Sorry guys, the Internet was down for 12 hours so that's why I couldn't update as I promised.

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But to her surprise, it was someone she would least expect to see again.

"The fuck do you want?" She scoffed while crossing her arms.

Seeing the person who ruined Jungkook's whole future and life, causing him to be tortured and now dying, I was really trying to hold in my anger as I looked at her face.

"Calm down Mia, I mean no harm."

"Is that so? Well you're definitely not here to tell me you miss me so what on earth could there be any reason?" She asked.

"Trust me, I never wanted to see you again too, but there has been something I've been meaning to ask.." I looked down.

"I don't want to listen!" She put her hands on the table and stood up, ready to leave.

But I quickly stood up too and put my hands out, showing her to stop what she was doing. "Please! Just listen to me! I really need to ask! Just know what I'm asking at least?"

"Fine, get it over with already!"

"It's about Jungkook.. I know he's alive."

She bit her lip and looked away, thinking how I would know that. "He must be. But I don't really care about him anymore. Messing with him is boring now to be honest. Plus I can't do anything to him now even if I wanted to! So there's no point in attempting to sue me or something." She gritted her teeth in frustration.

"Daddy won't let you own minions anymore?"

She scoffed once more in disgust.

"Listen, Jungkook is dying from all those drugs you injected him with, he's been through so much pain, he's even coughing up blood now. " I was trying to hold my tears, and show I was still brave even though I was shattered on the inside.

So I continued. "He has a month to live, A-And I was wondering if you still have those medicine you ordered to give him? To keep him alive? P-Please!"

Mia froze for a few seconds, but then the expression on her face changed as she burst out laughing as if she heard the funniest joke in her whole life. "Oh poor poor (Y/N), that jerk is finally dying? And in a month? I have something to look forward to!"

I slammed my hands on the table and moved my head closer to her, "THIS ISN'T SOMETHING TO LAUGH AT! THE CAUSE OF ALL OF THIS IS BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOUR CHILDISH ACTIONS! JUNGKOOK NEVER DONE ANYTHING SO HARSH TO EXPERIENCE ALL OF THIS!" I shouted as I finally couldn't hold in my anger anymore.

I breathed in and out, realizing shouting at her won't help this situation.

"Just please tell me.. I beg of you! I'll give you anything you need! If.. If you want money then I'll give you all! Name the price, please!" I begged.

Without hesitation, Mia spoke up. "Money was never a problem for me. And even if I did tell you, the pills won't do anything since it's too late. His body is destroyed! The only thing I want in this world is for him to finally disappear forever, and knowing he finally will be gone makes it a reason to happily wake up in the morning!" She giggled.

I gritted my teeth, hearing everything that I heard disgusted me to the core. She wasn't sane at all, and she deserved to be here because she needed proper help.

Oh how I wished I could burn that foul mouth of hers to dust.

Knowing she was no use and that one chance for Jungkook somehow having a longer life span disappeared, I left the place, finally making a decision to never in my whole life visit that place again.

As I opened the door to my house in frustration and slammed it shut, I startled Jungkook. "What happened?!" He asked. I ignored him while I stomped my way inside and broke into tears.

"(Y/N), please tell me! Who made you upset?" He said as he ran up to me, grabbed my arms and looked closely to me.

"I HATE HER SO MUCH!
SHE ISN'T EVEN HUMAN!
SHE HAS NO FEELINGS WHATSOEVER!" I screamed.

"Who? What is going on!"

"That bitch Mia!" I cried.

Jungkook raised an eyebrow, thinking why I would suddenly throw a tantrum about her, but then he realized what was going on. "You.. You visited her? Why would you visit her! Are you asking for a death wish?!"

"For you! I wanted to asked her for those medicine you took! I just want you to be here longer! That's all I ask for! B-But she didn't care no more.. she's heartless Jungkook, she isn't a human.." I sobbed on Jungkook chest and he hugged me for comfort.

