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After changing myself into the comfortable tee and pyjamas in another room. ...I entered our room.....

He was in the washroom....maybe taking shower. ....

But amidst the flowing water there was something else too....

His crys.....

I pasted my ear at the door...and now his crys were more clear....which made my eyes wet too ....again....

I leaned with my back facing the door.....and didn't realized when the shower stopped....

And the door was opened ....making me fall directly in his arms....

He was bewildered. .....

Our puffy ...swollen eyes met...

He wasn't crying anymore....but my tears were flowing .....

Suddenly his wet traces showered my lips with drops....

And my lips quivered. .....his hold on my waist tightened.....

His eyes gazed my lips ....

I can see the frozen blood in his deep cuts....on his lips....

But he left the washroom making me stand ....instantly.....

After sprinkling some cold water on my face....I stepped out.....

He was arranging the bed ....but the thing which shocked me was.....the wall pillow ...which was created by him....

He raised his lashes at me for once and covered his face with the duvet......

My tears didn't halted for a moment....

I walked towards the bed ...when my eyes caught something on the side table....

The food platter...

I was starving since morning ...but now I have lost my appetite.......

I was about to lie down...when his voice stopped my movement....

"Have your dinner Nandini ! " the command was very clear in his voice....

Par mughe pta hai k inhone ne bhi kuch nhi khaya hoga subah se.....

"No! I won't eat " l know I was fighting with hungry lion....

"EAT ! " he stated in a calm tone ....still covered in the duvet....

I wonder how always he manages to read my mind...

"Nhi ....nhi khaongi mein....nhi manu gi mein aap ki baat..." Bas it's enough ...he just can't order me everytime. ..and with that I covered my face with the duvet.....

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But soon the duvet was on the floor ....and my body was completely resting on him....he pulled me harshly...

His one hand was grasping my two hands at the back....

While our faces were close enough.....

"Zid mat karo nandini....I'm warning...eat ...or else..." he stated while gripping my hands tight as I was struggling. ...

"Nhi khana mughe ...aap ne bhi to nhi khaya...." I stopped struggling...but he didn't leave my hands...

His eyes turned a little soft.....

"Tum khao ....mughe nhi khana...." he stated while placing my locks behind the ear....

"Aap k bina nhi khaongi...."

"NANDINI. .." he growled but I didn't
answered. ...making him annoyed...

"What is your problem..? Can't you be normal...mein thak chuka hn tumse lar lar k ...." he shouted....but I noticed a tear trickled down from his left eye.....

God knows what happened to me .....and my injured lips sucked that tear....making his cheek a little wet due to my saliva.....

He closed his eyes....and fresh tears leaked from them....

Which broke my trance and I immediately escaped from his grip.....and ran out....

Lastly I heard a breaking sound of crockery.....he must have thrown that platter. ...

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I slept in another room.....but at midnight I was being carried in someone's arms....

But soon those arms were my pillow...and that body was my duvet....

And we slept peacefully......

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Due to the heavy scorching beams of
sun my slumber broke. ....

And I was in his arms....l knew at night he was the one who carried me .....

His face was hidden in the crook of my neck ....where his hot breaths...were stopping my breaths....

I tried to push him....

And much to my surprise he moved.....making me free from his grip...

I stood up ....... but stopped

Because he blocked my way....

Itni jaldi kese....mein to inse pehle uthi thi.....

My thoughts halted .....when he pulled me towards him.....by clutching my waist tightly.....

"Kyon chor k gayi thi" his teary voice forced me to look in his eyes....

"Apke bhale k liye hi gai thi...." I stated even my eyes leaked tears...

"Mera chain...mera sukoon .....meri zindagi cheen kar konsa bhala kia tumne..."

"Aapko nhi maaloom k mughse mohabbat kar k apne apni zindagi azaab bana Li hai.."

"Tumse mohabbat kar k to mene dunya mein jannat ka maza paya hai...."

"Bas nhi rahungi main apke sath....chli jaungi phir se" I stated crying loudly ......our eyes didn't left each others for a second....

