He kissed my ear lobe and I closed my eyes.

Arey Nandani Harsh bhaiya abhi tak gaye nhi honge.

He was about to dive his face in my neck when I pushed him and ran towards the door.

"NANDANI! " He yelled in irritation behind me.

Par inhone jo abhi kia iske baad mein harsh bhaiya k samne kese jaongi?
Aiyoo Aiyappa kis gunah ki saza de rahe ho !

Sab kuch inki wajah se !

I turned towards him angrily.

"What ? Jao na apne bhaiya k paas !" He smirked and I scowled at him.

"Insaan mein kuch ho k na ho , sharam honi chahiye !" I huffed and scrutinised my eyes angrily at him.

He laughed.

"Oh Really ! Huhhh sharam ki baat bhi kon kar raha hai jisne abhi baaton baaton mein meri shirt utar di !" He gibed at me and crossed his arms against his chest innocently.

Khud itni zor zor se chummi karte hain tou kuch nhi . Huhhh !

"Dekhiye !" I gritted my teeth angrily and he turned his back towards me.

"Nandani mughe sharam aa rahi hai yaar! Tum mughe aesi nazron se mat dekho!" He spoke shyly but I know he must be smirking.

Ullu samagh k rakha hai kia ! Abhi btati hn !

I walked towards him angrily with a determination to rain him with punches but his back again caught my attention.

Ye kese hua inhe ? Kuch btate bhi tou nahi hain!

I held the hem of his vest and pulled it a little upward.

"Kia kar rahi ho. Main aesa wesa larka nhi hn!" He murmured while blushing which was fake I know.

"Ssssshh! " I whispered while pulling his vest more.

He sighed deeply as he heard my sobs again.

I pulled his vest more and he stretched his arms up,allowing me to take it off.

I left  his vest and he took it off only.

I caressed his wounds and he hissed slightly.

"Does it pain alot ?" I asked while tracing his carmine burns.

"No ! It doesn't !" He spoke while turning towards me.

I know he was lying.

I stepped back as he raised his palms to wipe my tears.

"Nandani! It is not paining ! I swear Meri jaan !"He tried to come towards me but I shook my head terrifically.

"Aap jhoot bol rahe hain,mughe maaloom hai. Ye jese bhi hua hai meri wajah se hi hua hai. Aaj bhi jo blast hua ye bhi meri wajah se hi hua.Mughe wapis ana hi nhi chahiye tha."I cried while moving back.

"Done or wanna speak more ?"He forcefully grabbed my waist and wiped my tears.

"I should have died !" I cried more while hiding my face behind my palms.

"Meri jaan!" He removed my palms and again wiped my tears.

Why does he love me so much ?

"Now listen !
Nothing has happened because of you.It was written in my destiny only.

Tumhare sadqe to meri jaan bhi qurbaan hai!"
   His voice was so amorous that my heart pained with passion.

"Ye sab meri wajah se nhi hua?" I asked slowly.

"No! Nothing has happened because of you!"He answered calmly and smiled.

"Is..Hassan.... behind this all fuss ?" I stuttered but eventually made it out.

As soon as these words left my mouth,his face omitted all colour.

"No !" He answered while blinking his lashes up and down continuously

Again ! Again he is lying !

"Then swear upon me !" I almost choked on my words.

"Nandani tum bhi na !" He chuckled miserably and left my waist.

I looked at him with teary eye and he turned his back towards me again.

Nhi bta rahe lekin mughe pta hai ye sab meri hi wajah se hua hai !

"Theek hai jis din aap mughse baatein chupana chor denge tab hi main wapis aaongi! " I uttered  angrily and walked towards the door.

"Where are you going ?" He asked while pulling me back from my one elbow.

"None of your concern!" I answered while looking away from him and struggled to get out from his grip.

"Oh Really ? Listen you aren't going anywhere!" His voice turned a little loud and he held my second elbow too,turning me towards him completely.

"And why do you think I'll listen to you?" Even I raised my voice and pushed his chest hard.

"Tum kahin nhi ja rahi , Maine bol dia baat khatam. " He declared and left my elbows.

"I am going ! Aur main apki baat tab manugi jab aap mughse jhoot bolna band kar denge!" I turned towards the door when I heard his voice laced with smirk.

"Fine! Jao lekin phir tum mughe khud bulaogi! "

"Kabhi nhi !" I answered and fisted my palms to control my anger.

"Challenge accepted !" He chuckled lightly and that made my determination a little weak.

I turned and scowled at him.

"I HATE YOU !"  I shouted while cupping his neck tightly.

"I LOVE YOU TOO !" He grinned and bent his neck more down towards my lips.

"I . HATE .YOU !" I clenched my teeth tightly and left his neck because his breaths were tingling my lips with hot sensations.

He winked at me and I felt red gas emitting my ears.

"Chachi k paas ja rahi ho?kyon k jo tumne thori der pehle mere sath kia,uske baad tum apne pyaare Harsh Bhaiya k paas kese jaogi?" He spoke while laughing whilst I was busy opening the lock of the door.

Jab chachi k ghar jaongi na tou khud hi ayenge mughe manane aur sab sach bhi bta denge !

I turned and threw an angry glare at him.

He stopped laughing and pointed his finger towards the door.

"Shall I help ?" Sometimes I feel to rip off his lips.Like why do they always have to embellish the smirk only.

Lekin ye baghair honton k kese lagte ?