"I know she is, but please don't be involved with her! Anything could happen to you, and the last thing I want right now is for you to experience something worse than what happened to me" he said worryingly.

"Why does the world have to be so cruel? You don't deserve this! You deserve happiness and peace!" I sobbed.

"But (Y/N) you are my happiness and peace! And.. there's something I've been meaning to say, I apologize for being selfish, I've been selfish the day I decided to come back here with you. And now it seems to look as if I've taken an advantage of yo-" but I cut off what he was going to say. "I couldn't have asked for more, it was my wish for you to come back alright? This isn't your fault at all. Everyone who's innocent deserves happiness, and you deserve the world. If only I can give you it.." I said, feeling somehow better that I was in his arms. But upset knowing it won't last forever.

"Jungkook.. I miss you so much.." I cried.

"B-But I'm right here!"

"It feels as if you're out reach! Like I can't bring you back anymore, how do I fix this? Please tell me!"

"Oh (Y/N) I would do anything in the world to live with you forever.. but it seems like the universe has something else planned.. you know that I love you right?" He softly said to me.

"But I will always love you more.. Forever"

-

Days were passing, I made every moment count, not letting any of our precious time go to waste. Jungkook had the courage to visit his father and confess what was going on. He didn't take it good at all after finding out his son will be no longer with him again. But he did everything he could to make Jungkook visit the doctor.

The doctor gave Jungkook pain killers to make him feel at ease. But unfortunately he couldn't help him live longer.

Jungkook had a favour to visit Taehyung and Jimin one last time and tell them the news. Taehyung couldn't take it at all and burst out crying and so did Jimin. Taehyung wished to be beside him on his last days but unfortunately that couldn't happen.

Jungkook was mostly fine the first two weeks, still spitting out blood and having pain but nothing he couldn't handle because he was used to it. We spent our days together going to the movies, having dinner and visiting places like a normal couple would.

But Jungkook gradually started to get worse. The third week he could barely walk after he woke up to sudden pain and this time threw up continuously. He eventually had to move around on a wheelchair.

But in the last week,
he couldn't move at all.

He could only talk. Jungkook wanted to spend his final moments in his own room where his father lived. But he still had to have a IV drip and a heart meter, along with a nurse just in case anything would happen. Some nights I spent with him, with my arms wrapped around him and my ear on his chest so I could hear every breath he took, afraid it would stop.

Authors POV

Jungkook had to watch her cry every single day, he didn't like the way she was a mess, and knowing she would be in even worse pain when he's gone shattered his heart.

"What can I do to see you smile again?" Jungkook asked as he took his oxygen mask off.

She forced herself to make a big smile in front of him. If that would somehow brighten him up, then she didn't mind.

Jungkook let out a painful laugh to show her he was amused, when in the inside he knew she just wanted to make him happy.

"(Y/N).. we need to talk serious now.." He didn't want to even mention what he was about to say but it was for her best.

"What is it Jungkook? What do we need to talk about?"

"Your future, The future I want you to have. Where you'll be with someone else-"

She rolled her eyes, (Y/N) didn't want to even think about her future and loving someone else. It was something she knew will never happen.

"-oh come on! We need to at least talk it through, Even though I wouldn't like to see you catching your eye on someone else.. but I'm talking about your future without me, and Baby, I know life will be complete once you find a man, settle in with him and get married. Maybe even have kids.." He smiled.

"But you are my life! And I can't think about someone else, I can't love someone as much as I love you! I already tried to forget about you but it didn't seem to work, Don't you get that?"

"Alright fine, I won't argue no more. But will you keep your promise to at least try? Darling that's all I want."

"I promise I'll try.."
Jungkook reached out with all his energy to used his thumbs to wipe the tears running down her cheeks. But as he did so, he let out a yelp and put his hand on his stomach. "AH!" He groaned.

She quickly held his hand tightly and moved closer to him, looking below at Jungkook as he was lying down on the bed.

"What's the matter? Is he having pain again?" Jungkook's father shouted as he opened the door and barged inside.

