I look at myself in the mirror and sigh, I start to look more and more tired every day. Not that this job makes me this exhausted, but everything around it. oh also, you went to the mc donalds with one of your clients at 2 am. I'm going to get in so much trouble if someone finds out..

I spit out the toothpaste, and put the toothbrush in my toilet bag. I tie my hair in a ponytail, and put on some deodorant. I have a busy day, it's Friday, so that means I have a session with Scotty, Susie, Archibald and Shawn. I also decided to go 'home' later today, in my lunch break. I have to wash my clothes, and I can't ignore David forever. I mean, I loved him for a long time.

Also, I can't concentrate in sessions, I keep thinking of other stuff. I make my way tback to the office, and wait for my first client.

-

I flip over the page of my notebook,and write the last name of today down. Shawn Mendes. for some kind of way I'm so tired. I hear knocks on my door, and I open my door. I look at shawn, who is not showing any emotion.

his tall figure walks to the couch, ands sits down. "Hey Shawn" I say sweet, but as he looks at me with a dead gaze my smile disappears. "how are you feeling today?" I ask as I sit down next to him. "fine" he mumbles.

It's annoying how fast his mood changes. last night he was super sweet, and it was easy to talk to him. while he's the opposite right now. "Why do you look so sad?" I ask with a worried tone in my voice. he just shakes his head, and I groan quietly.

"Shawn? what's up with you?" I ask "yesterday you were the boy I love to see, you seemed happy, and now you don't say anything?" I mumble looking at shawns expression. he doesn't respond, but our eyes are locked. "I just thought..." he starts, but he doesn't finish his sentence.

I place my hand on his muscular upper arm "you can tell me" I tell him to make him feel more comfortable.  "thought I didn't need love to be complete"

his words confuse me. what do I have to say.

"you don't" I say squeezing his upper arm slowly. "you don't need anyone to be yourself" I say, looking at my notebook.

"How are you" Shawn suddenly asks. wait a second, did Shawn just ask something? yes he did

"I'm fine" I mumble, knowing that I'm lying right in his face. "you didn't accept that I was feeling just fine, but you do say it yourself" wow, he just roasted you. I look at his expression, and notice a wide smirk. a smile forms on my face "dang, that's the boy I want to see every day"

I look at my watch, and notice this hour is over. "It's time, isn't it?" Shawn asks and I nod. He walks out of the office without saying anything. well okay.

-

I take a deep breath as I open the door of my...well our house. nothing changed.

"Eve?" I hear a familiar voice, and I can't keep myself from smiling. god I missed that voice. I hear David rushing down the stairs. and when he's finally in front of me, he grabs my hand.

"fuck, I missed you" he sighs and I nod. "we have to talk" I simple say, as I drop my bags next to the door.

He sits down on the couch and pats on the empty spot next to him, as a gesture to make me sit down next to him.

lets do it.

-

hi,

i'm so so so sorry, but I just didn't know what to write, well I Know what I want to happen, but as I say after every chapter, I don't want to rush things.

this is a boring update, but I promise there will be a better one soon ♥

I needed some time for myself, and I think i'm ready to write again (:

I love you guys x

- Pleun

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