Aur baghair honton k tou chummi bhi nhi hoti !

Argggh Nandani what the hell are you thinking !

Inke sath reh reh kar mera fuse hi ur gaya hai!

"Wait I'll help ! " His voice broke my chain of thoughts.

He was about to step forward when my eyes stopped his movement.

I glared at him angrily and spoke while pressing my jaws tight.

"Main khud kar sakti hn.Apni madad apne paas hi rakhiye"

"Ohk ! As you wish !" He shrugged his shoulders and pushed his palms in his pocket.

Atleast he should wear his vest ! Damn why is he so mouth ravishing !

Buri baat Nandani ! Ache bache aesi baatein nhi karte !

I cleared my mind from his thoughts and tried to pull the door lock down but it was rooted to its place only.

I turned my head  towards him and he raised his eyebrows.

"Tum chaho to main help kar sakta hn !" He pointed towards the door while smirking.

I pursed my lips tightly and turned again towards the door to open the lock.

Suddenly i felt his deep breaths behind me.

He pressed his bare chest on my back and I shuddered.

"Your attitude won't work infront of me!" He whispered and roamed his tongue on the outline of my ear.

I held the lock more tight as I felt his fingers lazily coming up thoroughly caressing my bare arms.

He pressed his chest more and I pressed my chest more into the door.

I closed my eyes drowning in the passion when I heard the clicking sound.

His touch vanished but I was still standing there with closed eyes.

"Hello !" My hubby tapped my shoulder from behind and my trance broke.

"You can leave!Darwaza khul chuka hai!" He uttered sarcastically and I closed my eyes being flushed.

I pulled my arm down which was still resting there,up on the lock.

Khadoos! Aaj kahin ek do laga na doon main inhe !

Without turning back I opened the door and left the room when I heard his voice.

"Wait Nandani.Im coming !"

Koi nhi main inke sath tou bilkul nhi jaongi!Itna satate hain mughe !

Before I could raise another step I heard his fast steps behind me.

Lou ye tou aa gaye! Bhaag Nandani Bhaag !

I ran with my full speed towards the main door.

"GOD ! NANDANI ! YOU WILL MAKE ME CRAZY!"  He shouted behind me.

Ek pagal aur kitna pagal hosakta hai!

I murmured and chuckled which made my pace a little slow.

Very bad Nandani ! He is your hubby !
My subconscious scolded and I resented.

I stopped to open the main door. I opened it but couldn't escape  because my touch with the ground got diminished.

"Ek pagal aur kitna pagal hosakta hai! Yhi kaha na tumne ?" He spoke angrily while holding me more tight in his arms.

Aiyoo ! Main ne itne zor se bola ?

"Yes !" He spoke while clenching his jaw and pushed the door from his leg.

Maine ye bhi itne zor se bola ?

He glared at me and I lowered  my eyes.

His back must be paining !

"Suniye! Aap mughe neechein utar dein.I won't run.Promise !"I said to him politely.

"Meri baahein kabhi itni kamzor nhi hongi k tumhe apne andar basa na sakein!"He looked in my eyes intently  but I averted my eyes.

He made me sit in the car and I sat without any tantrums.

He was about to initiate , but I buckled up the belt myself only.

I closed my eyes as I heard him fastening his belt.

Silent tears were rolling down my cheeks. I know he was glancing at me every now and then but I was too reluctant to open my eyes.

Mughe shak ho raha hai hamari mohabbat par!Itna sab mughse chupate hain aap! Kia mera koi haq nhi apki zindagi main kia ho raha hai ye jan'ne ka!

I heard the screeching sound and opened my eyes.

Without giving him a glance I opened the door but eventually stopped from stepping out.

"Mughe chachi k ghar jaana hai."I sobbed while closing the door again.

Yeah he didn't take me to my chachi's house instead it was some random black street with little lights coming from a distance.

"What happened ?" He asked gently and rubbed my right palm with his thumb.

"Mughe bas chachi k paas jaana hai aap mughe wahan le jayein na!"I sniffed like a kid.

"Ok ! I'll take you there but why are you crying ?" He wiped my tears and pushed my free wet locks behind my ear.

I kept sobbing whilst staring at my palms when suddenly I felt his one hand beneath my knees and one behind my back.

And in next second I was sitting on his laps.

I looked at him with wide eyes.

He kissed my red nose and my eyes went more wide.

"Bahir nikal ayengi ye !" He giggled and I blinked my eyes inorder to make them normal.

My one hand was around his neck and other was lying on my thighs only.

"Meri jaana kyon ro rahi thi ?" He asked while wiping my tear stains.

I hiccupped and looked down.

"Manik ki jaan !" He called me and tucked my chin up with his free hand as his one hand was plucked on my waist only.

"Aap mughse mohabbat nhi karte na?" Still tears were spilling from my eyes.

"Aur tumhe aesa kyon lagta hai?"His voice was sweet.I know he knows how to tame his munni.

"Agar mughse mohabbat karte tou phir mughse jhoot nhi bolte !

Mughe aese dhoka de kar dur nhi bhejte !"I cried hard while looking in his eyes.

The London Affair really broke my heart!

"Main agar kahoon k tum mughe apni jaan se bhi ziada mehboob ho tou tum meri baat manogi ?"His sweet tone turned serious and my tears stopped.

I stared in his chocolate eyes without blinking my lashes.