"No, I'm quite f-fine now, it will go away. Really! D-Don't worry a-about m-" but he stopped mid-sentence as he screamed in pain.

I could hear his heartbeat increasing as the heart monitor made a beeping sound every time his heart was beating.

"NURSE! NURSE!" The father shouted across the hall.

The nurse came running inside, she quickly put the oxygen mask on Jungkook.

"Call Nine one one!" The nurse shouted at (Y/N). She obeyed and quickly took out her phone, after dialing it and explaining what's happening, she threw her phone across the room and ran to Jungkook.

"ITS GOING TO BE OKAY! OH PLEASE DON'T DIE ON ME! JUNGKOOK!" She screamed while caressing his hair quickly and placing one hand on his hands.

Finally, the blood pressure started to decrease as Jungkook stopped screaming.

"Baby, is the pain gone yet? At least a little?" She asked him worryingly.

Jungkook heavily breathed while nodding.

"You scared me, son!" His father said to him.

"Stay with me now! The doctors will be here Alright? To take away the pain alright?" (Y/N) said as her voice started cracking.

But Jungkook knew it was finally the end.
Finally time to say goodbye.

He was happy to spend his last months with her. It was some sort of satisfaction for him. And also spending his last days in his room with his father by his side and also his lover.

He slowly moved his head to look at his father one last time as a tear rolled down his cheek.

"Papa..." Jungkook warmly smiles.
"... thank you"

Both his father and (Y/N) knew he was about to leave.. and that it was his final moment alive.

(Y/N) cried out loud because it was at this time she had to cherish every moment, every detail. She wanted the world and time to freeze at this moment before anything could happen.

Jungkook turns his head towards her this time. "(Y/N)~" he groaned.

And with all the last remaining energy ever left in his body, he spoke his last words.

"I love you so much.."

"Oh my Jungkook.. I love you too! I love you!" She raised her voice, trying to make him listen before he was gone.

He did listen, to every word. And after being happy hearing the response, he slowly began to shut his eyes.

His heartbeat was now the slowest.

"What a wonderful moment.. I can Rest In Peace now.." He said to himself before finally leaving.

-

Jungkook immediately shot his eyes open from hearing the sound of something loud ringing his ears.

He quickly got up from his bed and looked around. "Shit.. " he heard someone curse to themselves.

Jungkook looked down to find a needle inside his hand, but it wasn't strange to him because he had one before he.. wait. Why is he suddenly awake?
He looked to his side to find a nurse picking up a plastic cup which spilled water, that must have been the reason for the loud noise.

The nurse passed her eyes around the room and to her surprise, she saw a certain man wide awake.

"Oh my god.. You're finally awake!" She happily says while standing up.

Jungkook knew who she was, he felt his insides brighten up just by looking at her face. But he was confused as to where he was right now, hospital room perhaps?

"(Y/N), it's so good to see you!" He says with a big grin.

"Uh yeah Jungkook, I'm happy to see you finally awake too!" She said.

Jungkook raised his eyebrow while looking at her from top to bottom. "But why those clothes?" He asks.

"Huh?" She looks down at her outfit, "oh come on they're not that bad!" She scoffed.

Jungkook shook it off and got up from his bed, walking towards her.

"I.. I don't know what is going on right now but.. I feel so happy seeing you again, am I in heaven?" He looks at her as if he has seen an angel and hugs her.

"S-Since when did you start flirting?" She asks him in surprise. Jungkook finally let go of the hug and grabbed both of her hands gently while gazing into his lovers eyes that he found so attractive.

"Oh how I so much want to kiss you right now.. I want to taste those lips so badly.." He slowly moves his face towards her and was ready till she moved her head back and raised an eyebrow. "H-Hey! What do you think you're doing? Wow, I never knew you were those type of guys who flirted with every girl they saw, disgusting!"

She pulled her hands off of his and was about to leave till he grabbed her wrist and raised it high.

His eyes started to twitch as he saw something causing his heart to break. No.. it couldn't be real? It was a diamond ring on her finger.