"Main bohot shiddat se chahta hn tumhe....tumhare bina kya karunga"
He stated while pulling me more closer...that his tears fell on my face....

"Mein apki mohabbat k qabil nhi hn" I stated while hitting his chest....trying to free myself from his ironed grip.....

But Alas! I couldn't. .

"EK baar meri mohabbat ko apna lo ....meri mohabbat tumhe deewana bna degi.."

"Koi nhi karta iss jahan mein mohabbat mene dekha hai..." I stated cryingly

"Sirf akhri baar meri mohabbat ko aazmaa lo....mera ishq tumhare nazariye ko badal dega.."again a tear rolled down his hard cheek ....and I pushed him with all my force. ....

And ran but he held my wrist....

.....tere dil se dil milane ki khwahish ki hai mene.....

.....teri har saans mein saans lene ki hami bhari hai mene.....

.....tu jo na mila mughe agar.....

.....to maut se jaldi ane ki guzarish ki hai mene.....

His words forced me to look at him ....and I turned...
.

His painful watery eyes...made me sob louder and I crashed in his chest ....

"Ahhhhhhh. .... MANIK......" I cried loudly in his neck while grasping his hair in my fist....for the first time I called him by his name

And as my tongue muttered his name .....his hold on me became tight ....

.

"Haaan.....meri jaan! " he said making my neck wet with his tears...and kissed my ear affectionately.....

"Aap bhi chor k chale jayenge mughe....."

"Nhi jaunga ....jab tak iss jism mein khoon bahega tab tak tumhe apni baahon mein sameit k rakhunga"

"Nhi koi bhi Sacha nhi hai....sab ne dhoka diya hai mughe"

"Par mein nhi dunga ! Kasam hai mughe meri jaan ki "

"Aap mughe bacha lenge na .....wo s.....
I was about to tell him his name when suddenly the black curtains draped my eyes....

Lastly I heard were his loud shouts....taking my name hysterically. ....with continuous taps on my cheeks.....

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I opened my eyes with very difficulty. ...After checking the surroundings .....

My eyes went wide.....

I was in a hospital......

Par kese ...mein to inse baat kar ....Aiyappaa. ...mein inhe uska naam btane wali thi....Aiyooo....

My illusion broke with the clicking of door.....

And here come my husband and the snow white....

Nandini beta use doctor kehte hai....
Miss subconscious slapped my head sarcastically...

Pta hai mughe....arghhhh I hate hospitals...or us mein Rehne wala har insaan or har cheez.....

"So Mrs malhotra....aren't you having your meals on time ? " the doctors voice brought me out from my hateful thoughts regarding hospitals....

But my eyes darted towards my hubby
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And his eyes ....Aiyooo phir se Gussa ho gaye ye.....

He glared at me......

While I made the most puppiest face.....

Which he ignored mercilessly....and stepped forward ....towards the bed....

"Doctorrrrrrr!" I yelled looking towards doctor....

And I heard the sound of his turning knuckles......oooimaaaa. ....

"Yes Mrs malhotra what happened...." the doctor immediately asked while I bited lips in vexation....

Kia bolun .....ye bol dn...k mughe apne mian se Dar lag raha hai....

"Nothing doctor....it's just ...." I stuttered looking towards my man.....

Who was rooted at his place....but his balled fists....scarlet eyes....made me gulped.....

"Mrs malhotra ...according to your husband you are skipping meals since yesterday's noon.....how irresponsible ....you are a mature woman...please take care of your diet.."
The doctor scolded while I kept my lashes down....but his next words forced my lashes to crawl towards my hubby's eyes....

"And after marriages ....girls need good diet to get strength....but here in your case you are starving...which will make you weak....and the intercourse can be dangerous...."

We were looking at each other with wide eyes......

And we blushed together.....

Our pink cheeks....curved lips.....low lashes......

Made the doctor annoyed.... and his shout made us startled.....

"Mr and Mrs malhotra....!"

"Yes doctor!" We both answered together...making our blushing session end....