"Aur agar main ye kahoon k maine aapse betahasha mohabbat ki hai tou aap meri baat manege?" I questioned back intensely.

"Agar iss kainat ka ek ek zarra(smallest particle)bhi mughse ye kahe k tum mughse mohabbat nhi karti tou main nhi manuga,kyon k maine tumhari ankhon main wo dekha hai jo mere dil main tumhare liye hai!" His torrid words reached my heart and without thinking for a moment I hugged him tight.

"I ....I LOVE YOU MANIK !
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !" I cried and  kissed his hair like a folly and I felt him moving back.

He bend the seat behind and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"We have caught Rishab and Hassan is still out. He is the only one because of whom I sent you to the London.
The morning when we attempted suicide,Your brother and my friends visited our house and took us  to the hospital.
I regained my senses first and Harsh told me about Hassan's escape.
Main agar tumhe seedhe seedhe kehta k Nandani meri jaan London chali jao tou tum kia manti? Isilye I just did that drama to save you from that pig's hands!"
He spoke while caressing my torso and I pulled my teary face out from his neck.

I examined his face and he gulped.

I know a part of story is still missing.

"You are speaking complete truth right ?"I looked deeply in his eyes and he licked his lips being scared.

Nhi Nandani abhi itni tension k waqt chummi nhi karte !

"Of..course!"He stammered and his next words made me laughed.
"Chummi ki kasam !"

Hayee inki aur meri soch kitni milti hai!

He laughed and I laughed more loudly.

Finally we were happy and  again I forgot to read between the lines.

How smoothly he tackles me! I wonder !

"Wese Nandani I won't mind  agar ek abhi hojaye tou!" He uttered while rolling my hair string around his finger and I slapped his hand.

"Jee nhi ! Aap bohot lambi chummi karte ho aur phir rukte hi nhi ho ,mughe chachi se milna hai wo so jayengi agar der hogae tou!"Without giving him time to think I sat on my seat and fastened my belt.

"Kia ? chaliye na! Dekhiye aap ne kaha tha k aap mughe chachi k paas le jayenge !"  I tapped his thighs as he was still laying on the seat with shocked written all over his face.

Ab maine aesa bhi kiya bola?
Sirf itna bola k hum late hojaenge agar ye chummi karenge kyon k inki chummi bohot lamb....!

Aiyoo Nandani ye kia bol dia!

Aiyappa kia hogya hai mughe ? Main tou itni chichori nhi thi.

Inka rang char raha hai mugh par ! Thora sambhal k rehna parega !

I pushed my errant strands behind my ear and rolled my one eye towards him.

Lou gayi bhens pani main.

He was smirking.

He ignited the engine and spoke "Wese Nandani..."

But before he could speak I turned on the music system loud.

I started humming the song while playing with my pallu though I didn't understand a word because that was an English song.

Aesa lag raha hai k koi mar gaya hai !

Suddenly he turned off the music system and I looked at him.

"Rehne hi do tum ! Wese bhi kab tak bachogi laut k tou mere paas hi aana haina tumhe, tou phir sahi se,aaram se beth kar lambi chummi aur uske baad jo bhi hota hai uske  barein mein baat karenge!"He winked at me at his last words and I turned my face towards the window pane to hide my crimson cheeks.

We reached to my chachi's house.

I was about to step out when he uttered something while smirking and I stopped to answer him with attitude.

"Remember? That challenge ? You'll call me only !"

"Huhh we will see ! I won't call you main aaj raat yhi rukoon gi chachi k paas!"I said and was about to leave the car when he held my wrist.

I looked at him while raising my eyebrows but he was looking infront, not at me.

"Ek waqt tha jab tum anso'on k sath mere ghar ayi thi dulhan ban kar !

Aaj phir le jaonga tumhe dulhan bna kar lekin muskurahat k sath!

Ye raat bohot hi haseen hogi kyon bari deewangi se mohabbat karunga tumhare sath."

Nhi bhai main chachi k ghar pe hi rahungi! Inke irade nek nhi lag rahe.

I struggled to free my wrist from his palm because my cheeks were turning scarlet.

He looked at me and left my wrist.

He chuckled seeing my flushed face and before he could make more notorious attempts ,I ran out of the car being shy as hell.

"BYE ! MERI MUNNI !"He yelled while giggling and i tucked a shy smile on my lips.
.........

After ringing the bell three times finally chachi opened the door.

I looked back to see my hubby driving away.He was there only ,waiting for me to go in but did I know he was just tricking me.

"Arey Nandani tu yahan?"Chachi uttered being in shock and took me in a bone crushing hug.

"Kese ho aap chachi ?" I asked as she broke the hug.

"Main tou theek hn tu kesi hai?"Chachi spoke with a teary eye and cupped my cheeks.

I wiped her tear and spoke,
"I'm fit and fine chachi!Aap itna emotional kyon ho rahe ho."

I side hugged her and we entered in the house.

"Acha Nandani Manik kesa hai?Wo kyon nhi aya?" Chachi asked as we both settled on couches.

Kia bolun ? Kia bolun ?

"Chachi wo inka pet khrab hogya hai,isliye wo washroom main hi bethe hain kabse!" I muster up a reason but my words made me laugh loudly.

"Hahaha...Hahaha..!"

"Nandani aese nhi haste tera pati hai wo!"Chachi scolded me and I made a bad face.