"Jungkook let go. Please! Before I have to call someone.. "

Suddenly, the door opened to reveal a man just the same age as Jungkook, he also had a uniform on.

"Sweetheart, are you almost done with the patient here? Let's have lunch together after we- oh! You're awake!" The man grinned as he saw Jungkook.

"S-Sweetheart?" Jungkook repeats bitterly.

But then he realized another word which he never wanted to hear again. "Patient? I'm not a patient!" He informed them both.

"Oh Jungkook, You are!" (Y/N) points out.

"No! Don't tell me this is an asylum? Why did you put me here? Why on earth would you bring me back? And what about Mia! Or uh.. what's her name as a nurse here? Ah! Areum! She will drug me again! Oh god please I can't be here!"

"I didn't put you here Jungkook, your mother and father did! They visited you yesterday by the way but you were in a coma so you didn't know. And who's this Mia or Areum, A nurse who's drugging you? Jungkook there isn't any patient or nurse that goes by that name!" (Y/N) said to Jungkook.

He was confused, why was the one who he loved acting so strangely, and why was she a nurse? Why was she married? Why was he here again? So many questions filled his head. It didn't make any sense.

"B-But what about Suho? He will torture me again.. please don't let him bring me to the blank room!"

The man standing next to the door started to laugh. "What's so funny about this?" Jungkook asks angrily that none of them were worrying.

"There isn't anyone I know of named Suho, and torturing you? This isn't those horror asylum movies you might have watched! Everything is perfectly safe here Jungkook, you won't be at harm! The only person that can harm you is yourself!"

Jungkook looked at (Y/N) again and pointed his index finger at her. "You said you loved me! You were the one who offered me to live at your home and have a normal life after everything that happened between my ex, how she was the one who put me here, how I got tortured in that abandoned building!"

She froze for a few seconds looking at him. But then rolled her eyes and looked at the guy. "And theres his new story!" She sighed.

"Ah! This story is strange, but you know what my favourite one of his stories are? The one where Jungkook said he was a worldwide criminal assassin who lived in North Korea!" The guy burst out laughing.

(Y/N) chuckled, "My favourite story he told was where he was from a Kpop boy group! What was the name again? Hmm.. AHA! BTS! And how they became famous worldwide!" She started to laugh with him.

"STOP IT, JUST STOP!" Jungkook screamed.

"STOP WITH THIS BULLSHIT AND GET ME OUT OF HERE!"

(Y/N) quickly passed the guy and walked outside from the room. Jungkook clenched his fists and was about to charge at the guy before he moved himself out and shut the door, locking it nice and tight.

"Wha-What are you doing?" Jungkook asks him as he looked through the tiny window.

"Sorry man, I'll come back and give you some pills for you to calm a bit down ight?" He walks away, leaving Jungkook alone.

Jungkook banged on the door and screamed really loud. "LET ME OUT! (Y/N) CAN YOU HEAR ME?
I SAID LET ME OUT!
YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME!
YOU SAID IT! DON'T LIE TO ME LIKE THIS! LET ME OUT!"

He banged as hard as he could as if the door would finally open but it didn't. He screamed his lungs out to be set free..

...over,

And over...

And over again.

But there was no one to set him free.

Was it fake love the whole time?

Or perhaps was he insane enough to imagine everything?

THE END.

PHEW, It took me one and half year to finish this whole fic! I remember writing this fanfic since I had only 2k on my instagram acc with only a few viewers on my wattpad. And after I started to grow, so much more people began to read this!

I sucked at writing at first. But I feel like I've gotten better. Not professionally but better than before. Also thanks to Mel, Alexis and tee for helping me think of the ending :)

I can finally write my Jimin ghoul fanfic 'trauma' YAY!

I feel sad this fanfic came to an end... Sorry for the last part. Y'all must be triggered af LMFAOOOOOOO # notsorry

K bye.
From: The biggest bitchass author, Laiz.