"Listen Mr malhotra ...due to the negligence towards diet consumption ...her sugar level has become very low....and a high dose of glucose is required for maintaining her sugar level....in that case we are giving her a glucose drip ...it will take just fifteen minutes...so hope you'll comply"

"NO!" I shouted as soon as doctors word peeked my ears....

And the both men glared at me...

"Nhi ..! Mein injection nhi lagaongi. .!" I answered stubbornly and was blessed with my husbands groan...

"N.A.N.D.I.N.I !"

And I pouted at him....shooked my head in a no....but his next words made my eyes popped out from the sockets....

"Doctor....come on attach the drip to her nerve....mein dekhta hn kese nhi lagati ye injection...." he said while looking at me ....and I gulped...

I mumbled a NO ... but he didn't budged from his decision .....

And I saw the nurse coming towards me with an injection....

"Mein bhag jaongi....nhi.." I warned the nurse which came out as a plead ....but all three creatures remained dumb...and nurse walked towards me....

"Dekhiye mein bhaag jaongi....." after trying with nurse I tried to warn my hubby....but instead showering me with kindness he paced towards me....

Making me more scared....

I nodded a no....

He glared...

I mumbled a please...

He glared...

And before he could reach me I removed the sheet above from me and was about to leave the bed .....

When

He picked me in his arms....

I looked at him with wide eyes...
"Doctor or nurse dono hain yahan par" I whispered in his ear....

"Dikh raha hai mughe....I'm not blind" he whispered yelled while settling me in his laps...as we sat on the bed...

Nhi.........Aiyaapa! Bacha lo....

"Doctor...process please.!" He stated and my one hand gripped his waist tightly ....while I tried to hide my face deeper in his chest.....

" Bhaag kar to dikhaon mughe...ek baar galti ki hai phir se nhi dohraonga (repeat)....yun hi sari umar apni baahon mein chupa k rakhunga" he stated while embracing me in his chest.....

And I looked in his eyes....neither I moved my hand from his waist nor he did....

"Aap mughe khud Jane ko bolenge" I whispered near his bruised lips...

He was looking down at me while I was looking up at him....our lips were inches
Apart.....

"Tumhari galat Fehmi hai....jis waqt akhri hichki Lunga na to wo tumhari hi god(laps) hogi jahan mein dum torunga" he said with a smile playing on his lips ....

I remained quiet....I can't match his intensity....I can't refuse his pure love anymore...

"Mrs malhotra the drip has been detached and now make sure to have proper meals..." the doctors voice broke our teary eyelock....

But....

But....

Mughe drip kab lagi.......MONSTERRRRRR. ..

and I glared at him still sitting in his laps....gripping his waist....

But he just shrugged..... and stood up....making me lie down on the bed.....

"Mein abhi aya sweetheart" he said laughingly and I glared at him....

And with that the trio left......

After sometime he came with the breakfast.....

And sat on the stool near the bed.....

But I didn't looked at him. ....

"Mughe nhi karna koi breakfast...."I stated in an angry tone .....but no reaction ....

Instead he forwarded a morsel towards my lips......

I moved my head at right side ....

He moved the morsel at right side......

I moved my head at left side....

He moved the morsel at left side.....

I was about to move my head again when he held my jaws with one hand and forcely fed me.....

And the rest of the breakfast past with force feeding.....but we didn't uttered a word....instead of some sharp glares...

Soon after breakfast he left with the tray .....when I noticed that his feet were bandaged.....

"Nandini chlo ghar jaana hai" he said as soon as he entered the room....

"Par mughe aap k sath nhi jaana " I stated while huffing and crossed arms against chest.....

Arey mughe Gussa aa raha tha matlab ek to dhoke se drip lag wai phir zabardasti breakfast. ..mughse kuch puchne ki to zehmat hi nhi ki....

And my eyes caught him smiling. ..which made me more angrier. ..

"Hasi aa rahi hai na aapko....to zor se has lijye....itna control karne ki zaroorat nhi hai ...." I spoke a little loudly hoping he would stop smiling ....

But instead he started laughing loudly....

"Nhi aa rahi mein apke sath....apko kia lagta hai mein mazak kar rahi thi...nhi aaongi" I yelled at him .....