"Wo tughe khush rakhta haina?Tera khyaal rakhta haina wo?" Suddenly the atmosphere around us changed serious.

Chachi sat beside me and I kept my head on her laps.

"Haan Nandani Manik acha haina?"Chachi again asked while caressing my hair.

"Aap sab janti thi na ? Phir aapne mughse kyon chupaya?" I cried still keeping my head on her laps.

"Dekh Nandani tu meri beti jesi hai aur maine bohot soch samagh k tera haath Manik k haath main diya tha.Manik aur Harsh ne mughe mana kiya tha tughe kuch bhi batane se ta k tu aur sharminda na ho!"Chachi spoke while caressing my hair with motherly love and I raised my head from her laps.

"Chachi  aap sab mughse itna pyaar kyon karte ho!Main bohot buri hn!"I cried and chachi pulled me in her arms.

"Nandani tu meri beti haina tou bas chup hoja! Na mera bacha tu tou meri itni pyaari bachi hai! Bas aese nhi rote! Dekh ye sab kismat ka khel hai agar usne tere sath bura kiya tou phir tere sath kitna acha bhi kiya!
Tughe Manik jesa pati mila hai! Maine tou dekha tha use dubai main hospital main rote waqt.Wo tughe janta bhi nhi tha phir bhi ro raha tha tere liye. Tu khush haina uske sath?"Chachi broke the hug and looked in my eyes.

I wiped my tears and nodded while smiling.

"Haan chachi ye bohot ache hain bas aap ka jamai bohot tang karta hai mughe!" I chuckled and chachi laughed .

"Aesa kar tu use yahan bula main uske liye karele wali khichdi bna deti hn.Uska pet sahi se saaf hojayega!" Chachi spoke and stood up.

Karele wali khichdi ka naam sun k inka pet kia sab kuch saaf hojayega.
Par main inhe nhi bula sakti na ,warna main shart phir se haar jaongi.

"Arey nhi chachi wo actually he has loose motions tou wo yahan nhi aa payenge!"I blurted out in haste but after realizing my words my lips again broke out in laughters.

Agar inhe ye sab pta chal gaya na tou ye meri band baja denge! Hahaha!

"Nandani ! Tu bahane mat bna ! Hat main hi use phone kar k bula leti hn!" Chachi said annoyingly and picked her phone from the table.

Aiyoo !

"Arey nhi chachi main phone karti hn na inhe! Wese chacha kahin dikhayi nhi de rahe?"I snatched her phone and tried to change the topic while roaming my eyes around.

"Wo lonavla gaye hain kaam se.Tu baatein mat bana aur mere jamai ko bula yahan par!"Chachi tried to snatch her phone back but I denied.

"Acha aap inke liye khichdi bnaye main inhe phone karti hn!"Finally chachi left from there and I kept her phone on the table.

Ab kia karoon ? Inki kismat kitni achi hai !
Na main jhooth bolti k inka pet kharab hai aur na hi chachi inko yahan bulati khichdi k liye.

After heaving a deep sigh I dialled his number.

Habibi !

"Chumma Chumma de de!
Chumma Chumma de de Chumma!
Jumme k din kiya Jumme ka wa'ada!
Jumme ko tod diya Jumme ka wa'ada!
Lo aa gaya re phir se Jumma!
Jumma Chumma de de !
Jumma Chumma de de !
Chumma !

 
Ab main ise lafanga giri na bolun tou kia bolun ?
Aaj to ye phone tod k hi rahungi !

"Hello ! Hello !" His extremely loud voice snapped me out from my cursing session.

"Ji main Nandani !"I answered very sweetly.I was flushed because I lost and I know he won't leave any chance in showing off his victory.

"Kon ? Hello ! I can't listen !"He deliberately yelled.I know he must be feeling very proud.

Shart jo jeet gaye !

"Dekhiye itna itrane ki zaroorat nhi hai!" I roared angrily and I heard his loud giggles.

"Aapko nhi lagta k aapko hasi kuch ziada ati hai?" I gritted my teeth more hard as I heard him laughing more loudly.

"Hahaha...dekha I won ! After all I'm Manik Malhotra !" He must be smirking and here I was sulking.

"Mughe baat hi nhi karni aapse!"I said angrily.

"Arey munni meri baat tou suno !"He yelled from other side but I cutted the line and switched off my phone.

"Nandani ! Manik aa raha haina ?" Chachi yelled from the kitchen.

"Ji wo aa rahe hain !" I yelled back and the door bell rang.

Itni jaldi aa gaye ?

I opened the door and there his was standing with his all time proud smirk but something caught my attention and that was Pizza !
He was holding two Pizzas in his right hand.

My mouth watered instantly.
Damn it was 10 and still we didn't have our dinner!

"Main tumhare liye hi laya hn meri jaan!"He spoke while smiling and I  curled my toes up to reach his cheeks.

"I love you Habibi !" I squealed while kissing his both cheeks hard and he smiled more.

"Acha pizza k liye I love you aur baqi jo bhi karoon uske liye I hate you !" He raised his brows and pouted at his last words.

"I hate you ka bhi matlab I love you hi hai !"I spoke while blushing and instantly pecked his lips.

He widened his eyes in amusement and then chuckled.

"Agar mughe ye mil jaye tou main phir har raat ko pizza le aao tumhare liye !"He winked at me and I hugged him shyly.

"Meri jaan ! Kia karoon main tumhara !"He kissed my hair while chuckling and wrapped his left arm around my waist.

