don't miss him..And yes, I am thinking about ending things with him, but you know, we have history..
also there's a chance that he's cheating. he doesn't tell me anything about his trips. only he tells me that it was 'interesting' with a huge smirk playing on his lips. and again, I don't care.
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I close the door of my car and make my way inside. I greet Ellen, and some other colleagues on my way to my office. It's only 8AM but I'm full of energy.
I have two clients before the break, and two after. then I have a lunch break, and after that I have the last one.
As I made everything ready for my first session with 354; Abraham Ernast.
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I take a sip of my tea, while I look at the big white clock. one session left, before lunch break, and gosh what am I hungry.
I decide to go to the room of my next client already, just to pick him up.
I knock on the door, and I hear someone walking towards it. The door opens, and a half naked Shawn Mendes is in front of me. he greets me while he's putting on his white shirt. "Sorry, I wasn't resdy yet, but now I am" he says with a little grin.
"Hello Shawn, are you ready for today's session?" I ask, and he nods.
"I am, but are you?" I slowly bite my lip, what happened to the shy Shawn, who didn't talk at all.
We are walking towards my office, and now I got a chance to look at him. he's walking in front of me so he wouldn't notice. he wears grey sweatpants, and it fits him amazingly good, also his white tee makes his back muscles visible. I can't think of any reason why anyone would want to hurt him.
We make it to my office, and I unlock the door. Shawn takes his place on the white couch, and I sit down on the chair next to him.
I start with the regular questions, but I feel the tense between us. i don't know if it's a good one, or a bad one, but it definitely makes me uncomfortable.

"Why can't we ever talk about you" he suddently says. my eyes slightly widen at this sudden comment. "Because you are here as a client, and I am trying to make you feel better" I say, with my pen tapping on the notebook.

"there are more ways to make me feel better"
he murmers
"Okay, we can do this" I say, not responding to his last sentence "We can turn around the roles for one session, you ask me questions and I answer" a wider smirk appears on his face as he nods enthusiastically.
I stand up and sit down on the couch, next to him. "You can sit in my chair" I say but he shakes his head. "I want to hear everything clearly" his eyes are locked with mine. all his weird comments
make me feel awkward.
"What is your full name, mrs. Brooks" he says serious with a humorous undertone.
"Eve Skylynn Brooks" I say. my first name is Eve Skylynn but I want people to call me eve, because it's way too long to say every time. "That's beautiful, Eve Skylynn" "call me Eve please, I don't like my full first name" he simply nods. "I'll just call you Skylynn" he says stubborn. I roll my eyes. "how are you feeling today" "hungry" I joke. a small chuckle leaves his mouth, but his eyes are still telling me he's curious.
"I'm tired" I decide to open up to him. not fully but then he understands that it's nice for the person who asks things that the client is being honest.
"Why are you feeling Tired skylynn, did you sleep well?" I look away, not knowing if I shoulf tell him about David.

"Look at me" his big hand is now laying on my cheeck, and he gently pushes my head to the other side, to make sure I'm looking at him.
I can tell he's nervous too, his hands are shaking. "Tell me, why are you feeling like that?" I close my eyes to make sure no tears leave my eyes. "I don't sleep at nights. I can't. David is seeing someome else, I'm ninety percent sure, and i don't know what to do"
I can lose my job for telling this information. but for some reason I don't care.
I open my eyes, and a tear leaves my left eye. Shawn's eyes are filled with compassion.

"I think he's just dumb as fuck. How could he ever leave you, for someone else. it's not like he's going to find any better" my heart melts by his statement. "you are beautiful, kind, sweet and everything else a boy wishes for. If I was him I would never let you go."
His face is now dangerously close to mine. my eyes scan his face. his eyes, his nose and then his beautiful lips. I look at his eyes, and I can tell, he is also concentrated on my
lips.
His large hands cup my cheeks. I feel him coming closer, I can feel his warm breath on my lips. I look Shawn in the eyes, and he looks at mine. but when our lips almost touch I hear a loud noise. I open my eyes, and sit straight up.
7:00 AM.

this was all a dream.

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sorry for how slow I am. I'm sick home, so I'm going to write a few chapters xx

btw smut is on his way ;)

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