But his actions made my blood boiled....

Because he palmed his lips to control his laughters.....

Itna bhi hasne ka kia tha.....

I was busy in thinking when he came and scooped me in his arms.....

But still his laughing session hasn't ended yet....

"Arey meri jaan apni baahon mein sab k samne utha k le k jaonga. ....koi rok k to dikhaye..." he stated laughingly and hitted his forehead with mine ...

Ouuchhhhh....

"Lekin aap mughe neeche utarein ....bahir sab kia sochenge. ..itne sare log hain" I stated while trying to escaped but he held me more tight....

"Mughe mere ishq se izzat mili hai....ruswai nhi....darta nhi hn mein kisi se....koi meri mohabbat ki taraf nazar to uthaye .....zinda garh dunga...." he stated and his smile vanished.....

We walked out of the room....no no ...he walked out of the room because I was to in his arms na......

"Wese nandini drip lagane mein maza aya?" he asked laughingly while fastening his seat belt....

" Bohot !......apne miss kiya"I answered in a sarcastic tone and he again laughed....

And the whole drive towards home echoed with his laughters and my slaps or punches at his shoulders. ......

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As we reached home ......he again picked me up.....

"I can walk now " I stated but he ignored simply......

As we stepped in .....my eyes twinkled ...because ....

My favourite chachi was sitting on the couch only.....

"CHACHI !" I squealed with happiness and moved my legs inorder to stand....

But he didn't allowed....

I looked at him with questioning eyes. .....

But he was sweating.....his eyes were wide open.....

Ye chachi ko dekh kar itna ghabra kyon rahe hain.....

I was about to ask him....but there my chachi came...

"Nandini kya yhi sikhaya tha mene tughe....tere pati k pairon mein chot lagi hai ..phir bhi tune Zid ki us se uthane ki ..sharam ati hai mughe tughe apni beti kehte hue.." and chachi moved her neck in the most filmy style....

Making me roll my eyes...

But my hubby was now sweating more badly....

Aisa kya hogya...zaroor daal kali hai....

And immediately he left me...and I fell....chachi's eyes widen...

Aiyooo....it hurts....
I cried while rubbing my booty. ...

But here he was least bothered ...instead of apologising he walked past me taking chachi with him....

I scrutinized my gaze at them....as my hubby was whispering something in chachi's ear....

He looked frightened .....

After subsiding some pain .....i stood up.....

And walked towards them....to intrude in their private conversation......

"Nhi manik bohot ho gya tu ab aur bardaasht nhi karega....mein ise sabaq sikhati hn abhi " Chachi stated sweetly while caressing his face....but glared at me at her last words.....

Making me confuse.....

"Kia chachi kia hogya ?" I asked in a confused tone.....

And looked towards my hubby raising my eyebrows...but he was looking down....fidgeting with his fingers....

"Aaa haaa .....kia hogya ye tu puch rahi hai ....itni bhole mat ban ....sharam nhi ati tughe apne pati par haath uthate hue...." Chachi yelled at me while wiping her fake tears....

Par mene kab haath uthaya in par....

And my eyes darted towards the most handsome creature.....

He was looking down....

To ye sab inki karistani hai....

"Kia chachi mughe abhi bhi kuch samagh nhi aa raha " I asked chachi with the most innocent face ...

"Manik ne mughe btaya k tune kese Sabzi ki jagah par uska haath kaat diya....or tu roz raat ko kese use gaalon par marti hai....hey bhagwaan bas yhi din dekhna baqi reh gaya tha..."
Chachi explained in an emotional tone....and I gasped loudly....

My ears were literally emitting fire. .....

And I looked towards my hubby who was running towards our room.....

My fists curled up.....

After convincing chachi with lots of lies....pleas....I bid adieu to her...

Ab btati hn inko...

And I entered in our room with the zeal to kill him.....brutually . ......

"Suniye ......kahan hai aap...." I stated in the most sweetest tone.....and started searching him......

But he wasn't there....kaha gaye .....

Washroom......

And I kicked the washroom door with all my might.....