We were like this only. Cute as always!

"Arey Manik beta tum itni jaldi kese aa gaye ?"Chachi's voice shooked us and we immediately parted  away.

"Haan aap itni jaldi kese aa gaye?I just called you now only !" Even I questioned him.

He looked at me with hesitation and I raised my eyebrows.

"What's cooking ?" I almost narrowed my eyes at him.

"Dekha chachi ye kese darati hai mughe!Matlab pati ghar par aye tou use biwi pani deti hai,uske liye foran khana lagati hai,Par meri biwi wo mughse bas sawal hi puchti rehti hai.Main iss k liye hi pizza lene gaya tha aur bas phir yahan aagaya! Kia ye mera ghar nhi hai?" He was almost on the verge of crying while my jaw dropped to the floor seeing him acting like a poor, vulnerable soul.

I fisted my palms and raised a step towards him but chachi came in between and cupped his cheeks.

"Na mera bacha ye tera hi ghar hai! Kitna acha hai tu jo iska itna khyaal rakhta hai aur ek ye hai!" My hubby wiped his dry eyes and smiled a little.

"Koi baat nhi chachi meri kismat main yehi likha tha."

Chorungi nhi bas ek baar kamre main to mile zara mughe!

He gave me a lopsided smile and I looked at him with fury.

Chachi turned towards me and twisted my ear.

"Aaah Chachi !" I shrieked while my hubby showed me his tongue.

I glared at him angrily and chachi twisted my ear more.

"Chachi dard ho raha hai!" I cried a little.

"Kab sudhregi Nandani? kab sudhregi?" Chachi scolded me and I looked at my hubby who was biting his lips to control his giggles.

Aiyappa ki kasam aaj agar maine inke dant na tore na tou mera naam bhi Nandani nhi.

"Kia use dara kia rahi hai?" Chachi twisted my ear more and i shrieked again.

"Chachi it's OK! "My hubby removed her palm from my ear as he found me in pain and chachi was like smitten by him.

"Hayeee kitna sona hai mera jamai!" Chachi turned and pulled his cheeks while i rubbed my ear a little,making a bad face.

"Bache hone wali umar hogayi hai teri aur  khud bachi bani phir rahi hai!"Chachi slapped my head and I was like kia hai bhai!

"Chachi aap ye pizza heat kar dengi please ?"My hubby spoke in a pulpy tone and forwarded pizza boxes.

Itni sharafat se tou kabhi mughse bhi baat nhi ki aaj tak!

"Haan haan beta zaroor !"Chachi took the boxes and happily left towards the kitchen.

I looked at him angrily and he smirked.

"So Mrs Malhotra ab tou chachi ne bhi keh dia k hamare bache hone chahiye!" He came and whispered in my ear.

"Move ! Mere kareeb aye na agar aap tou phir mughse bura koi nhi hoga !" I pushed him with my forefinger and he stepped back just a very little.

"Tumse bura koi hai bhi nhi!" He murmured while smiling sarcastically  at me.

"What did you say?" I asked while wrapping my arms infront of
my chest.

"Nothing ! " He shrugged.

Suddenly he grabbed my waist and caged my arms behind my back.

"Kareeb tou aaonga main aur kisi main itni himmat nhi hai jo mughe roke!"He whispered perilously near my lips and I gulped.

"Suniye! Chachi !" I whispered back being petrified after seeing his  brown eyes turning black.

"Be ready for tonight !"He whispered and left my waist.

"Haaan?"i asked him being shocked.

"Haan!"He answered and winked at me.
 

He left the house and I was standing there statued , indulged in his last seconds talks, when he came back with a shopper in his hand.

"Wear it for tonight !"His tone was dominating and that made me gulped.

I nodded meekly and he left towards the dining table.

I opened the shopper only to find my wedding dress and jewellery.

His words roamed in my mind and tears pooled in my eyes.

Aaj phir le jaonga tumhe dulhan bna kar!

I'm used !
I'm a trash ! A used stinking  trash !
He will surely loathe me afterwards !
His love is pure and I don't deserve that !
Ye raat haseen nhi ho sakti kyon k mera husn cheen liya tha usne !

"Arey Nandani khane k liye aaja !" I heard chachi's shout and immediately wiped my tears.

I kept the shopper on the couch and rode towards the dining table.

My hubby looked at me and I tried to smile at him.

He gestured me to sit beside him but I sat on the opposite side beside chachi.

"Badmaash!Manik ne tou mughe btaya k use koi pet main dard nhi ho raha!" Chachi slapped my head while laughing and I smiled faintly .

I know my hubby was looking at me only and that's why I chose to look everywhere but at him.

I tried to eat but my appetite was lost.

"Nandani why aren't you eating ? You love pizza right ?" My hubby queried with a stern look and gestured towards the almost whole pizza slice which he kept in my plate 10 minutes ago.

"Bas I'm full !" I stood up while wiping my lips from the napkin and he glared at me.

"No ! Sit and eat ! How just your stomach got filled with couple of bites when you were very hungry before?"My hubby's tone was hard and I looked down to hide my tears.

"Nandani tune tou abhi kuch khaya hi nhi.Pizza nhi khana tou ye daal roti khale!"Chachi pulled my wrist and made me sit again.

She poured some daal in my plate and handed a roti to me.

I took a first bite,ignoring my hubby's questioned filled eyes.

