He places his lips on mine and it fits them perfectly. He takes over me and everything i do, he matches. I move my hand to this chest, and in response, he wraps his arm around my waist.

And then it hits me.

I pull away, not wanting to look in his eyes.

"What's wrong?", he asks, putting his finger under my chin, making me look into his eyes. Concern is written all over his face.

"I- we cant do this, shawn", i say quietly, looking at the ground.

"Why?", he asks, "because I'm just some messed up broken boy and you're my psychologist?"

I look up immediately.

"Shawn.." I whisper, not really sure what to say. "..I think it's better for you to leave" the words leave my word slowly and quietly. Not even sure if I want him to go.  "but Ev.." he tries, but a way more powerful sentence leaves my mouth. "..I said" I take a deep breath "I think it's better for you to leave" 

he turns around, and makes his way to the door. I slowly take my lip between my teeth. I know I liked it, but I also know it's not acceptable.

I'm supposed to make him ready to go home again, not messing him up more. He walks out, without one single look behind him. he doesn't even bother to close the door.

Good job Eve, you fucked another thing up!

I sit down on my couch and go with my hand through my hair.

I have to admit, it's been a long time since I had a feeling like this. I know i'm a sucker for muscles and he has a lot of them, and he's very attractive, but this, this is different.

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"Mrs. Brooks, can I talk to you in my office" I hear mr. Gilinsky's voice in the intercom.

I close my laptop, en make my way to Mr. Gilinsky's office. It's been 5 days since I had the little accident with shawn. and it didn't get any better.

He has been avoiding me the entire time. he didn't come to our sessions. I heard from others that he has been hiding in his room.

I knock on mr. Gilinsky's door, and I year a 'come in' from his room.
I sit down in the black leather chair and ask him why I had to come to his Officice

"Well..Mrs. Brooks, I heard from some doctors and clients" I feel that my heart starts to race. did they find out?!? i hope the fuck not "that you are doing a great job"

I sigh in relieve. "Thank you, sir" I smile, but dont recieve a smile back.
"but I did get a request from your client, Mendes. to move him to another psychologist"
I furrow my eyebrows and act like i have no clue why that is.

"he gave up the reason that he waa 'distracted too much"
I can imagine that he isn't focused on our session while his tongue is in my mouth.
"Oh well, that's weird" i say with a confused look on my
face.
"I can't give him an other psychologist, because then all schedules are messed up. but I can give you some advice"
I nod in agreement.
"Because you are new here, clients are trying to find out where your limits are. so they can do a lot to get out of here. Also because you aren't exactly an unattractive person, they can try to flirt.."
I feel my cheeks redden by not exactly an unattractive person

"and that can cause troubles. just come to me. and i'll help you fixing it" He now smiles, and I nod.

Maybe Shawn kissed me with another reason..

IM SO SO SO (x100000000) SORRY. I'VE BEEN SO BUSY WITH EXAMS. SO I JUST WROTE THIS VERY BAD AND QUICKLY.
i have an idea, but i can write it in a couple chapters. so
i have to fill up some with bullshit. BUT ILL MAKE SOMETHING NICE AND maybe..smutty UP FOR
Y'ALL

ily all. and thanks for waiting for the next chapter!

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