Ohhooooo lag gai yaar....

I yelled while holding my leg....

But the door didn't open. ...

To kia hua...larki hn darwaza kese torungi. ....par inko bahir kese nikalun.....
Hmmmm idea......

"Aaah ramu kaka pani laiye. ...mughe chakkar aa rahe hain" I yelled loudly ....

And

BINGO.....

The door opened......

"Kia hua nandini tum theek ho na .....aao mere sath....." he asked in a hurry and held my shoulders for support....

But I pushed him....

And he entered the washroom .....

" Nan....
He was about to ask something when I showed him my hand.......

He looked somewhat scared....

"To mene aap ka haath kata " I stated while moving towards him and he stepped back.....

Arey waah aaj to paasa hi palat gya....bohot halke mein le liya mughe...huhhh

"Hey bhagwaan. ...Kesi. ...baa...tei...n. kar ra..hi ....ho...tum....nhi tum.....to itni. ...achi...ho"

"Nhi nhi mein to roz raat ko aapko marti hn na....." I stepped forward and he moved back.....

Now we were standing under the shower.....

"N....hi.....meri...jaan....kis....ne...kaha.tumhe ...ye sab" he stated while gulping audibly and I moved forward......

He stepped back...and the shower was switched on......

Making us wet .....

The cold water made our bodies shivered.....

My thoughts to kill him went in the dust bin......because the way he was eyeing my body was making me trembled......

My light blue saree was now sticked to my whole body......giving the perfect view of my curves.....

And I know I have to leave warna situation will become too.......

And I turned.....with the hope that he won't hold me.....

But my hope finished when I felt a pull....

.

He tugged my pallu.....

I kept my right palm at my chest.....to keep it steady near my twins...

He folded my pallu a little. ....making me step back.....again a little and I stepped back.....and with the last pull I hitted his chest.....
.......he held my bare wet tummy making our bodies pressed with each other.....

And smooched my shoulder. .....making me shudder....and my hold on the either sides of saree tightened.....

His kisses increased with the time .....he kissed almost every inch of my right shoulder with such an intensity....that even in the flowing water I felt his warm saliva at my shoulder. .....wherever he kissed....

Suddenly he turned me.....

I looked down and he pulled me by grabbing my little waist in his large palms......

"Bohot dard hua tha na " he asked while caressing my lips with his thumb .....

And I looked at him....

"Is se ziada nhi " I spoke while pointing towards his lips. ....

"Mughe maaf kardo ...meri jaan....abhi Marham(ointment) lagata hn in nazuk honton par " he said and sealed his lips with mine without giving me a chance to protest.....

And for the first time I kissed a man......

We sucked each others lips like sucking raspberries. ......

It was a gentle kiss.....and again he took my both lips in his mouth sucking them like a lollipop
......and in return I swirled my tongue at his lips....very affectionately.....

And we broke the kiss.......

Our eyes were closed .......I was resting my head on his chest while his face settled at my shoulder......

"Ab nhi jaogi na chor kar " he asked hugging me more tight.....

And then I realized what I did in the heat of the moment.....

I wriggled in his embrace....while tears cascaded down our eyes.......

"Wa'ada karo mughse ...tum nhi jaogi na ab mughe chor kar mein..Mar jaunga yaar..nhi reh paonga iss dunya mein" he spoke like a wailing baby.....

But I kept mum .....and he broke the hug......he stared in my eyes. ....
And again stated

" Ae haseen ! Tughse ziada haseen nhi dekha mene iss jahan mein....

Ae purkashish! Tughse ziada kashish wala nhi dekha mene iss jahan mein....

Kyon nhi hai qubool tughe mera ishq ...ae dil ruba...

Mein hazir hoon teri hifazat karne k liye iss jahan mein....." he spoke with salty liquid pouring out from his eyes....

And I stood their numb and my heart screamed......

" QUBOOL HAI! "

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Ufffff. ....I'm sleeping....sorry if I disappointed. .....because I know this chappy sucks..... a heartily sorry to all of you.......
Take care! Goodnight!

Yours
New wanderer!