Damn my tears were just too heavy to carry and finally they spilled out.

I took a morsel and suddenly it stucked in my throat.

I started coughing badly and my hubby who wasn't eating yeah I noticed that he didn't touch a bite and was busy deciphering my inner dilemma,freaked out.

"OH GOD NANDANI ! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ?"He came and rubbed my back from his one hand and made me drink water from the other hand.

"Le Nandani ye thora sa shehed le le !"A tensed chachi made me eat a little honey and my coughs stopped.

My hubby was still rubbing my back.

"I'm ok !" I muttered while looking up at him and he stopped rubbing my back.

He kneeled down beside me.
"No you are not ! Tell me what happened? Mughe btao kya khana hai tumhe I'll order it for you ! Chinese ? Wait I'll order it or you wanna have it outside ?" He was so much tensed for me and I bit my lower lip to control my tears.

"Nhi maine kha liya ! Ab hamein chalna chahiye der ho rahi hai !" I took his palm which was caressing my cheek and pressed it in affirmation while he sighed deeply , nodding his head vertically.

We stood up and chachi came  infront of us.

"Arey Manik Nandani thori der aur ruk jao abhi itni der nhi hui !"Chachi spoke while we bent down to touch her feet.

She blessed us whole heartedly.

"Nhi chachi hum wapis ayenge.Abhi aap ko bhi tou sona haina."My hubby spoke on my behalf as I was busy in staring at earth only.

My hubby armed my shoulder and we bid adieu to her.

I snuggled more in my hubby's chest and he held me more tight.

We left chachi's house but not before picking up that shopper.

Ofcourse my hubby picked it up as I was so much engrossed in  my thoughts to even notice.

He made me sit in the car and kept the shopper on the back seat.

"Tell me what you want to eat?i'll get it for you !" He asked while  buckling up his belt.

"No im full! Aapne kuch nhi khaya na tou aap khalein mughe nhi khana!"I answered politely and he glanced at me from the corner of his eyes.

"I don't want to eat !"He muttered with a sigh.

We reached our home and without even waiting for him I ran into our house.

I directly ran in my washroom and stood beneath the cold shower.

I've to clean myself !

I closed my eyes as water plodded  down from my upper curves to lower curves.

"NANDANI !"I heard my hubby's extreme loud voice and opened my eyes.

Damn I forgot to close the door.

He walked towards the cabinet and I stepped back.

The past pictures flashed in my mind and I started shivering.  Hassan was overpowering my senses. I wish I just don't hurt my hubby because of him.

"What are you doing Nandani ?"My hubby pulled me towards him by grabbing my both elbows.

Practically now we both were drenching under the cold water.

"Nhi !  Don't touch me !" I yelled and pushed his arms back but he grabbed my elbows more tight and pulled me more closer to him.

"Why ?" He whispered while looking in my eyes.

"Because I'm not pure !"I whispered back with my quivering lips and in running water I saw a tear rolling down his cheek.

"You are pure ! The purest creature I've ever seen !" He whispered while looking with sincerity in my eyes.

A sob escaped from my mouth and I pushed his arms but he pulled me in his chest.

He wrapped his arms tightly around me but I struggled to get free.

I pushed his chest hard even I bit his chest menacingly  but with my every move his hold on me just tightened.

Being tired finally I hugged him,scratching my nails on his already injured back.

He held me more tight to inhale the severe pain but I was least bothered about his pain. I was just busy digging my nails in his red burnt flesh.

"I'm..... not... pure ! I'M NOT PURE !MANIK! LET ME WASH MYSELF ! LET ME CLEAN MYSELF FOR YOU !I'M UGLY ! I'M BLACK LIKE A CROW ! I'M DRENCHED IN DIRT ! PLEASE LET ME CLEAN MYSELF ! I'M NOT PURE !" I cried as loud as I could while hugging him to my dear life.

He remained silent.

He broke the hug slowly  and cupped my cheeks.

"Hum bahir chalein warna tumhe thand lag jayegi !" His ever so gentle tone made me awestruck and I looked at him with shock.

My tears were  continuously falling  from my wide eyes.

He closed the shower by stretching his arm beside me.

"Chalein meri jaan !" He wiped my teary face with his palms and gestured me towards the door.

"I'm not pure !" I murmured but it was enough loud for him to hear.

"Ssssshh! We'll talk afterwards ! First you need a change !" He kissed my forehead  and his lone tear fell on my nose.

He looked at me and with his long fingers cleared my cheeks from wet strands.

"Come !"He held my wrist but I remained rooted at my place.

"Aao meri jaan!" Again he tried to pull my wrist politely but I jerked his hand and fell down on the wet ceramic tiles.

"Nandani !"He spoke  while sighing deeply and kneeled down infront of me.

"Look at me !" He tried to hold my cheeks but I was shaking my head vigorously.

"Nhi ..... go away ....don't touch me...!" I babbled while pushing his hands away which were trying to hold my arms.

"Atleast listen to me once please !"He begged while trying to hold me but I was too depressed to understand anything.

"Nhi I'm not pure.....just stay away .....I'm not clean....!"I again pushed his palms and finally he lost his control over his anger.

"ENOUGH ! EK AUR LAFZ NHI WARNA AB EK THAPPAR LAGAONGA MAIN !" He pulled my right upper arm tightly and showed me his right hand which was in air.

I entangled my fingers against my chest being scared of his rufous eyes.

I started sweating badly and he noticed this.He closed his eyes to inhale some deep breaths.

" AB AGAR TUMNE KAHE NA YE ALFAZ TOU SEEDHA EK THAPPAR LAGAONGA PHIR TUMHE AQAL AA JAYEGI !"His voice was still aggressive.He held my both upper arms and pulled me near him.Our breaths mingled with each other and my lips quivered badly.

"Maine nhi dekha aaj tak tumhare jesa koi haseen!
Maine nhi dekha aaj tak tumse ziada koi dilnasheen!

Ye khoobsurat ankhein,ye ghani(thick)zulfein,ye mulaiyam(soft)hont mughe apna ashiq bna dete hain!

Ek dar hai mughe k kahin koi tumhe mughse chura na le!

Tumhari saanson ki mehak(fragrance) se mera dil dharakta hai !

Tumhari palkon ki adaon se mera guroor barh jata hai!

Tumhari baahon main rehna mera shauk ban jata hai!

Iss khoobsurati ki aur kia tareef karoon main,
K Jise dekh kar wo chand bhi sharma jata hai!"
He completed his words and I was casted in his passionate eyes.

A tear fell from my eye and he turned his face on my right cheek still keeping an eyelock with me.

He kissed my cheek softly and more tears fell from my eyes.

"Aap sach bol rahe hain?" I whispered as he moved his lips back.

"Mughe MANIK KI JAAN KI KASAM !" He kept his right palm on my head and I looked in his eyes to find the traces of lie but only truth could be seen there.

"Make love to me then !"I murmured and he immediately got flummoxed.

He removed his palm from my head and bored his eyes into mine.

My fingers lazily traced his cheek and I rubbed my thumb on his lips.

He closed his eyes and I saw his thin pink lips trembling a little.

I pulled him a little down and slowly slowly I matched his lips with mine.

His hands reached around my waist and he pulled my soft chest into his muscular one.

I smooched his both lips together while cupping his neck sensually from my both palms.

Soon he took my mushy lips in a french make out and we inhaled each others scent.

I felt his fingers opening my blouse's knot and unclasping my inner strap.

I cuddled with his wet smooth hair  firmly and finally we broke our kiss.

We gasped for air badly while matching each others forehead.

He moved back and whispered in an inaudible tone while breathing heavily "Manik ki Jaan!"

I opened my eyes only to find his eyes seeking permission.

A rose colour enchanted my face and I hugged him tightly.

He chuckled and picked me up in his arms.

His arm rested on my bare back and I hid my face in his wet neck.

"Ab Meri Munni ko sharam aa rahi hai haan!"He teased me while giggling and I hugged him more tight.

He laid me on the bed and I looked in his chocolate eyes.

I opened my arms and he laid down beside me.

He kept his one arm beneath my head and pulled me into him.

I kissed his wet neck tenderly and he powdered some hot touches on my shoulder.

While drinking the water droplets from my neck,his hand pulled my already opened blouse a little down from my  shoulder and I hugged him more tightly.

He made me leave his neck and hovered over me.

I closed my eyes but opened them in the next moment as I felt darkness spreading across the room.

I switched on the lamp by stretching my hand towards the side table.

I looked at him and a blindfold was tied against his eyes.

"Don't you wanna see me!" My words came out as a cry and he immediately untied his blindfold.

"Mera dil kafi hai tumse mohabbat karne k liye,in ankhon ki zaroorat nhi hai mughe!"He uttered while wiping my tears.

Again my stupid mind stated a reason that I'm not beautiful enough.

"Mughe pta hai .......!" I was about to speak more when his finger on my lips stopped my words.

"Not a word against my beautiful wife!" He kissed my forehead and kept the blindfold on the side table.

"You are the finest beauty my eyes have ever witnessed!" He uttered while kissing my eyes tenderly.

Soon his fingers crawled down and without breaking the eyelock he removed my upper wear.

I seized the black satin bedsheet tightly in my palms as I felt my feminine parts getting discovered.

He entangled his fingers with mine and looked in my eyes with love.

He plucked my lips in his sinful mouth while i struggled to free my palms.

He left my palms and i opened his shirt buttons hastily whilst he was busy tracing my cheeks with his fingers and exploring my mouth with his lips.

My hands pulled off his vest too and explored his toned frame sensually.

I moaned loudly as he rubbed his toe with mine.In few seconds our wet attires were lying here and there and he pulled the maroon velvety blanket to cover our sweaty bodies.

I started crying bitterly as I  realized his lips on my scar.
The another wound which Hassan gave me.
He has triggered the word USED on my inner thigh through a knife and that has left the blackish scar near my delicate organ.

I turned my teary  face being embarassed when I heard my hubbys voice.
"Manik ki jaan !" He called me , he tried to move my face with his fingers but i kept it on left side only.

"Acha Nandani you know I've spoken two lies to you!"Suddenly his words stole my attention and I opened my eyes immediately.

"Kia ?" I sniffed and was about to wipe my tears when he clasped my palms and pinned them to the bed.

I raise my eyebrows and he pouted.
"Wo self defence ! Kahin tum gusse main ake mughe ek do laga na do!"

Aise konse jhoot bole hain inhone ?

"Btaiye kia chupaya ab aap ne mughse ?"Tears were long  forgotten business as now anger was replacing them.

"Ohk ! Bta raha hn ! Aese dara kyon rahi ho ?" He made a bad face and and i  tried to move my palms but he held them more tight.

"Wo do you remember that morning when you kicked me and I told you my dream in which you came and smooched my lower lip !"
He spoke and i nodded.

Kitna maza aya tha inhe girane main !

"Tou aese kuch nhi dekha tha maine bas tumne nightwear pehna tha yhi dekha tha , wo tou uss waqt main moqa par choka mara aur tumhe chummi kardi!"He smiled shyly at the end which made me smile too but I immediately hid it.

"Koi baat nhi maaf kiya! Doosra jhoot btaye !" I acted like i was the king sitting on throne and he was the culprit asking for forgiveness.

"Ankita ....!"He stammered.

"Ankita kia ?"I almost roared.

"Yaar main nhi bta raha !" He acted like he was scared and before he could hide his face in my neck , I glared at him and he pouted miserably.

"Wo Ankita .... I used to l.....!" Before he could complete his words I completed them.

"You used to to love her !  I knew it !" Again tears started gathering behind my lids and I tried to free my palms from his grip.

Without any indication he latched his lips with mine and kissed me roughly and even i bit his lips hard due to  which he giggled during the kiss and that made me more angry.

He breathed heavily while keeping   his head on my chest and i shivered uncontrollably feeling his falling hot breaths.

Ankita !! Kameeni !!

"Suniye aap apni uss  Ankita k paas hi jaiye ! Choriye mughe !" Damn my tears started falling again.

"Meri baat tou suno pehle !"He rubbed his cheeks with mine to wipe my tears.

I turned my face on the other side while hiccupping.

See what we were doing on our first love making session.dhuhhh!

"I used to like Ankita, actually she used to live with us in London from her childhood.
I was a kid Nandani.
Wo uski patli kamar mughe bohot achi lagti  thi !" He said with a blushy  smile making my blood boil.

"Matlab aap bachpan se hi aese chichore the ?" I mocked at him angrily and he shrugged while making a face.

"I was 6 years old and she was 8 years old when I proposed her !" He said like revinding his beautiful memories.

And I gritted my teeth.

Himmat tou dekho biwi k saamne, aese waqt main bhi dusri larki ki baatein kar rahe hain!

"Lekin mera naseeb tou dekho leke gulab gaya tha aur wapsi main rakhi le kar aagaya !" He pursed his lips tightly as in to control his buried feelings and I was glaring at him murderously.

He looked at me and gulped.

"Nandani she is like my sister Sachi ! Jis din main use propose karne gaya tha na uss din Rakshabandan tha !"He pouted and my lips broke into a giggle.

And I saw him smiling  as his mission to make my tears stop was accomplished.

He left my palms and tickled me.

Our giggles resonated in the room.

"Hahahaha. ....Bas Manik. ...hahaha.....!" I tried to stop his fingers from tickling me and then bed bounced as I hovered over him.

He shrieked and I got worried instantly.

"Kia hua your back is paining na?" I was tensed for his burns very much.

"Nhi wo tum moti ho gaye ho !"He laughed and I entangled my fingers with his and pressed them harshly to the bed.

His laughters stopped and I found him a little nervous.

Soon his cheeks were tinted with the barbie pink colour and I giggled seeing his cuteness.

I kissed his pink cheeks very lightly when he groaned loudly.

"Easy Nandani !"

Lou abhi tou maine kuch kiya hi nhi hai !

"Manik !"I glared at him and he turned his face on the other side controlling his shyness.

I giggled loudly making him giggle too and finally  I loved him as much as i could by smooching his white skin thoroughly.

The bed bounced again as he took the charge once more.

I whimpered hard as he pressed his crafted sculpture on my tiny body.

He didn't give me any lovebites. He was extra gentle.

His kisses were enough to burn my cells.How erotically he loved me.

I closed my eyes as we reached towards the last step.

"Nhi !" I whispered while shivering badly.

"Ohhk!  Relax Ssshh! " He caressed my cheeks and I opened my eyes only to find his honey rounds staring at me with love.

"Main kasam khata hn tumhari k  iss mohabbat main kabhi tumhe dhoka nhi dunga!

Zindagi chahe jitni mushkil ho par tumse mohabbat karna hamesha mere liye aasaan rahega!

Tumhari zindagi khtam hone se qabal(before)mughe apni mout ka intezaar rahega!

Iss jahan main bhi aur uss jahan main bhi Manik hamesha tumhara deewana rahega !"He looked in my eyes and tears cascaded down from our cheeks.

I brushed his locks from his forehead and encircled my arms around his neck and whispered.

"I love you Habibi !" And before he could even answer me I took his thin pink flesh in mouth.

He deepened the kiss and i kneaded his hair badly as our delicate flesh finally crashed against each other.

My tears started falling rapidly and I whimpered in his mouth.

"Hussshh !Calm down...!" He broke the kiss and removed the sweay tears from my face.

He waited for minutes and then we stepped together to the flight of pleasure.

The sun rays fell on our shiny sweaty cold bodies and i crumbled his shoulders brutually as the first pleasure rode through me.

"Maaaanikk! "I screamed and he dipped his face in the crook of my neck and bestowed some soft wet french pecks.

His body dandled lazily and we climbed the ecstatic hills of fleshy pleasurable love.

Our first ever love session ended with a butterfly peck on my podgy fat lips.
My hubby canoodled my cold,shuddering figure  in his arms and I kept my head at his fast beating heart.

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